THE TWELVE BOOKS OF JOHN CASSIAN ON THE INSTITUTES OF THE COENOBIA AND THE
REMEDIES FOR THE EIGHT PRINCIPAL FAULTS, BOOKS IX TO XI
BOOK IX.
OF THE SPIRIT OF DEJECTION.
CHAPTER I.
How our fifth combat is against the spirit of dejection, and of the harm which
it inflicts upon the soul.
IN our fifth combat we have to resist the pangs of gnawing dejection: for
if this, through separate attacks made at random, and by haphazard and casual
changes, has secured an opportunity of gaining possession of our mind it keeps
us back at all times from all insight in divine contemplation, and utterly ruins
and depresses the mind that has fallen away from its complete state of purity.
It does not allow it to say its prayers with its usual gladness of heart, nor
permit it to rely on the comfort of reading the sacred writings, nor suffer it
to be quiet and gentle with the brethren; it makes it impatient and rough in
all the duties of work and devotion: and, as all wholesome counsel is lost, and
steadfastness of heart destroyed, it makes the feelings almost mad and drunk,
and crushes and overwhelms them with penal despair.
CHAPTER II.
Of the care with which the malady of dejection must be healed.
WHEREFORE if we are anxious to exert ourselves lawfully in the struggle of
our spiritual combat we ought with no less care to set about healing this
malady also. For "as the moth injures the garment, and the worm the wood, so
dejection the heart of man."(1) With sufficient clearness and appropriateness has the
Divine Spirit expressed the force of this dangerous and most injurious fault.
CHAPTER III.
To what the soul may be compared which is a prey to the attacks of dejection.
FOR the garment that is moth-eaten has no longer any commercial value or
good use to which it can be put; and in the same way(2) the wood that is
worm-eaten is no longer worth anything for ornamenting even an ordinary building, but
is destined to be burnt in the fire. So therefore the soul also which is a prey
to the attacks of gnawing dejection will be useless for that priestly garment
which, according to the prophecy of the holy David, the ointment of the Holy
Spirit coming down from heaven, first on Aaron's beard, then on his skirts, is
wont to assume: as it is said, "It is like the ointment upon the head which ran
down upon Aaron's beard, which ran down to the skirts of his clothing.(3) Nor
can it have anything to do with the building or ornamentation of that spiritual
temple of which Paul as a wise master builder laid the foundations, saying, "Ye
are the temple of God, and the Spirit of God dwelleth in you:"(4) and what the
beams of this are like the bride tells us in the Song of Songs: "Our rafters
are of cypress: the beams of our houses are of cedar."(5) And therefore those
sorts of wood are chosen for the temple of God which are fragrant and not liable
to rot, and which are not subject to decay from age nor to be worm-eaten.
CHAPTER IV.
Whence and in what way dejection arises.
BUT Sometimes it is found to result from the fault of previous anger, or
to spring from the desire of some gain which has not been realized, when a man
has found that he has failed in his hope of securing those things which he had
planned. But sometimes without any apparent reason for our being driven to fall
into this misfortune, we are by the instigation of our crafty enemy suddenly
depressed with so great a gloom that we cannot receive with ordinary civility the
visits of those who are near and dear to us; and whatever subject of
conversation is started by them, we regard it as ill-timed and out of place; and we can
give them no civil answer, as the gall of bitterness is in possession of every
corner of our heart.
CHAPTER V.
That disturbances are caused in us not by the faults of other people, but by
our own.
WHENCE it is clearly proved that the pains of disturbances are not always
caused in us by other people's faults, but rather by our own, as we have stored
up in ourselves the causes of offence, and the seeds of faults, which, as soon
as a shower of temptation waters our soul, at once burst forth into shoots and
fruits.
CHAPTER VI.
