OF PATIENCE
VI. OF PATIENCE.[1]
(TRANSLATED BY THE REV. S. THELWALL.)
CHAP. I.--OF PATIENCE GENERALLY; AND TERTULLIAN'S OWN UNWORTHINESS TO TREAT OF
IT.
I FULLY confess unto the Lord God that it has been rash enough, if not
even impudent, in me to have dared compose a treatise on Patience, for practising
which I am all unfit, being a man of no goodness;[2] whereas it were
becoming that such as have addressed themselves to the demonstration and commendation
of some particular thing, should themselves first be conspicuous in the
practice of that thing, and should regulate the constancy of their commonishing by the
authority of their personal conduct, for fear their words blush at the
deficiency of their deeds. And would that this "blushing" would bring a remedy, so
that shame for not exhibiting that which we go to suggest to others should prove a
tutorship into exhibiting it; except that the magnitude of some good
things--just as of some ills too--is insupportable, so that only the grace of divine
inspiration is effectual for attaining and practising them. For what is most good
rests most with God; nor does any other than He who possesses it dispense it,
as He deems meet to each. And so to discuss about that which it is not given one
to enjoy, will be, as it were, a solace; after the manner of invalids, who
since they are without health, know not how to be silent about its blessings. So
I, most miserable, ever sick with the heats of impatience, must of necessity
sigh after, and invoke, and persistently plead for, that health of patience which
I possess not; while I recall to mind, and, in the contemplation of my own
weakness, digest, the truth, that the good health of faith, and the soundness of
the Lord's discipline, accrue not easily to any unless patience sit by his
side.[3] So is patience set over the things of God, that one can obey no precept,
fulfil no work well-pleasing to the Lord, if estranged from it. The good of it,
even they who live outside it,[4] honour with the name of highest virtue.
Philosophers indeed, who are accounted animals of some considerable wisdom, assign it
so high a place, that, while they are mutually at discord with the various
fancies of their sects and rivalries of their sentiments, yet, having a community
of regard for patience alone, to this one of their pursuits they have joined in
granting peace: for it they conspire; for it they league; it, in their
affectation of[5] virtue, they unanimously pursue; concerning patience they exhibit all
their ostentation of wisdom. Grand testimony this is to it, in that it incites
even the vain schools of the world[6] unto praise and glory ! Or is it rather
an injury, in that a thing divine is bandied among worldly sciences? But let
them look to that, who shall presently be ashamed of their wisdom, destroyed and
disgraced together with the world[7] (it lives in).
CHAP. II.--GOD HIMSELF AN EXAMPLE OF PATIENCE.
To us[8] no human affectation of canine[9] equanimity, modelled[10] by
insensibility, furnishes the warrant for exercising patience; but the divine
arrangement of a living and celestial discipline, holding up before us God Himself
in the very first place as an example of patience; who scatters equally over
just and unjust the bloom of this light; who suffers the good offices of the
seasons, the services of the elements, the tributes of entire nature, to accrue at
once to worthy and unworthy; bearing with the most ungrateful nations, adoring
as they do the toys of the arts and the works of their own hands, persecuting
His Name together with His family; bearing with luxury, avarice, iniquity,
malignity, waxing insolent daily:[1] so that by His own patience He disparages
Himself; for the cause why many believe not in the Lord is that they are so long
without knowing[2] that He is wroth with the world.[3]
CHAP.III.--JESUS CHRIST IN HIS INCARNATION AND WORK A MORE IMITABLE EXAMPLE
THEREOF.
And this species of the divine patience indeed being, as it were, at a
distance, may perhaps be esteemed as among "things too high for us; "[4] but what
is that which, in a certain way, has been grasped by hand[5] among men openly
on the earth? God suffers Himself to be conceived in a mother's womb, and awaits
the time for birth; and, when born, bears the delay of growing up; and, when
grown up, is not eager to be recognised, but is furthermore contumelious to
Himself, and is baptized by His own servant; and repels with words alone the
assaults of the tempter; while from being" Lord" He becomes" Master," teaching man to
escape death, having been trained to the exercise of the absolute forbearance
of offended patience.[6] He did not strive; He did not cry aloud; nor did any
hear His voice in the streets. He did not break the bruised reed; the smoking
flax He did not quench: for the prophet--nay, the attestation of God Himself,
placing His own Spirit, together with patience in its entirety, in His Son--had
not falsely spoken. There was none desirous of cleaving to Him whom He did not
receive. No one's table or roof did He despise: indeed, Himself ministered to the
washing of the disciples' feet; not sinners, not publicans, did He repel; not
with that city even which had refused to receive Him was He wroth,[7] when even
the disciples had wished that the celestial fires should be forthwith hurled
on so contumelious a town. He cared for the ungrateful; He yielded to His
ensnarers. This were a small matter, if He had not had in His company even His own
betrayer, and stedfastly abstained from pointing him out. Moreover, while He is
being betrayed, while He is being led up "as a sheep for a victim," (for "so He
no more opens His mouth than a lamb under the power of the shearer,")He to
whom, had He willed it, legions of angels would at one word have presented
themselves from the heavens, approved not the avenging sword of even one disciple The
patience of the Lord was wounded in (the wound of) Malchus. And so, too, He
cursed for the time to come the works of the sword; and, by the restoration of
health, made satisfaction to him whom Himself had not hurt, through Patience, the
mother of Mercy. I pass by in silence (the fact) that He is crucified, for this
was the end for which He had come; yet had the death which must be undergone
need of contumelies likewise?[8] Nay, but, when about to depart, He wished to be
sated with the pleasure of patience. He is spitted on, scourged, derided, clad
foully, more foully crowned. Wondrous is the faith of equanimity! He who had
set before Him the concealing of Himself in man's shape, imitated nought of man's
impatience ! Hence, even more than from any other trait, ought ye, Pharisees,
to have recognised the Lord. Patience of this kind none of men would achieve.
