HOMILY AGAINST PUBLISHING THE ERRORS OF THE BRETHREN
AGAINST PUBLISHING THE ERRORS OF THE BRETHREN.
HOMILY
UPON THE NOT PUBLISHING THE ERRORS OF THE BRETHREN, NOR UTTERING IMPRECATIONS
UPON ENEMIES.
1. I ACCOUNT you happy for the zeal, beloved, with which you flock into
the Father's house. For from this zeal I have ground for feeling confidence about
your health also with respect to the soul; for indeed the school of the Church
is an admirable surgery--a surgery, not for bodies, but for souls. For it is
spiritual, and sets right, not fleshly wounds, but errors of the mind,(1) and of
these errors and wounds the medicine is the word. This medicine is compounded,
not from the herbs growing on the earth, but from the words proceeding from
heaven--this no hands of physicians, but tongues of preachers have dispensed. On
this account it lasts right through; and neither is its virtue impaired by
length of time, nor defeated by any strength of diseases. For certainly the
medicines of physicians have both these defects; for while they are fresh they display
their proper strength, but when much time has passed; just as those bodies
which have grown old; they become weaker; and often too the difficult character of
maladies is wont to baffle them; since they are but human. Whereas the divine
medicine is not such as this; but after much time has intervened, it still
retains all its inherent virtue. Ever since at least Moses was born (for from
thence dates the beginning of the Scripture) it has healed so many human beings; and
not only has it not lost its proper power, but neither has any disease ever
yet overcome it. This medicine it is not possible to get by payment of silver;
but he who has displayed sincerity of purpose and disposition goes his way having
it all. On account of this both rich and poor alike obtain the benefit of this
healing process. For where there is a necessity to pay down money the man of
large means indeed shares the benefit; but the poor man often has to go away
deprived of the gain, since his income does not suffice him for the making up of
the medicine. But in this case, since it is not possible to pay down silver
coin, but it is needful to display faith and a good purpose, he who has paid down
these with forwardness of mind, this is he who most reaps the advantage; since
indeed these are the price paid for the medicinal treatment. And the rich and
the poor man share the benefit alike; or rather it is not alike that they share
the benefit, but often the poor man goes away in the enjoyment of more. What
ever can be the reason? It is because the rich man, possessed beforehand by many
thoughts, having the pride and puffed-up temper belonging to wealthiness; living
with carelessness and lazy ease as companions, receives the medicine of the
hearing of the Scriptures not with much attention, nor with much earnestness; but
the poor man, far removed from delicate living and gluttony and indolence;
spending all his time in handicraft and honest labours; and gathering hence much
love of wisdom for the soul; becomes thereby more attentive and free from
slackness, and is wont to give his mind with more accurate care to all that is said:
whence also, inasmuch as the price he has paid is higher, the benefit which he
departs having reaped is greater.
2. It is not as absolutely bringing an accusation against those who are
wealthy that I say all this; nor as praising the poor without reference to
circumstances: for neither is wealth an evil, but the having made a bad use of
wealth; nor is poverty a virtue, but the having made a virtuous use of poverty. That
rich man who was in the time of Lazarus was punished,(1) not because he was
rich, but because he was cruel and inhuman. And that poor man who rested in the
bosom of Abraham was praised, not because he was poor, but because he had borne
his poverty with thankfulness.