Thatno one comes to grief by a sudden fall, but is destroyed by falling
through a long course of carelessness.(1)
FOR no one is ever driven to sin by being provoked through another's
fault, unless he has the fuel of evil stored up in his own heart. Nor should we
imagine that a man has been deceived suddenly when he has looked on a woman and
fallen into the abyss of shameful lust: but rather that, owing to the opportunity
of looking on her, the symptoms of disease which were hidden and concealed in
his inmost soul have been brought to the surface.
CHAPTER VII.
That we ought not to give up intercourse with our brethren in order to seek
after perfection, but should rather constantly cultivate the virtue of patience.
AND so God, the creator of all things, having regard above everything to
the amendment of His own work, and because the roots and causes of our falls are
found not in others, but in ourselves, commands that we should not give up
intercourse with our brethren, nor avoid those who we think have been hurt by us,
or by whom we have been offended, but bids us pacify them, knowing that
perfection of heart is not secured by separating from men so much as by the virtue of
patience. Which when it is securely held, as it can keep us at peace even with
those who hate peace, so, if it has not been acquired, it makes us perpetually
differ from those who are perfect and better than we are: for opportunities for
disturbance, on account of which we are eager to get away from those with whom
we are connected, will not be wanting so long as we are living among men; and
therefore we shall not escape altogether, but only change the causes of
dejection on account of which we separated from our former friends.
CHAPTER VIII.
That if we have improved our character it is possible for us to get on with
everybody.
WE must then do our best to endeavour to amend our faults and correct our
manners. And if we succeed in correcting them we shall certainly be at peace, I
will not say with men, but even with beasts and the brute creation, according
to what is said in the book of the blessed Job: "For the beasts of the field
will be at peace with thee;"(2) for we shall not fear offences coming from
without, nor will any occasion of falling trouble us from outside, if the roots of
such are not admitted and implanted within in our own selves: for "they have
great peace who love thy law, O God; and they have no occasion of falling."(3)
CHAPTER IX.
Of another sort of dejection which prouces despair of salvation.
THERE is, too, another still more objectionable sort of dejection, which
produces in the guilty soul no amendment of life or correction of faults, but
the most destructive despair: which did not make Cain repent after the murder of
his brother, or Judas, after the betrayal, hasten to relieve himself by making
amends, but drove him to hang himself in despair.
CHAPTER X.
Of the only thing in which dejection is useful to us.
AND so we must see that dejection is only useful to us in one case, when
we yield to it either in penitence for sin, or through being inflamed with the
desire of perfection, or the contemplation of future blessedness. And of this
the blessed Apostle says: "The sorrow which is according to God worketh
repentance steadfast unto salvation: but the sorrow of the world worketh death."(1)
CHAPTER XI.
How we can decide what is useful and the sorrow according to God, and what is
devilish and deadly.
BUT that dejection and sorrow which "worketh repentance steadfast unto
salvation" is obedient, civil, humble, kindly, gentle, and patient, as it springs
from the love of God, and unweariedly extends itself from desire of perfection
to every bodily grief and sorrow of spirit; and somehow or other rejoicing and
feeding on hope of its own profit preserves all the gentleness of courtesy and
forbearance, as it has in itself all the fruits of the Holy Spirit of which the
same Apostle gives the list: "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace,
forbearance, goodness, benignity, faith, mildness, modesty."(2) But the other
kind is rough, impatient, hard, full of rancour and useless grief and penal
despair, and breaks down the man on whom it has fastened, and hinders him from
energy and wholesome sorrow, as it is unreasonable, and not only hampers the
efficacy of his prayers, but actually destroys all those fruits of the Spirit of
which we spoke, which that other sorrow knows how to produce.
CHAPTER XII.
That except that wholesome sorrow, which springs up in three ways, all sorrow
and dejection should be resisted as hurtful.
WHEREFORE except that sorrow which is endured either for the sake of
saving penitence, or for the sake of aiming at perfection, or for the desire of the
future, all sorrow and dejection must equally be resisted, as belonging to this
world, and being that which "worketh death," and must be entirely expelled
from our hearts like the spirit of fornication and covetousness and anger.