Such and so mighty evidences--the very magnitude of which proves to be among the
nations indeed a cause for rejection of the faith, but among us its reason and
rearing--proves manifestly enough (not by the sermons only, in enjoining, but
likewise by the sufferings of the Lord in enduring) to them to whom it is given
to believe, that as the effect and excellence of some inherent propriety,
patience is God's nature.
CHAP. IV.--DUTY OF IMITATING OUR MASTER TAUGHT US BY SLAVES. EVEN BY BEASTS.
OBEDIENT IMITATION IS FOUNDED ON PATIENCE.
Therefore, if we see all servants of probity and right feeling shaping
their conduct suitably to the disposition of their lord; if, that is, the art of
deserving favour is obedience,[9] while the rule of obedience is a compliant
subjection: how much more does it behove us to be found with a character in
accordance with our Lord,--servants as we are of the living God, whose judgment on
His servants turns not on a fetter or a cap of freedom, but on an eternity either
of penalty or of salvation; for the shunning of which severity or the courting
of which liberality there needs a diligence in obedience[1] as great as are
the comminations themselves which the severity utters, or the promises which the
liberality freely makes.[2] And yet we exact obedience[3] not from men only,
who have the bond of their slavery under their chin,[4] or in any other legal way
are debtors to obedience? but even from cattle,[6] even from brutes;[7]
understanding that they have been provided and delivered for our uses by the Lord.
Shall, then, creatures which God makes subject to us be better than we in the
discipline of obedience?[8] Finally, (the creatures) which obey, acknowledge their
masters. Do we hesitate to listen diligently to Him to whom alone we are
subjected--that is, the Lord? But how unjust is it, how ungrateful likewise, not to
repay from yourself the same which, through the indulgence of your neighbour,
you obtain from others, to him through whom you obtain it! Nor needs there more
words on the exhibition of obedience[9] due from us to the Lord God; for the
acknowledgment[10] of God understands what is incumbent on it. Lest, however, we
seem to have inserted remarks on obedience[11] as something irrelevant, (let us
remember) that obedience" itself is drawn from patience. Never does an
impatient man render it, or a patient fail to find pleasure[12] in it. Who, then,
could treat largely (enough) of the good of that patience which the Lord God, the
Demonstrator and Acceptor of all good things, carried about in His own self?[13]
To whom, again, would it be doubtful that every good thing ought, because it
pertains[13] to God, to be earnestly pursued with the whole mind by such as
pertain to God? By means of which (considerations) both commendation and
exhortation[14] on the subject of patience are briefly, and as it were in the compendium
of a prescriptive rule, established.[15]
CHAP, V.--AS GOD IS THE AUTHOR OF PATIENCE SO THE DEVIL IS OF IMPATIENCE.
Nevertheless, the proceeding[16] of a discussion on the necessaries of
faith is not idle, because it is not unfruitful. In edification no loquacity is
base, if it be base at any time.[19] And so, if the discourse be concerning some
particular good, the subject requires us to review also the contrary of that
good. For you will throw more light on what is to be pursued, if you first give a
digest of what is to be avoided.
Let us therefore consider, concerning Impatience, whether just as patience
in God, so its adversary quality have been born and detected in our adversary,
that from this consideration may appear how primarily adverse it is to faith.
For that which has been conceived by God's rival, of course is not friendly to
God's things. The discord of things is the same as the discord of their
authors. Further, since God is best, the devil on the contrary worst, of beings, by
their own very diversity they testify that neither works for[18] the other; so
that anything of good can no more seem to be effected for us by the Evil One,
than anything of evil by the Good. Therefore I detect the nativity of impatience
in the devil himself, at that very time when he impatiently bore that the Lord
God subjected the universal works which He had made to His own image, that is,
to man.[19] For if he had endured (that), he would not have grieved; nor would
he have envied man if he had not grieved. Accordingly he deceived him, because
he had envied him; but he had envied because he had grieved: he had grieved
because, of course, he had not patiently borne. What that angel of perdition" first
was--malicious or impatient--I scorn to inquire: since manifest it is that
either impatience took its rise together with malice, or else malice from
impatience; that subsequently they conspired between themselves; and that they grew up
indivisible in one paternal bosom. But, however, having been instructed, by his
own experiment, what an aid unto sinning was that which he had been the first
to feel, and by means of which he had entered on his course of delinquency, he
called the same to his assistance for the thrusting of man into crime. The
woman,[1] immediately on being met by him--I may say so without rashness--was,
through his very speech with her, breathed on by a spirit infected with impatience:
so certain is it that she would never have sinned at all, if she had honoured
the divine edict by maintaining her patience to the end. What (of the fact)
that she endured not to have been met alone; but in the presence of Adam, not yet
her husband, not yet bound to lend her his ears,[2] she is impatient of keeping
silence, and makes him the transmitter of that which she had imbibed from the
Evil One? Therefore another human being, too, perishes through the impatience
of the one; presently, too, perishes of himself, through his own impatience
committed in each respect, both in regard of God's premonition and in regard of the
devil's cheatery; not enduring to observe the former nor to refute the latter.