For of things--(now attend carefully to this saying; for it will avail to
put into you sufficient religious knowledge, and to cast out all unsound
reasoning, and to bring about your having your judgment right concerning the truth of
things)--well, of things some are by nature morally good, and others the
contrary; and others neither good nor evil, but they occupy the intermediate
position. A good thing piety is by nature, impiety an evil thing; a good thing virtue,
an evil thing wickedness; but wealth and poverty in themselves are neither the
one nor the other; but from the will of those who use them they become either
the one or the other. For if thou hast used thy wealth for purposes of
philanthropy, the thing becomes to thee a foundation of good; but if for rapine and
grasping and insolence, thou hast turned the use of it to the direct opposite; but
for this wealth is not chargeable, but he who has used his wealth for
insolence. So also we may say of poverty: if thou have borne it nobly by giving thanks
to the Master, what has been done becomes to thee a cause and ground for
receiving crowns; but if on account of this thou blaspheme thy Creator, and accuse
Him for His providence, thou hast again used the thing to an evil purpose. But
just as in that case it is not wealth that is responsible for the avarice, but
the person who has made a bad use of wealth, so also here we are not to lay the
blame of the blasphemy on poverty, but on him who did not choose to bear the
thing in a sober spirit. For in every case both the praise and the blame belong to
our own will and choice. Good is wealth, yet not absolutely, but to him only
to whom it is not sin; and again poverty is wicked, but not absolutely, but only
in the mouth of the impious, because he is discontented, because he
blasphemes, because he is indignant, because he accuses Him who has made him.
3 Let us not therefore accuse riches, nor revile poverty absolutely, but
those who do not will(2) to use these virtuously; for the things themselves lie
in the middle. But as I was saying (for it is good to return to the former
subject), both rich and poor enjoy the benefit of the medicines administered here
with the same boldness and freedom; and often the poor with more earnestness.
For the special excellence of the medicines is not this only, that they heal
souls, that their virtue is not destroyed by length of time, that they are not
worsted by any disease, that the benefit is publicly offered gratuitously, that the
healing treatment is on a footing of equality both for rich and poor--but they
have another quality also not inferior to these good points. Pray of what
character is this? It is that we do not publicly expose those who come to this
surgery. For they who go off to the surgeries of the outside world, have many who
examine their wounds, and unless the physician have first uncovered the sore, he
does not apply the dressing; but here not so, but seeing as we do innumerable
patients, we go through the medical treatment of them in a latent manner. For
not by dragging into publicity those who have sinned do we thus noise abroad the
sins committed by them; but after putting forth our teaching, as common to
all, we leave it entirely to the conscience of the hearers; so that each may draw
to himself from what is said the suitable medicine for his own wound. For there
proceeds the word of doctrine from the tongue of the speaker, containing
accusation of wickedness, praise of virtue, blame of lewdness, commendation of
chasteness, censure of pride, praise of gentleness, just as a medicine of varied and
manifold ingredients, compounded from every kind; and to take what is
applicable to himself and salutary is the part of each of the hearers. The word then
issues openly, and settling into the conscience of each, secretly both affords
the healing treatment which comes from it, and before the malady has been
divulged, has often restored health.
4. You at all events heard yesterday how I extolled the power of prayer,
how I reproached those who pray with listlessness; without having publicly
exposed one of them. Those then who were conscious to themselves of earnestness,
accepted that commendation of prayer, and became still more earnest by the
praises, while those who were conscious to themselves of listlessness, accepted on the
other hand the rebuking, and put off their carelessness. But neither these nor
those do we know; and this ignorance is serviceable to both--how, I now tell
you. He who has heard the commendations of prayer and is conscious to himself of
earnestness, were he to have many witnesses of the commendations, would have
lapsed towards pride; but, as it is, by having secretly accepted the praise, he
is removed from all arrogance. On the other hand he who is conscious to himself
of listlessness, having heard the accusation, has become better from the
accusation, as having no one of men a witness of the rebuking; and this was of no
ordinary profit to him. For on account of the being flurried at the opinion of
the vulgar,(1) so long as we may think that we escape notice in our wickedness,
we exert ourselves to become better; but when we have become notorious to all,
and have lost the consolation derived from the escaping notice, we grow more
shameless and remiss rather. And just as sores become more painful by being
unbandaged and frequently exposed to cold air, so also the soul after having sinned,
if in the presence of many it be rebuked for what it has done amiss, grows
thereby more shameless. In order therefore that this might not take place, the word
administered its medicine to you covertly. And that you may understand(2) that
the gain which this covert treatment has is great, hear what the Christ says.