CHAPTER XIII.
The means by which we can root out dejection from our hearts.
WE should then be able to expel this most injurious passion from our
hearts, so that by spiritual meditation we may keep our mind constantly occupied
with hope of the future and contemplation of the promised blessedness. For in this
way we shall be able to get the better of all those sorts of dejection,
whether those which flow from previous anger or those which come to us from
disappointment of gain, or from some loss, or those which spring from a wrong done to
us, or those which arise from an unreasonable disturbance of mind, or those which
bring on us a deadly despair, if, ever joyful with an insight into things
eternal and future, and continuing immovable, we are not depressed by present
accidents, or over-elated by prosperity, but look on each condition as uncertain and
likely soon to pass away.
BOOK X.
OF THE SPIRIT OF ACCIDIE.(3)
CHAPTER I.
How our sixth combat is against the spirit of accidie, and what its character
is.
OUR sixth combat is with what the Greeks call <greek>akhdia</greek>, which
we may term weariness or distress of heart. This is akin to dejection, and is
especially trying to solitaires, and a dangerous and frequent foe to dwellers
in the desert; and especially disturbing to a monk about the sixth hour, like
some fever which seizes him at stated times, bringing the burning heat of its
attacks on the sick man at usual and regular hours. Lastly, there are some of the
elders who declare that this is the "midday demon" spoken of in the ninetieth
Psalm.(4)
CHAPTER II.
A description of accidie, and the way in which it creeps over the heart of a
monk, and the injury it inflicts on the soul.
AND when this has taken possession of some unhappy soul, it produces
dislike of the place, disgust with the cell, and disdain and contempt of the
brethren who dwell with him or at a little distance, as if they were careless or
unspiritual. It also makes the man lazy and sluggish about all manner of work which
has to be done within the enclosure of his dormitory. It does not suffer him to
stay in his cell, or to take any pains about reading, and he often groans
because he can do no good while he stays there, and complains and sighs because he
can bear no spiritual fruit so long as he is joined to that society; and he
complains that he is cut off from spiritual gain, and is of no use in the place,
as if he were one who, though he could govern others and be useful to a great
number of people, yet was edifying none, nor profiling any one by his teaching
and doctrine. He cries up l distant monasteries and those which are a long way
off, and describes such places as more profitable and better suited for
salvation; and besides this he paints the intercourse with the brethren there as sweet
and full of spiritual life. On the other hand, he says that everything about him
is rough, and not only that there is nothing edifying among the brethren who
are stopping there, but also that even food for the body cannot be procured
without great difficulty. Lastly he fancies that he will never be well while he
stays in that place, unless he leaves his cell (in which he is lure to die if he
stops in it any longer) and takes himself off from thence as quickly as
possible. Then the fifth or sixth hour brings him such bodily weariness and longing for
food that he seems to himself worn out and wearied as if with a long journey,
or some very heavy work, or as if he had put off taking food during a fast of
two or three days. Then besides this he looks about anxiously this way and that,
and sighs that none of the brethren come to see him, and often goes in and out
of his cell, and frequently gazes up at the sun, as if it was too slow in
setting, and so a kind of unreasonable confusion of mind takes possession of him
like some foul darkness,(1) and makes him idle and useless for every spiritual
work, so that he imagines that no cure for so terrible an attack can be found in
anything except visiting some one of the brethren, or in the solace of sleep
alone. Then the disease suggests that he ought to show courteous and friendly
hospitalities to the brethren, and pay visits to the sick, whether near at hand or
far off. He talks too about some dutiful and religious offices; that those
kinsfolk ought to be inquired after, and that he ought to go and see them oftener;
that it would be a real work of piety to go more frequently to visit that
religious woman, devoted to the service of God, who is deprived of all support of
kindred; and that it would be a most excellent thing to get what is needful for
her who is neglected and despised by her own kinsfolk; and that he ought
piously to devote his time to these things instead of staying uselessly and with no
profit in his cell.