Hence, whence (the origin) of delinquency, arose the first origin of judgment;
hence, whence man was induced to offend, God began to be wroth. Whence
(came)the first indignation in God, thence (came) His first patience; who, content at
that time with malediction only, refrained in the devil's case from the instant
infliction[3] of punishment. Else what crime, before this guilt of impatience,
is imputed to man? Innocent he was, and in intimate friendship with God, and
the husbandman[4] of paradise. But when once he succumbed to impatience, he
quite ceased to be of sweet savour[5] to God; he quite ceased to be able to endure
things celestial. Thenceforward, a creature[6] given to earth, and ejected from
the sight of God, he begins to be easily turned by impatience unto every use
offensive to God. For straightway that impatience conceived of the devil's seed,
produced, in the fecundity of malice, anger as her son; and when brought
forth, trained him in her own arts. For that very thing which had immersed Adam and
Eve in death, taught their son, too, to begin with murder. It would be idle for
me to ascribe this to impatience, if Cain, that first homicide and first
fratricide, had borne with equanimity and not impatiently the refusal by the Lord of
his own oblations--if he is not wroth with his own brother--if, finally, he
took away no one's life. Since, then, he could neither have killed unless he had
been wroth, nor have been wroth unless he had been impatient, he demonstrates
that what he did through wrath must be referred to that by which wrath was
suggested during this cradle-time of impatience, then (in a certain sense) in her
infancy. But how great presently were her augmentations ! And no wonder, If she
has been the first delinquent, it is a consequence that, because she has been
the first, therefore she is the only parent stem,[7] too, to every delinquency,
pouring down from her own fount various veins of crimes.[8] Of murder we have
spoken; but, being from the very beginning the outcome of anger,[9] whatever
causes besides it shortly found for itself it lays collectively on the account of
impatience, as to its own origin. For whether from private enmities, or for the
sake of prey, any one perpetrates that wickedness,[10] the earlier step is his
becoming impatient of" either the hatred or the avarice. Whatever compels a
man, it is not possible that without impatience of itself it can be perfected in
deed. Who ever committed adultery without impatience of lust? Moreover, if in
females the sale of their modesty is forced by the price, of course it is by
impatience of contemning gain[12] that this sale is regulated.[13] These (I
mention) as the principal delinquencies in the sight of the Lord,[14] for, to speak
compendiously, every sin is ascribable to impatience. "Evil" is "impatience of
good." None immodest is not impatient of modesty; dishonest of honesty; impious
of piety;[15] unquiet of quietness. In order that each individual may become
evil he will be unable to persevere[16] in being good. How, therefore, can such a
hydra of delinquencies fail to offend the Lord, the Disapprover of evils? Is it
not manifest that it was through impatience that Israel himself also always
failed in his duty toward God, from that time when,[17] forgetful of the heavenly
arm whereby he had been drawn out of his Egyptian affliction, he demands from
Aaron "gods[18] as his guides;" when he pours down for an idol the
contributions of his gold: for the so necessary delays of Moses, while he met with God, he
had borne with impatience. After the edible rain of the manna, after the watery
following[1] of the rock, they despair of the Lord in not enduring a
three-days' thirst;[2] for this also is laid to their charge by the Lord as impatience.
And--not to rove through individual cases--there was no instance in which it
was not by failing in duty through impatience that they perished. How, moreover,
did they lay hands on the prophets, except through impatience of hearing them?
on the Lord moreover Himself, through impatience likewise of seeing Him? But
had they entered the path of patience, they would have been set free.[3]
CHAP. VI.--PATIENCE BOTH ANTECEDENT AND SUBSEQUENT TO FAITH.
Accordingly it is patience which is both subsequent and antecedent to
faith. In short, Abraham believed God, and was accredited by Him with
righteousness;[4] but it was patience which proved his faith, when he was bidden to immolate
his son, with a view to (I would not say the temptation, but) the typical
attestation of his faith. But God knew whom He had accredited with
righteousness.[3] So heavy a precept, the perfect execution whereof was not even pleasing to
the Lord, he patiently both heard, and (if God had willed) would have fulfilled.
Deservedly then was he "blessed." because he was "faithful;" deservedly
"faithful," because "patient." So faith, illumined by patience, when it was becoming
propagated among the nations through" Abraham's seed, which is Christ,"[6] and
was superinducing grace over the law,[7] made patience her pre-eminent
coadjutrix for amplifying and fulfilling the law, because that alone had been lacking
unto the doctrine of righteousness. For men were of old wont to require "eye
for eye, and tooth for tooth"[8] and to repay with usury "evil with evil; " for,
as yet, patience was not on earth, because faith was not either. Of course,
meantime, impatience used to enjoy the opportunities which the law gave. That was
easy, while the Lord and Master of patience was absent. But after He has
supervened, and has united[9] the grace of faith with patience, now it is no
longer lawful to assail even with word, nor to say "fool"[20] even, without "danger
of the judgment." Anger has been prohibited, our spirits retained, the
petulance of the hand checked, the poison of the tongue[11] extracted. The law has
found more than it has lost, while Christ says, "Love your personal enemies, and
bless your cursers, and pray for your persecutors, that ye may be sons of your
heavenly Father."[12] Do you see whom patience gains for us as a Father? In this
principal precept the universal discipline of patience is succinctly
comprised, since evil-doing is not conceded even when it is deserved.