"If thy brother have committed a fault against thee convince him of it," and he
did not say "between him and the whole town," nor, "between thee and the whole
people,"(3) but "only between thee and him." Let the accusation, he says, be
unwitnessed to, in order that the change to amendment may be made easy of
digestion. A great good surely, the making the advice unpublished. Sufficient is the
conscience, sufficient that incorruptible judge. It is not so much thou who
rebukest him who has done wrong as his own conscience (that accuser is the
sharper), nor dost thou do it with the more exact knowledge of the faults committed.
Add not therefore wound to wound by exposing him who has done wrong; but
administer for thyself the counsel unwitnessed. This therefore we a, re doing now--the
very thing that Paul also did, framing the indictment against him who among
the Corinthians had sinned without citing of witnesses. And hear how. "On this
account," he says, "brethren, I have applied these figures of speech to myself
and Apollos." And yet not he himself nor Apollos were they who had rent the
people in schism and divided the Church; but all the same he concealed the
accusation, and just as by some masks, by hiding the countenances of the defendants by
his own and Apollos' names, he afforded them power to amend of that wickedness.
And again, "Lest in some way after I have come God humble me, and I may have to
mourn many of those who have before sinned, and have not repented over the
uncleanness and lasciviousness which they had committed."(4) See how here also he
indefinitely mentions those who had sinned, in order that he might not, by
openly bringing the accusation, render the soul of those who had sinned more
shameless. Therefore, just as we administer our reproofs with so much sparing of your
feelings, so do ye also with all seriousness receive the correction; and
attend with carefulness to what is said.
5. We discoursed to you yesterday about the power which is in prayer. I
pointed out(5) how the devil then lies in wait, deceiver that he is. For since he
sees very great gain accruing to us from prayer, then most he assails us, in
order that he may disable us from our defence;(6) that he may send us off home
empty-handed. And just as before magistrates, when the officers of the court who
are about the person of the magistrate have a hostile feeling toward those who
come before him, they by their staves drive them away to a distance,
preventing their coming near and resorting to lamentation and so obtaining compassion;
so also the devil, when he has seen us coming to the judge, drives us away to a
distance, not by any staff, but through our own slackness. For he knows, he
knows clearly, that if they have come to him in a sober spirit, and have told the
sins committed, and have mourned with their soul fervent, they will depart
having received full forgiveness; for God loves mankind; and on this account he is
beforehand with them, and debars them from access,(7) in order that they may
obtain no one of the things which they need. But the soldiers of magistrates with
violence scare away those who are coming to them; but he with no compulsion,
but by deceiving us, and throwing us into security. On this account we are not
deserving even of allowance, since we voluntarily deprive ourselves of the good
things. Prayer with earnestness is a light of the understanding and soul--a
light unquenchable and perpetual. On this account he throws into our minds
countless rubbish-heaps of imaginations; and things which we never had imagined, these
collecting together at the very moment of prayer he pours down upon our souls.
And just as winds often rushing from an opposite quarter by a violent gust
extinguish a lamp's flame as it is being lighted, so also the devil, when he has
seen the' flame of our prayer being kindled, blowing it on every side with the
blasts of countless thoughts, does not desist before and until he has quenched
the light. But the very thing which they who are kindling those lamps do, this
let us also do. And what do they do? When they see a violent wind coming, by
laying their finger upon the opening of the lamp they bar the entrance against the
wind. For so long as he assails from without we shall be able to stand against
him; but when we have opened to him the doors of the mind, and have received
the enemy inside; after that we are no longer able to withstand even a little;
but, having on all sides completely extinguished the memory,(1) just as a
smoking lamp, he allows our mouth to utter empty words. But just as they put their
finger upon the opening of the lamp, so let us lay consideration upon our mind:
let us close off from the wicked spirit the entrance, in order that he may not
quench our light of prayer. Remember both those illustrations, both that of the
soldiers and the magistrate, and that respecting the lamp. For with this
purpose we adduce to you these illustrations; with which we are conversant, in which
we live, in order that, after we have departed hence and have returned home, we
may from things of familiar occurrence receive a reminder of what has been
said.