CHAPTER III.
Of the different ways in which accidie overcomes a monk.
AND so the wretched soul, embarrassed by such contrivances of the enemy,
is disturbed, until, worn out by the spirit of accidie, as by some strong
battering ram, it either learns to sink into slumber, or, driven out from the
confinement of its cell, accustoms itself to seek for consolation under these attacks
in visiting some brother, only to be afterwards weakened the more by this
remedy which it seeks for the present. For more frequently and more severely will
the enemy attack one who, when the battle is joined, will as he well knows
immediately turn his back, and whom he sees to look for safety neither in victory nor
in fighting but in flight: until little by little he is drawn away from his
cell, and begins to forget the object of his profession, which is nothing but
meditation and contemplation of that divine purity which excels all things, and
which can only be gained by silence and continually remaining in the cell, and by
meditation, and so the soldier of Christ becomes a runaway from His service,
and a deserter, and "entangles himself in secular business," without at all
pleasing Him to whom he engaged himself.(2)
CHAPTER IV.
How accidie hinders the mind from all contemplation of the virtues.
ALL the inconveniences of this disease are admirably expressed by David in
a single verse, where he says, "My soul slept from weariness,"(8) that is,
from accidie. Quite rightly does he say, not that his body, but that his soul
slept. For in truth the soul which is wounded by the shaft of this passion does
sleep, as regards all contemplation of the virtues and insight of the spiritual
senses.
CHAPTER V.
How the attack of accldie is twofold.
AND so the true Christian athlete who desires to strive lawfully in the
lists of perfection, should hasten to expel this disease also from the recesses
of his soul; and should strive against this most evil spirit of accidie in both
directions, so that he may neither fall stricken through by the shaft of
slumber, nor be driven out from the monastic cloister, even though under some pious
excuse or pretext, and depart as a runaway.
CHAPTER VI.
How injurious are the effects of accidie.
AND whenever it begins in any degree to overcome any one, it either makes
him stay in his cell idle and lazy, without making any spiritual progress, or
it drives him out from thence and makes him restless and a wanderer, and
indolent in the matter of all kinds of work, and it makes him continually go round,
the cells of the brethren and the monasteries, with an eye to nothing but this;
viz., where or with what excuse he can presently procure some refreshment. For
the mind of an idler cannot think of anything but food and the belly, until the
society of some man or woman, equally cold and indifferent, is secured, and it
loses itself in their affairs and business, and is thus little by little
ensnared by dangerous occupations, so that, just as if it were bound up in the coils
of a serpent, it can never disentangle itself again and return to the
perfection of its former profession.
CHAPTER VII.
Testimonies from the Apostle concerning the spirit of accidie.
THE blessed Apostle, like a true and spiritual physician, either seeing
this disease, which springs from the spirit of accidie, already creeping in, or
foreseeing, through the revelation of the Holy Spirit, that it would arise among
monks, is quick to anticipate it by the healing medicines of his directions.