CHAP.VII.--THE CAUSES OF IMPATIENCE, AND THEIR CORRESPONDENT PRECEPTS.
Now, however, while we run through the causes of impatience, all the other
precepts also will answer in their own places. If our spirit is aroused by the
loss of property, it is commonished by the Lord's Scriptures, in almost every
place, to a contemning of the world;[13] nor is there any more powerful
exhortation to contempt of money submitted[14] (to us), than (the fact) the Lord
Himself is found amid no riches. He always justifies the poor, fore-condemns the
rich. So He fore-ministered to patience "loss," and to opulence "contempt" (as
portion);[15] demonstrating, by means of (His own) repudiation of riches, that
hurts done to them also are not to be much regarded. Of that, therefore, which we
have not the smallest need to seek after, because the Lord did not seek after
it either, we ought to endure without heart-sickness the cutting down or taking
away. "Covetousness," the Spirit of the Lord has through the apostle pronounced
"a root of all evils."[16] Let us not interpret that covetousness as
consisting merely in the concupiscence of what is another's: for even what seems ours is
another's; for nothing is ours, since all things are God's, whose are we also
ourselves. And so, if, when suffering from a loss, we feel impatiently,
grieving for what is lost from what is not our own, we shall be detected as bordering
on covetousness: we seek what is another's when we ill brook losing what is
another's. He who is greatly stirred with impatience of a loss, does, by giving
things earthly the precedence over things heavenly, sin directly[17] against God;
for the Spirit, which he has received from the Lord, he greatly shocks for the
sake of a worldly matter. Willingly, therefore, let us lose things earthly,
let us keep things heavenly. Perish the whole world,[1] so I may make patience my
gain! In truth, I know not whether he who has not made up his mind to endure
with constancy the loss of somewhat of his, either by theft, or else by force,
or else even by carelessness, would himself readily or heartily lay hand on his
own property in the cause of almsgiving: for who that endures not at all to be
cut by another, himself draws the sword on his own body? Patience in losses is
an exercise in bestowing and communicating. Who fears not to lose, finds it not
irksome to give. Else how will one, when he has two coats, give the one of
them to the naked,[2] unless he be a man likewise to offer to one who takes away
his coat his cloak as well?[3] How shall we fashion to us friends from
mammon,[4] if we love it so much as not to put up with its loss? We shall perish
together with the lost mammon. Why do we find here, where it is our business to
lose?[3] To exhibit impatience at all losses is the Gentiles' business, who give
money the precedence perhaps over their soul; for so they do, when, in their
cupidities of lucre, they encounter the gainful perils of commerce on the sea; when,
for money's sake, even in the forum, there is nothing which damnation (itself)
would fear which they hesitate to essay; when they hire themselves for sport
and the camp; when, after the manner of wild beasts, they play the bandit along
the highway. But us, according to the diversity by which we are distinguished
from them, it becomes to lay down not our soul for money, but money for our soul,
whether spontaneously in bestowing or patiently in losing.
CHAP. VIII.--OF PATIENCE UNDER PERSONAL VIOLENCE AND MALEDICTION.
We who carry about our very soul, our very body, exposed in this world[6]
to injury from all, and exhibit patience under that injury; shall we be hurt at
the loss[7] of less important things?[8] Far from a servant of Christ be such
a defilement as that the patience which has been prepared for greater
temptations should forsake him in frivolous ones. If one attempt to provoke you by
manual violence, the monition of the Lord is at hand: "To him," He saith, "who
smiteth thee on the face, turn the other cheek likewise."[9] Let outrageousness[10]
be wearied out by your patience. Whatever that blow may be, conjoined[11] with
pain and contumely, it[12] shall receive a heavier one from the Lord. You wound
that outrageous[13] one more by enduring: for he will be beaten by Him for
whose sake you endure. If the tongue's bitterness break out in malediction or
reproach, look back at the saying, "When they curse you, rejoice."[14] The Lord
Himself was "cursed" in the eye of the law;[15] and yet is He the only Blessed
One. Let us servants, therefore, follow our Lord closely; and be cursed patiently,
that we may be able to be blessed. If I hear with too little equanimity some
wanton or wicked word uttered against me, I must of necessity either myself
retaliate the bitterness, or else I shall be racked with mute impatience. When,
then, on being cursed, I smite (with my tongue,) how shall I be found to have
followed the doctrine of the Lord, in which it has been delivered that "a man is
defiled,[16] not by the defilements of vessels, but of the things which are sent
forth out of his mouth." Again, it is said that "impeachment[17] awaits us for
every vain and needless word."[18] It follows that, from whatever the Lord
keeps us, the same He admonishes us to bear patiently from another. I will add
(somewhat) touching the pleasure of patience. For every injury, whether inflicted
by tongue or hand, when it has lighted upon patience, will be dismissed[19] with
the same fate as, some weapon launched against and blunted on a rock of most
stedfast hardness. For it will wholly fall then and there with bootless and
fruitless labour; and sometimes will recoil and spend its rage on him who sent it
out, with retorted impetus. No doubt the reason why any one hurts you is that
you may be pained; because the hurter's enjoyment consists in the pain of the
hurt. When, then, you have upset his enjoyment by not being pained, he must needs
he pained by the loss of his enjoyment. Then you not only go unhurt away, which
even alone is enough for you; but gratified, into the bargain, by your
adversary's disappointment, and revenged by his pain. This is the utility and the
pleasure of patience.