6. Prayer is a strong piece of armour and a great security. You heard
yesterday how the three children, fettered as they were, destroyed the power of the
fire; how they trampled down the blaze; how they overcame the furnace, and
conquered the operation of the element. Hear to-day again how the noble and great
Isaac overcame the nature itself of bodies through prayer. They destroyed(2)
the power of fire, this man to-day loosed the bonds of incapacitated nature. And
learn how he effected this. "Isaac," it says, "prayed(3) concerning his wife,
because she was barren." This has to-day been read to you; yesterday the sermon
was about prayer; and to-day again there is a demonstration of the power of
prayer. See how the grace of the Spirit has ordered that what has been read to-day
harmonises with what was said yesterday. "Isaac," it says, "prayed concerning
Rebecca his wife, because she was barren." This first is worth inquiring into,
for what cause she was barren. She was of a life admirable and replete with
much chastity--both herself and her husband. We cannot lay hold(4) of the life of
those just ones, and say that the barrenness was the work of sin. And not only
was she herself barren, but also his mother Sarah, who had borne him; not only
was his mother barren and his wife, but also his daughter-in-law, the wife of
Jacob, Rachel. What is the meaning of this band of barren ones? All were
righteous, all living in virtue, all were witnessed to by God. For it was of them that
He said, "I am the God of Abraham, and the God of Isaac, and the God of
Jacob." Of the same persons Paul also thus speaks. "For which cause God is not
ashamed to call himself their God."(5) Many are the commendations of them in the New,
many the praises of them in the Old Testament. On all sides they were bright
and illustrious, and yet they all had barren wives, and continued in
childlessness until an advanced period. When therefore thou seest man and wife living with
virtue; when thou seest them beloved of God, caring for piety, and yet
suffering the malady of childlessness; do not suppose that the childlessness is at all
a retribution for sins. For many are God's reasons for the dispensation, and
to us inexplicable; and for all we must be heartily thankful, and think those
only wretched who live in wickedness; not those who do not possess children.
Often God does it expediently, though we know not the cause of events. On this
account in every case it is our duty to admire His wisdom, and to glorify His
unspeakable love of man.
7. Well,(6) this consideration indeed is able to school us in moral
character, but it is necessary also to state the cause for which those women were
barren. What then was the cause? It was in order that when thou hast seen the
Virgin bringing forth our common Master, thou mightest not disbelieve. Wherefore
exercise thy mind in the womb of the barren; in order that when thou hast seen
the womb, disabled and bound as it is, being opened to the bearing of children
from the grace of God, thou mightest not marvel at hearing that a virgin has
brought forth. Or rather even marvel and be astounded; but do not disbelieve the
marvel. When the Jew says to thee, "how did the virgin bear?" say to him "how did
she bear who was barren and enfeebled by old age?" There were then two
hindrances, both the unseasonableness of her age and the unserviceableness of nature;
but in the case of the Virgin there was one hindrance only, the not having
shared in marriage. The barren one therefore prepares the way for the virgin. And
that thou mayest learn that it was on this account that the barren ones had
anticipated it, in order that the Virgin's childbirth might be believed, hear the
words of Gabriel which were addressed to her--For when he had come and said to
her, "thou shalt conceive in the womb and bear a son, and thou shall call his
name Jesus;" the Virgin was astonished and marvelled, and said, "how will this be
to me, since I know not a man." What then said the Angel? "The Holy Ghost
shall come upon thee." Seek not the sequence of nature, he says, when that which
takes place is above nature; look not round for marriage and throes of
child-birth, when the manner of the birth is too grand for marriage. "And how will this
be," she says, "since I know not a husband." And verily on this account shall
this be, since thou knowest no husband. For didst thou know a husband, thou
wouldest not have been deemed worthy to serve this ministry. So that, for the reason
why thou disbelievest, for this believe. And thou wouldest not have been
deemed worthy to serve this ministry, not because marriage is an evil; but because
virginity is superior; and fight it was that the entry of the Master should be
more august than ours; for it was royal, and the king enters through one more
august. It was necessary that He should both share as to birth, and be diverse
from ours. Wherefore both these things are managed.