For in writing to the Thessalonians, and at first, like a skilful and excellent
physician, applying to the infirmity of his patients the soothing and gentle
remedy of his words, and beginning with charity, and praising them in that point,
that(1) this deadly wound, having been treated with a milder remedy, might
lose its angry fostering and more easily bear severer treatment, he says: "But
concerning brotherly charity ye have no need that I write to you: for you
yourselves are taught of God to love one another. For this ye do toward all the
brethren in the whole of Macedonia."(2) He first began with the soothing application
of praise, and made their ears submissive and ready for the remedy of the
healing words. Then he proceeds: "But we ask you, brethren, to abound more." Thus far
he soothes them with kind and gentle words; for fear lest he should find them
not yet prepared to receive their perfect cure. Why is it that you ask, O
Apostle, that they may abound more in charity, of which you had said above, "But
concerning brotherly charity we have no need to write to you"? And why is it
necessary that you should say to them: "But we ask you to abound more," when they
did not need o be written to at all on this matter? especially as you add the
reason why they do not need it, saying, "For you yourselves have been aught of God
to love one another." And you add a third thing still more important: hat not
only have they been taught of God, but also that they fulfil in deed that which
they are taught. "For ye do this," he says, not to one or two, but "to all the
brethren;" and not to your own citizens and friends only, but "in the whole of
Macedonia." Tell us then, I pray, why it is that you so particularly begin
with this. Again he proceeds, "But we ask you, brethren, to abound the more." And
with difficulty at last he breaks out into that at which he was driving before:
"and that ye take pains to be quiet." He gave the first aim. Then he adds a
second, "and to do your own business;" and a third as well: "and work with your
own hands, as we commanded you;" a fourth: "and to walk honestly towards those
that are without;"a fifth: "and to covet no man's goods." Lo, we can see through
that hesitation, which made him with these preludes put off uttering what his
mind was full of: "And that ye take pains to be quiet;" i.e., that you stop in
your cells, and be not disturbed by rumours, which generally spring from the
wishes and gossip of idle persons, and so yourselves disturb others. And, "to do
your own business," you should not want to require curiously of the world's
actions, or, examining the lives of others, want to spend your strength, not on
bettering yourselves and aiming at virtue, but on depreciating your brethren.
"And work with your own hands, as we charged you;" to secure that which he had
warned them above not to do; i.e., that they should not be restless and anxious
about other people's affairs, nor walk dishonestly towards those without, nor
covet another man's goods, he now adds and says, "and work with your own hands, as
we charged you." For he has clearly shown that leisure the reason why those
things were done which he blamed above. For no one can be restless or anxious
about other people's affairs, but one who is not satisfied to apply himself to the
work of his own hands. He adds also a fourth evil, which springs also from
this leisure, i.e., that they should not walk dishonestly: when he says: "And that
ye walk honestly towards those without." He cannot possibly walk honestly,
even among those who are men of this world, who is not content to cling to the
seclusion of his cell and the work of his own hands; but he is sure to be
dishonest, while he seeks his needful food; and to take pains to flatter, to follow up
news and gossip, to seek for opportunities for chattering and stories by means
of which he may gain a footing and obtain an entrance into the houses of
others. "And that you should not covet another man's goods." He is sure to look with
envious eyes on another's gifts and boons, who does not care to secure
sufficient for his daily food by the dutiful and peaceful labour of his hands. You see
what conditions, and how serious and shameful ones, spring solely from the
malady of leisure. Lastly, those very people, whom in his first Epistle he had
treated with the gentle application of his words, in his second Epistle he
en-deavours to heal with severer and sterner remedies, as those who had not profited by
more gentle treatment; and he no longer applies the treatment of gentle words,
no mild and kindly expressions, as these, "But we ask you, brethren," but "We
adjure you, brethren, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that ye withdraw
from every brother that walketh disorderly."(1) There he asks; here he adjures.
There is the kindness of one who is persuading; here the sternness of one
protesting and threatening. "We adjure you, brethren:" because, when we first asked
you, you scorned to listen; now at least obey our threats. And this adjuration
he renders terrible, not by his bare word, but by the imprecation of the name of
our Lord Jesus Christ: for fear lest they might again scorn it, as merely
man's word, and think that it was not of much importance. And forthwith, like a
well-skilled physician with festering limbs, to which he could not apply the
remedy of a mild treatment, he tries to cure by an incision with a spiritual knife,
saying, "that ye withdraw yourselves from every brother that walketh
disorderly, and not according to the tradition which ye received of us." And so he bids
them withdraw from those who will not make time for work, and to cut them off
like limbs tainted with the festering sores of leisure: test the the malady of
idleness, like some deadly con tagion, might infect even the healthy portion of
their limbs, by the gradual advance of infection. And when he is going to speak
of those who will not work with their own hands and eat their bread in
quietness, from whom he urges them to withdraw, hear with what reproaches he brands
them at starting. First he calls them "disorderly," and "not walking according to
the tradition." In other words, he stigmatizes them as obstinate, since they
will not walk according to his appointment; and "dishonest," i.e., not keeping to
the right and proper times for going out, and visiting, and talking. For a
disorderly person is sure to be subject to all those faults. "And not according to
the tradition which they received from us." And in this he stamps them as in
some sort rebellious, and despisers, who scorned to keep the tradition which
they had received from him, and would not follow that which they not only
remembered that the master had taught in word, but which they knew that he had
performed in deed. "For you yourselves know how ye ought to be folowers of us." He
heaps up an immense pile of censure when he asserts that they did not observe that
which was still in their memory, and which not only had they learned by verbal
instruction, but also had received by the incitement of his example in working.