CHAP. IX.--OF PATIENCE UNDER BEREAVEMENT.
Not even that species of impatience under the loss of our dear ones is
excused, where some assertion of a right to grief acts the patron to it. For the
consideration of the apostle's declaration must be set before us, who says, "Be
not overwhelmed with sadness at the falling asleep of any one, just as the
nations are who are without hope."[1] And justly; or, believing the resurrection of
Christ we believe also in our own, for whose sake He both died and rose again.
Since, then, there is certainty as to the resurrection of the dead, grief for
death is needless, and impatience of grief is needless. For why should you
grieve, if you believe that (your loved one) is not perished? Why should you bear
impatiently the temporary withdrawal of him who you believe will return? That
which you think to be death is departure. He who goes before us is not to be
lamented, though by all means to be longed for.[2] That longing also must be
tempered with patience. For why should you bear without moderation the fact that
one is gone away whom you will presently follow? Besides, impatience in matters
of this kind bodes ill for our hope, and is a dealing insincerely with the
faith. And we wound Christ when we accept not with equanimity the summoning out of
this world of any by Him, as if they were to be pitied. "I desire," says the
apostle, "to be now received, and to be with Christ."[3] How far better a desire
does he exhibit! If, then, we grieve impatiently over such as have attained the
desire of Christians, we show unwillingness ourselves to attain it.
CHAP. X.--OF REVENGE.
There is, too, another chief spur of impatience, the lust of revenge,
dealing with the business either of glory or else of malice. But "glory," on the
one hand, is everywhere "vain;"[4] and malice, on the other, is always[5] odious
to the Lord; in this case indeed most of all, when, being provoked by a
neighbour's malice, it constitutes itself superior[6] in following out revenge, and by
paying wickedness doubles that which has once been done. Revenge, in the
estimation of error,[7] seems a solace of pain; in the estimation of truth, on the
contrary, it is convicted of malignity. For what difference is there between
provoker and provoked, except that the former is detected as prior in evil-doing,
but the latter as posterior? Yet each stands impeached of hurting a man in the
eye of the Lord, who both prohibits and condemns every wickedness. In evil
doing there is no account taken of order, nor does place separate what similarity
conjoins. And the precept is absolute, that evil is not to be repaid with
evil.[8] Like deed involves like merit. How shall we observe that principle, if in
our loathing[9] we shall not loathe revenge? What honour, moreover, shall we be
offering to the Lord God, if we arrogate to ourselves the arbitrament of
vengeance? We are corrupt [10]--earthen vessels.[11] With our own servant-boys,[12]
if they assume to themselves the right of vengeance on their fellow-servants,
we are gravely offended; while such as make us the offering of their patience
we not only approve as mindful of humility, of servitude, affectionately jealous
of the right of their lord's honour; but we make them an ampler satisfaction
than they would have pre-exacted[13] for themselves. Is there any risk of a
different result in the case of a Lord so just in estimating, so potent in
executing? Why, then, do we believe Him a Judge, if not an Avenger too? This He
promises that He will be to us in return, saying, "Vengeance belongeth to me, and I
will avenge; "[14] that is, Leave patience to me, and I will reward patience. For
when He says, "Judge not, lest ye be judged,"[15] does He not require
patience? For who will refrain from judging another, but he who shall be patient in
not revenging himself? Who judges in order to pardon? And if he shall pardon,
still he has taken care to indulge the impatience of a judger, and has taken away
the honour of the one Judge, that is, God. How many mischances had impatience
of this kind been wont to run into! How oft has it repented of its revenge!
How oft has its vehemence been found worse than the causes which led to
it!--inasmuch as nothing undertaken with impatience can be effected without
impetuosity: nothing done with impetuosity fails either to stumble, or else to fall
altogether, or else to vanish headlong. Moreover, if you avenge yourself too
slightly, you will be mad; if too amply, you will have to bear the burden.[1] What have
I to do with vengeance, the measure of which, through impatience of pain, I am
unable to regulate? Whereas, if I shall repose on patience, I shall not feel
pain; if I shall not feel pain, I shall not desire to avenge myself.
CHAP. XI.--FURTHER REASONS FOR PRACTISING PATIENCE. ITS CONNECTION WITH THE
BEATITUDES.
After these principal material causes of impatience, registered to the
best of our ability, why should we wander out of our way among the rest,--what are
found at home, what abroad? Wide and diffusive is the Evil One's operation,
hurling manifold irritations of our spirit, and sometimes trifling ones,
sometimes very great. But the trifling ones you may contemn from their very
littleness; to the very great ones you may yield in regard of their overpoweringness.
Where the injury is less, there is no necessity for impatience; but where the
injury is greater, there more necessary is the remedy for the injury--patience. Let
us strive, therefore, to endure the inflictions of the Evil One, that the
counter-zeal of our equanimity may mock the zeal of the foe. If, however, we
ourselves, either by imprudence or else voluntarily, draw upon ourselves anything,
let us meet with equal patience what we have to blame ourselves for. Moreover, if
we believe that some inflictions are sent on us by the Lord, to whom should we
more exhibit patience than to the Lord? Nay, He teaches[2] us to give thanks
and rejoice, over and above, at being thought worthy of divine chastisement.