For the being born from the womb is common in respect to us, but the being
born without marriage is a thing greater than on a level with us. And the
gestation and conception in the belly belongs to human nature; but that the
pregnancy should take place without sexual intercourse is too august for human
nature.(1) And for this purpose both these things took place, in order that thou
mayest learn both the pre-eminence and the fellowship with thee of Him who was born.
8. And pray consider the wisdom of all that was done. Neither did the
pre-eminence injure the likeness and kinship to us, nor did the kinship to us dim
the pre-eminence; but both were displayed by all the circumstances; and the one
had our condition in its entirety, and the other what was diverse compared with
us. But just as I was saying, on this account the barren ones went before, in
order that the Virgin's child-birth might be believed, that she(1) might be led
by the hand to faith in that promise and undertaking which she heard from the
angel, saying, "The Holy Ghost shall come upon thee, and the miraculous
power(2) of the Most High shall overshadow thee"--thus, he says, thou art able to
bear. Look not to the earth; it is from the heavens that the operation will come.
That which takes place is a grace of the Spirit; pray inquire not about nature
and laws of marriage. But since those words were too high for her, he wills to
afford also another demonstration. But do thou, pray, observe how the barren one
leads her on the way to the belief in this. For since that demonstration was
too high for the Virgin's intelligence, hear how he brought down what he said to
lower things also, leading her by the hand by sensible facts. For "behold," he
says, "Elizabeth thy kinswoman--she also has conceived a son in her old age;
and this month is the sixth to her who was called barren." Seest thou that the
barren one was for the sake of the Virgin? since with what object did he adduce
to her the child-bearing of her kinswoman? with what object did he say, "in her
old age?" with what object did he add, "who was called barren?" It was by way
of inducing her by all these things, manifestly, to the believing the glad
annunciation. For this cause he spoke of both the age and the disabling effect of
nature; for this cause he awaited the time also which had elapsed from the
conception; for he did not tell to her the glad tidings immediately from the
beginning,(3) but awaited for a six-months period to have passed to the barren one, in
order that the puerperal swelling might, for the rest, be a pledge of the
pregnancy, and an indisputable demonstration might arise of the conception. And
pray again look at the intelligence of Gabriel. For he neither reminded her(4) of
Sarah, nor of Rebecca, nor of Rachel; and yet they also were barren, and they
had grown old, and that which took place was a marvel; but the stories were
ancient. Now things new and recent and occurring in our generation are wont to
induce us into the belief of marvels more than those which are old. On this account
having let those women alone, that she should understand from her kinswoman
Elizabeth herself what was coming upon her, he brought it forward; so as from her
to lead her to her own--that most awful and august childbirth. For the
child-birth of the barren one lay between ours and that of the Master less indeed than
that of the Virgin, but greater than ours. On this account it was by Elizabeth
lying between, just as by some bridge, that he lifted up the mind of the
Virgin from the travail which is according to nature, to that which is above nature.
9. I did desire to say more, and to teach you other reasons for which
Rebecca, and Rachel, were barren; but the time does not permit; urging on the
discourse to the power of prayer. For on this account indeed I have mooted all these
points, that ye might understand how the prayer of Isaac unbound the
barrenness of his wife; and that prayer for so long a time. "Isaac," it says,
"continually prayed about Rebecca his wife, and God listened to him." For do not suppose
that he invoked God and had immediately been listened to; for he had spent much
time in praying to God. And if you desire to learn how much, I will tell you
this too with exactness. He had spent the number of twenty years in praying to
God. Whence is this manifest? from the sequence itself. For the Scripture,
desiring to point out the faith and the endurance and the love of wisdom of that
righteous man, did not break off and leave untold even the time, but made it also
clear to us, covertly indeed, so as to rouse up our indolence; but nevertheless
did not allow it to be uncertain, Hear then how it covertly indicated to us
the time. "Now Isaac was forty years old when he took Rebecca, a daughter of
Bethuel the Syrian." You hear how many years old he was when he brought home his
wife: "Forty years old," it says, "he was when he took Rebecca." But since we
have learnt how many years old he was when he married his wife, let us learn also
when he after all became a father, and how many years old he was then, when he
begat Jacob; and we shall be able to see how long a time his wife had remained
barren; and that during all that time he continued to pray to God. How many
years old then was he when he begat Jacob? "Jacob," it says, "came forth laying
hold with his right hand of his brother's heel: on this account he called him
Jacob, and him Esau. Now Isaac was sixty years old when he begat them." If
therefore when he brought Rebecca home he was forty years old, and when he begat the
sons sixty, it is very plain that his wife had remained barren for twenty years
between, and during all this time Isaac continued to pray to God.