CHAPTER VIII.
That he is sure to be restless who will not be content with the work of his
own hands.
"BECAUSE we were not restless among you." When he wants to prove by the
practice of work that he was not restless among them, he fully shows that those
who will not work are always restless, owing to the fault of idleness. "Nor did
we eat any man's bread for nought." By each expression the teacher of the
Gentiles advances a step in the rebuke.(1) The preacher of the gospel says that he
has not eaten any man's bread for nought, as he knows that the Lord commanded
that "they who preach the gospel should live of the gospel:"(2) again, "The
labourer is worthy of his meat."(3) And so if he who preached the gospel, performing
a work so lofty and spiritual, did not venture in reliance on the Lord's
command to eat his bread for nought, what shall we do to whom not merely is there no
preaching of the word intrusted, but no cure of souls except our own
committed? with what confidence shall we dare with idle hands to eat our bread for
nought, when the "chosen vessel," constrained by his anxiety for the gospel and his
work of preaching, did not venture to eat without labouring with his own hands?
"But in labour," he says "and weariness, working night and day lest we should
be burdensome to any of you."(4) Up to this point he amplifies and adds to his
rebuke. For he did not simply say, "We did not eat bread for nought from any of
and then stop short. For it might have been thought that he was supported by
his own private means, and by money which he had saved, or by other people's,
though not by their collections and gifts. "But in labour," he says, "and
weariness, working night and day is, being specially supported by our own labour. And
this, he says, we did not of our own wish, and for our own pleasure, as rest
and bodily exercise suggested, but as our necessities and the want of food
compelled us to do, and that not without great bodily weariness. For not only
throughout the whole day, but also by night, which seems to be granted for bodily
rest, I was continually plying the work of my hands, through anxiety for food.
CHAPTER IX.
That not the Apostle only, but those two who were with him laboured with their
own hands.
AND he testifies that it was not he alone who so lived among them, lest
haply this method might not seem important or general if he depended only on his
example. But he declares that all those who were appointed with him for the
ministry of the gospel, i.e., Silvanus and Timothy, who wrote this with him,
worked in the same fashion. For by saying, "lest we should be burdensome to any of
you, he covers them with great shame. For if he who preached the gospel and
commended it by signs and mighty works, did not dare to eat bread for nought, lest
he should be burdensome to any, how can those men help thinking that they are
burdensome who take it every day in idleness and at their leisure?
CHAPTER X.
That for this reason the Apostle laboured with his own hands, that he might
set us an example of work.
"NOT as if we had not power; but that we might give ourselves a pattern to
you to imitate us." He lays bare the reason why he imposed such labour on
himself: "that we might," says he, "give a pattern to you to imitate us, that if by
chance you become forgetful of the teaching of our words which so often passes
through your ears, you may at least keep in your recollection the example of
my manner of life given to you by ocular demonstration. There is here too no
slight reproof of them, where he says that he has gone through this labour and
weariness by night and day, for no other reason but to set an example, and that
nevertheless they would not be instructed, for whose sakes he, although not
obliged to do it, yet imposed on himself such toil. "And indeed," he says "though we
had the power, and opportunities were open to us of using all your goods and
substance, and I knew that I had the permission s of our Lord to use them: yet I
did not use this power, lest what was rightly and lawfully done on my part
might set an example of dangerous idleness to others. And therefore when preaching
the gospel, I preferred to be supported by my own hands and work, that I might
open up the way of perfection to you who wish to walk in the path of virtue,
and might set an example of good life by my work."