"Whom I love," saith He, "I chasten."[3] O blessed servant, on whose amendment
the Lord is intent! with whom He deigns to be wroth! whom He does not deceive
by dissembling His reproofs! On every side, therefore, we are bound to the
duty of exercising patience, from whatever quarter, either by our own errors or
else by the snares of the Evil One, we incur the Lord's reproofs. Of that duty
great is the reward--namely, happiness. For whom but the patient has the Lord
called happy, in saying, "Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the
kingdom of the heavens?"[4] No one, assuredly, is "poor in spirit," except he be
humble. Well, who is humble, except he be patient? For no one can abase himself
without patience, in the first instance, to bear the act of abasement.
"Blessed," saith He, "are the weepers and mourners."[5] Who, without patience, is
tolerant of such unhappinesses? And so to such, "consolation" and "laughter" are
promised. "Blessed are the gentle:"[6] under this term, surely, the impatient
cannot possibly be classed. Again, when He marks "the peacemakers"[7] with the same
title of felicity, and names them "sons of God," pray have the impatient any
affinity with "peace?" Even a fool may perceive that. When, however, He says,
"Rejoice and exult, as often as they shall curse and persecute you; for very
great is your reward in heaven,"[8] of course it is not to the patience of
exultation[9] that He makes that promise; because no one will "exult" in adversities
unless he have first learnt to contemn them; no one will contemn them unless he
have learnt to practise patience.
CHAP. XII.--CERTAIN OTHER DIVINE PRECEPTS. THE APOSTOLIC DESCRIPTION OF
CHARITY. THEIR CONNECTION WITH PATIENCE.
As regards the rule of peace, which[10] is so pleasing to God, who in the
world that is prone to impatience[11] will even once forgive his brother, I
will not say "seven times," or[12] "seventy-seven times?"[13] Who that is
contemplating a suit against his adversary will compose the matter by agreement,[14]
unless he first begin by lopping off chagrin, hardheartedness, and bitterness,
which are in fact the poisonous outgrowths of impatience? How will you "remit,
and remission shall be granted" you? if the absence of patience makes you
tenacious of a wrong? No one who is at variance with his brother in his mind, will
finish offering his "duteous gift at the altar," unless he first, with intent to
"re-conciliate his brother," return to patience.[16] If "the sun go down over
our wrath," we are in jeopardy:[17] we are not allowed to remain one day without
patience. But, however, since Patience takes the lead in[18] every species of
salutary discipline, what wonder that she likewise ministers to Repentance,
(accustomed as Repentance is to come to the rescue of such as have fallen,) when,
on a disjunction of wedlock (for that cause, I mean, which makes it lawful,
whether for husband or wife, to persist in the perpetual observance of
widowhood),[1] she[2] waits for, she yearns for, she persuades by her entreaties,
repentance in all who are one day to enter salvation? How great a blessing she confers
on each! The one she prevents from becoming an adulterer; the other she
amends. So, to, she is found in those holy examples touching patience in the Lord's
parables. The shepherd's patience seeks and finds the straying ewe:[3] for
Impatience would easily despise one ewe; but Patience undertakes the labour of the
quest, and the patient burden-bearer carries home on his shoulders the
forsaken sinner.[4] That prodigal son also the father's patience receives, and
clothes, and feeds, and makes excuses for, in the presence of the angry brother's
impatience.[5] He, therefore, who "had perished" is saved, because he entered on
the way of repentance. Repentance perishes not, because it finds Patience (to
welcome it). For by whose teachings but those of Patience is Charity[6]--the
highest sacrament of the faith, the treasure-house of the Christian name, which the
apostle commends with the whole strength of the Holy Spirit--trained?
"Charity," he says, "is long suffering;" thus she applies patience: "is beneficent;"
Patience does no evil: "is not emulous;" that certainly is a peculiar mark of
patience: "savours not of violence:"[7] she has drawn her self-restraint from
patience: "is not puffed up; is not violent;"[8] for that pertains not unto
patience: "nor does she seek her own" if, she offers her own, provided she may benefit
her neighbours: "nor is irritable;" if she were, what would she have left to
Impatience? Accordingly he says, "Charity endures all things; tolerates all
things;" of course because she is patient. Justly, then, "will she never fail;"[9]
for all other things will be cancelled, will have their consummation. "Tongues,
sciences, prophecies, become exhausted; faith, hope, charity, are permanent:"
Faith, which Christ's patience introduced; hope, which man's patience waits
for; charity, which Patience accompanies, with God as Master.
CHAP. XIII.--OF BODILY PATIENCE.