10. After this do we not feel shame, and hide our faces, at seeing that
righteous man for twenty years persevering(1) and not desisting; we ourselves
after a first or second petition often fainting and indignant? And yet he indeed
had in large measure liberty of speech towards God,(2) and all the same he felt
no discontent at the delay of the giving, but remained patient, whereas we,
laden with countless sins, living with an evil conscience, displaying no good will
towards the Master; if we are not heard before having spoken, are bewildered,
impatiently recoil, desist from asking--on this account we always retire with
empty hands. Who has for twenty years besought God for one thing, as this
righteous man did? or rather who for twenty months only? Yesterday I was saying that
they are many who pray with slackness, and yawning, and stretching themselves,
and continually shifting their attitude, and indulging in every carelessness in
their prayers--but to-day I have found also another damage attaching itself to
their prayers more destructive than that one. For many, throwing themselves
prostrate, and striking the ground with their forehead, and pouring forth hot
tears, and groaning bitterly from the heart(3) and stretching out their hands, and
displaying much earnestness, employ this warmth and forwardness against their
own salvation. For it is not on behalf of their own sins that they beseech God;
nor are they asking forgiveness of the offences committed by them; but they
are exerting this earnestness against their enemies entirely, doing just the same
thing as if one, after whetting his sword, were not to use the weapon against
his enemies, but to thrust it through his own throat. So these also use their
prayers not for the remission of their own sins, but about revenge on their
enemies; which is to thrust the sword against themselves. This too the wicked one
has devised, in order that on all sides we may destroy ourselves, both through
slackness and through earnestness. For the one class by their carelessness in
their prayers exasperate God, by displaying contempt through their slackness; and
the others, when they display earnestness, display the earnestness on the
other hand against their own salvation. "A certain person," he (the devil) says,
"is slack: that is sufficient for me with a view to his obtaining nothing; this
man is earnest and thoroughly aroused; what then must be done to accomplish the
same result? I cannot slacken his earnestness, nor throw him into carelessness;
I will contrive his destruction in the other way. How so? I will manage that
he use his earnestness for transgressing the law:" (for the praying against
one's personal enemies is a transgression of law). "He shall depart therefore not
only having gained nothing by his earnestness, but also having endured the hurt
which is greater than that caused through slackness." Such as these are the
injuries of the devil: the one sort he destroys through their remissness; and the
other through thor earnestness itself, when it is shown not according to God's
laws.