Thus far, finally, of patience simple and uniform, and as it exists merely
in the mind: though in many forms likewise I labour after it in body, for the
purpose of "winning the Lord;"[10] inasmuch as it is a quality which has been
exhibited by the Lord Himself in bodily virtue as well; if it is true that the
ruling mind easily communicates the gifts" of the Spirit with its bodily
habitation. What, therefore, is the business of Patience in the body? In the first
place, it is the affliction[12] of the flesh--a victim[13] able to appease the
Lord by means of the sacrifice of humiliation--in making a libation to the Lord
of sordid[14] raiment, together with scantiness of food, content with simple
diet and the pure drink of water[15] in con joining fasts to all this; in inuring
herself to sackcloth and ashes. This bodily patience adds a grace to our
prayers for good, a strength to our prayers against evil; this opens the ears of
Christ our God,[16] dissipates severity, elicits clemency. Thus that Babylonish
king,[17] after being exiled from human form in his seven years' squalor and
neglect., because he had offended the Lord; by the bodily immolation of patience not
only recovered his kingdom, but--what is more to be desired by a man--made
satisfaction to God. Further, if we set down in order the higher and happier
grades of bodily patience, (we find that)it is she who is entrusted by holiness with
the care of continence of the flesh: she keeps the widow,[18] and sets on the
virgin the seal[19] and raises the self-made eunuch to the realms of
heaven.[20] That which springs from a virtue of the mind is perfected in the flesh; and,
finally, by the patience of the flesh, does battle under persecution. If flight
press hard, the flesh wars with[21] the inconvenience of flight; if
imprisonment overtake[2] us, the flesh (still was) in bonds, the flesh in the gyve, the
flesh in solitude, and in that want of light, and in that patience of the
world's misusage.[3] When, however, it is led forth unto the final proof of
happiness,[4] unto the occasion of the second baptism,[5] unto the act of ascending the
divine seat, no patience is more needed there than badly patience. If the
"spirit is willing, but the flesh," without patience, "weak,"[6] where, save in
patience, is the safety of the spirit, and of the flesh itself? But when the Lord
says this about the flesh, pronouncing it "weak," He shows what need there is
of strengthening, it--that is by patience--to meet[7] every preparation for
subverting or punishing faith; that it may bear with all constancy stripes, fire,
cross, beasts, sword; all which prophets and apostles, by enduring, conquered!
CHAP. XIV.--THE POWER OF THIS TWOFOLD PATIENCE, THE SPIRITUAL AND THE BODILY.
EXEMPLIFIED IN THE SAINTS OF OLD.
With this strength of patience, Esaias is cut asunder, and ceases not to
speak concerning the Lord; Stephen is stoned, and prays for pardon to his
foes.[8] Oh, happy also he who met all the violence of the devil by the exertion of
every species of patience! [9]--whom neither the driving away of his cattle nor
those riches of his in sheep, nor the sweeping away of his children in one
swoop of ruin, nor, finally, the agony of his own body in (one universal) wound,
estranged from the patience and the faith which he had plighted to the Lord; whom
the devil smote with all his might in vain. For by all his pains he was not
drawn away from his reverence for God; but he has been set up as an example and
testimony to us, for the thorough accomplishment of patience as well in spirit
as in flesh, as well in mind as in body; in order that we succumb neither to
damages of our worldly goods, nor to losses of those who are dearest, nor even to
bodily afflictions. What a bier[10] for the devil did God erect in the person
of that hero! What a banner did He rear over the enemy of His glory, when, at
every bitter message, that man uttered nothing out of his mouth but thanks to
God, while he denounced his wife, now quite wearied with ills, and urging him to
resort to crooked remedies! How did God smile,[11] how was the evil one cut
asunder,[12] while Job with mighty equanimity kept scraping off[13] the unclean
overflow of his own ulcer, while he sportively replaced the vermin that brake out
thence, in the same caves and feeding-places of his pitted flesh! And so, when
all the darts of temptations had blunted themselves against the corslet and
shield of his patience, that instrument[14] of God's victory not only presently
recovered from God the soundness of his body, but possessed in redoubled measure
what he had lost. And if he had wished to have his children also restored, he
might again have been called father; but he preferred to have them restored him
"in that day."[15] · Such joy as that --secure so entirely concerning the
Lord--he deferred; meantime he endured a voluntary bereavement, that he might not
live without some (exercise of) patience.
CHAP. XV.--GENERAL SUMMARY OF THE VIRTUES AND EFFECTS OF PATIENCE.
So amply sufficient a Depositary of patience is God. If it be a wrong
which you deposit in His care, He is an Avenger; if a loss, He is a Restorer; if
pain, He is a Healer; if death, He is a Reviver. What honour is granted to
Patience, to have God as her Debtor! And not without reason: for she keeps all His
decrees; she has to do with all His mandates. She fortifies faith; is the pilot
of peace; assists charity; establishes humility; waits long for repentance; sets
tier seal on confession; rules the flesh; preserves the spirit; bridles the
tongue; restrains the hand; tramples temptations under foot; drives away
scandals; gives their crowning grace to martyrdoms; consoles the poor; teaches the rich
moderation; overstrains not the weak; exhausts not the strong; is the delight
of the believer; invites the Gentile; commends the servant to his lord, and his
lord to God; adorns the woman; makes the man approved; is loved in childhood,
praised in youth, looked up to in age; is beauteous in either sex, in every
time of life. Come, now, see whether[16] we have a general idea of her mien and
habit. Her countenance is tranquil and peaceful; her brow serene[17] contracted
by no wrinkle of sadness or of anger; her eyebrows evenly relaxed in gladsome
wise, with eyes downcast in humility, not in unhappiness; her mouth sealed with
the honourable mark of silence; her hue such as theirs who are without care and
without guilt; the motion of her head frequent against the devil, and her
laugh threatening;[1] her clothing, moreover, about her bosom white and well fitted
to her person, as being neither inflated nor disturbed. For Patience sits on
the throne of that calmest and gentlest Spirit, who is not found in the roll of
the whirlwind, nor in the leaden hue of the cloud but is of soft serenity, open
and simple, whom Elias saw at his third essay.[2] For where God is, there too
is His foster-child, namely Patience. When God's Spirit descends, then Patience
accompanies Him indivisibly. If we do not give admission to her together with
the Spirit, will (He) always tarry with us? Nay, I know not whether He would
remain any longer. Without His companion and handmaid, He must of necessity be
straitened in every place and at every time. Whatever blow His enemy may inflict
He will be unable to endure alone, being without the instrumental means of
enduring.
CHAP. XVI.--THE PATIENCE OF THE HEATHEN VERY DIFFERENT FROM CHRISTIAN
PATIENCE. THEIRS DOOMED TO PERDITION. OURS DESTINED TO SALVATION.
This is the rule, this the discipline, these the works of patience which
is heavenly and true; that is, of Christian patience, not false and disgraceful,
like as is that patience of the nations of the earth. For in order that in
this also the devil might rival the Lord, he has as it were quite on a par (except
that the very diversity of evil and good is exactly on a par with their
magnitude[3]) taught his disciples also a patience of his own; that, I mean, which,
making husbands venal for dowry, and teaching them to trade in panderings, makes
them subject to the power of their wives; which, with feigned affection,
undergoes. every toil of forced complaisance,[4] with a view to ensnaring the
childless;[5] which makes the slaves of the belly[6] submit to contumelious
patronage, in the subjection of their liberty to their gullet. Such pursuits of
patience the Gentiles are acquainted with; and they eagerly seize a name of so great
goodness to apply it to foul practises: patient they live of rivals, and of the
rich, and of such as give them invitations; impatient of God alone. But let
their own and their leader's patience look to itself--a patience which the
subterraneous fire awaits! Let us, on the other hand, love the patience of God, the
patience of Christ; let us repay to Him the patience which He has paid down for
us! Let us offer to Him the patience of the spirit, the patience of the
flesh, believing as we do in the resurrection of flesh and spirit.
ELUCIDATIONS.
I. (Unless patience sit by his side, cap. i. p. 707.)
Let me quote words which, many years ago, struck me forcibly, and which I
trust, have been blest to my soul; for which reason, I must be allowed, here,
to thank their author, the learned and fearless Dean Burgon, of Chichester. In
his invaluable Commentary on the Gospel, which while it abounds in the fruits of
a varied erudition, aims only to be practically useful, this pious scholar
remarks: "To Faith must be added Patience, the 'patient waiting for God,' if we
would escape the snare which Satan spread, no less for the Holy One (i.e. in the
Temp. upon the Pinnacle)than for the Israelites at Massah. And this is perhaps
the reason of the remarkable prominence given to the grace of Patience, both by
our Lord and His Apostles; a circumstance, as it may be thought, which has not
altogether attracted the attention which it deserves." He then cites
examples;[1] but a reference to any good concordance will strikingly exemplify the
admirable comment of this "godly and well-learned man." See his comments on St.
Matt. iv. 7. and St. Luke xxi, 19.
II. (Under their chin, cap. iv. p. 709.)
The reference in the note to Paris, as represented by Virgil and in
ancient sculpture, seems somewhat to the point
"Et nunc ille Paris, cure semiviro comitatu.
Maeonia mentum mitra crinemq, madentem.
Subnixus, etc."
He had just spoken of the pileus as a "Cap of freedom," but there was
another form of pileus which was just the reverse and was probably tied by fimbria,
under the chin, denoting a low order of slaves, effeminate men, perhaps
spadones. Now, the Phrygian bonnet to which Virgil refers, is introduced by him to
complete the reproach of his contemptuous expression (semiviro comitatu) just
before. So, our author--"not only from men, i.e. men so degraded as to wear this
badge of extreme servitude, but even from cattle, etc. Shall these mean
creatures outdo us in obedience and patience?"
III. (The world's misusage, cap. xiii. p. 716.)
The Reverend Clergy who may read this note will forgive a brother, who
begins to be in respect of years, like "Paul the aged," for remarking, that the
reading of the Ante-Nicene Fathers often leads him to sigh--"Such were they from
whom we have received all that makes life tolerable, but how intolerable it was
for them: are we, indeed, such as they would have considered Christians?" GOD
be praised for His mercy and forbearance in our days; but, still it is true
that "we have need of patience." Is not much of all that we regard as "the world's
misusage," the gracious hand of the Master upon us, giving us something for
the exercise of that Patience, by which He forms us into His own image? (Heb.
xii. 3.) Impatience of obscurity, of poverty, of ingratitude, of
misrepresentation, of "the slings and arrows" of slander and abuse, is a revolt against that
indispensable discipline of the Gospel which requires us to "endure afflictions"
in some form or other. Who can complain when one thinks what it would have cost
us to be Christians in Tertullian's time? The ambition of the Clergy is
always rebellion against God, and "patient waiting" is its only remedy. One will
find profitable reading on this subject in Massillon[2] de l'Ambition des Clercs:
"Reposez-vous sur le Seigneur du soin de votre destinee: il saura bien
accomplir, tout seul, les desseins qu'il a sur vous. Si votre elccomplir, tout seul,
les desseins qu'il a sur vous. Si votre ubevation est son bon plaisir, elle sera,
aussi son ouvrage. Rendez-vous en digne seulement par la retraite, par la
frayeur, par la fuite, par Its sentiments vifs de votre indignite ... c'est ainsi
que les Chrysostome, les Gregoire, les Basil, les Augustin, furent donnes indes
a l'Eglise."