11. But it is also worth hearing the very words of their prayer, and how
the words are of a puerile mind; of how infantile a soul. I am ashamed in truth
when about to repeat them; but it is absolutely necessary to repeat them, and
to imitate that coarse tongue. What then are the words? "Avenge me of my
enemies, show them that I too have God (on my side)." They do not then learn, man,
that we have God, when we are indignant and angry and impatient; but when we are
gentle and meek and subdued, and practise all love of wisdom. So also God said,
"Let your light shine before men, that they may see your good works, and
glorify your Father who is in the heavens."(1) Perceivest thou not that it is an
insult to God, the making a request to God against thine enemies? And how is it an
insult? one will say. Because He Himself said, "pray for your enemies;" and
brought in this divine law. When therefore thou claimest that the legislator
should relax his own laws; and callest upon him to legislate in opposition to
himself; and supplicatest him who had forbidden thee to pray against thine enemies to
hear thee praying against thine enemies; thou art not praying in doing this,
nor calling upon him; but thou art insulting the lawgiver, and acting with
drunken violence towards him, who is sure to give to thee the good things which
result from prayer. And how is it possible to be heard when praying, tell me, when
thou exasperatest him who is sure to hear? For by doing these things thou art
pushing thine own salvation into a pit, and art rushing down a precipice, by
striking thine enemy before the king's eyes.(2) For even if thou doest not this
with the hands, with thy words thou strikest him, the thing which thou darest not
do even in the case of thy fellow-slaves. At least dare to do this in a
ruler's presence, and though thou hast done countless public services, thou wilt
straightway surely be led away to execution. Then (I ask) in the presence of a
ruler dost thou not dare to insult thine equal, but when doing this in God's
presence, tell me, dost thou not shudder, nor fear when in the time of entreaty and
prayer bring so savage and turning thyself into a wild beast; and displaying
greater want of feeling than he who demanded payment of the hundred pence?(3) For
that thou art more insolent than he, listen to the story itself. A certain man
owed ten thousand talents to his master; then, not having (where-with) to pay,
he entreated him to be long-suffering, in order that, his wife having been sold
and his house and his children, he might settle his master's claim. And the
master seeing him lamenting had compassion on him, and remitted the ten thousand
talents. He having gone out and found another servant owing him a hundred
pence, seizing his throat demanded them with great cruelty and inhumanity. The
Master having heard this threw him into the prison, and laid on him again the debt
of the ten thousand talents which he had before remitted; and he paid the
penalty of the cruelty shown towards his fellow-servant.
12. Now do thou consider in how much more unfeeling and insensible in a
way thou hast acted even than he, praying against thine enemies. He did not beg
his master to demand, but he himself demanded, the hundred pence; whereas thou
even callest on the Master for this shameless and forbidden demand. And he
seized his fellow-servant's throat not before his lord's eyes, but outside; while
thou in the very moment of prayer, standing in the King's presence, doest this.
And if he, for doing this without either having urged his master to the demand,
and after going forth, met with no forgiveness; thou, both stirring up the
Master to (exacting) this forbidden payment, and doing this before his eyes, what
sort of penalty will thou have to pay? tell me. But thy mind is inflamed by the
memory of the enmity, and swells, and thy heart rises,(4) and when recurring in
memory to him who has caused pain, thou art unable to reduce the swelling of
thy thought. But set against this inflammation the memory resulting from thine
own sins committed the fear resulting from the punishment to come. Recall to
memory for how many things thou art accountable to thy master, and that for all
those things thou owest Him satisfaction; and this fear will surely overcome that
anger; since indeed this is far more powerful than that passion. Recall the
memory of hell and punishment and vengeance during the time of thy prayer; and
thou wilt not be able even to receive thine enemy into thy mind.(1) Make thy mind
contrite, humble thy soul by the memory of the offences committed by thee, and
wrath will not be able even to trouble thee. But the cause of all these evils
is this, that we scrutinise the sins of all others with great exactitude; while
we let our own pass with great remissness. Whereas we ought to do the
contrary--to keep our own faults unforgotten; but never even to admit a thought of
those of others. If we do this we shall both have God propitious, and shall cease
cherishing immortal anger against our neighbours, and we shall never have any
one as an enemy; and even if we should have at any time we shall both quickly put
an end to his enmity, and should obtain speedy pardon for our own sins. For
just as he who treasures up the memory of wrong against his neighbour does not
permit the punishment upon his own sins to be done away; so he who is clear of
anger will speedily be clear of sins also. For if we, wicked as we are and
enslaved to passion, on account of the commandment of God overlook all the faults
committed against us, much more will He who is a lover of mankind, and good, and
free from any passion, overlook our delinquencies, rendering to us the
recompense of our kindly spirit towards our neighbour in the forgiveness of our own
sins: which God grant that we may attain, by the grace and lovingkindness of our
Lord Jesus Christ, to whom is the glory and the dominion, to the ages of the
ages. Amen.