CHAPTER XI.
That he preached and taught men to work not only by his example, but also by
his words.
BUT lest haply it might be thought that, while he worked in silence and
tried to teach them by example, he had not instructed them by precepts and
warnings, he proceeds to say: "For when we were with you, this we declared to you,
that if a man will not work neither should he eat." Still greater does he make
their idleness appear, for, though they knew that he, like a good master, worked
with his hands for the sake of his teaching and in order to instruct them, yet
they were ashamed to imitate him; and he emphasizes our diligence and care by
saying that he did not only give them this for an example when present, but that
he also proclaimed it continually in words; saying that if any one would not
work, neither should he eat.
CHAPTER XII.
Of his saying: "If any will not work, neither shall he eat."
AND now he no longer addresses to them the advice of a teacher or
physician, but proceeds with the severity of a judicial sentence, and, resuming his
apostolic authority, pronounces sentence on his despisers as if from the judgment
seat: with that power, I mean, which, when writing with threats to the
Corinthians, he declared was given him of the Lord, when he charged those taken in sin,
that they should make haste and amend their lives before his coming: thus
charging them, "I beseech you that I may not be bold when I am present, against
some, with that power which is given to me over you." And again: "For if I also
should boast somewhat of the power which the Lord has given me unto edification,
and not for your destruction, I shall not be ashamed."(1) With that power, I
say, he declares, "If a man will not work, neither let him eat." Not punishing
them with a carnal sword, but with the power of the Holy Ghost forbidding them
the goods of this life, that if by chance, thinking but little of the punishment
of future death, they still should remain obstinate through love of ease, they
may at last, forced by the requirements of nature and the fear of immediate
death, be compelled to obey his salutary charge.
CHAPTER XIII.
Of his saying: "We have heard that some among you walk disorderly."
Then after all this rigour of gospel severity, he now lays bare the reason
why he put forward all these matters. "For we have heard that some among you
walk disorderly, working not at all, but curiously meddling." He is nowhere
satisfied to speak of those who will not give themselves up to work, as if they
were victims of but a single malady. For in his first Epistle(2) he speaks of them
as "disorderly," and not walking according to the traditions which they had
received from him: and he also asserts that they were restless, and ate their
bread for nought. Again he says here, "We have heard that there are some among you
who walk disorderly." And at once he subjoins a second weakness, which is the
root of this restlessness, and says, "working not at all;" a third malady as
well he adds, which springs from this last like some shoot: "but curiously
meddling."
CHAPTER XIV.
How manual labour(3) prevents many faults.
And so he loses no time in at once applying a suitable remedy to the
incentive to so many faults, and laying aside that apostolic power of his which he
had made use of a little before, he adopts once more the tender character of a
good father, or of a kind physician, and, as if they were his children or his
patients, applies by his healing counsel remedies to cure them, saying: "Now we
charge them that are such, and beseech them by the Lord Jesus, that working with
silence they would eat their own bread." The cause of all these ulcers, which
spring from the root of idleness, he heals like some well-skilled physician by
a single salutary charge to work; as he knows that all the other bad symptoms,
which spring as it were from the same clump, will at once diappear when the
cause of the chief malady has been removed.
CHAPTER XV.
How kindness should be shown even to the idle and careless.
NEVERTHELESS, like a far-sighted and careful physician, he is not only
anxious to heal the wounds of the sick, but gives suitable directions as well to
the whole, that their health may be preserved continually, and says: "But be not
ye weary in well doing:" ye who following us, i.e., our ways, copy the example
given to you by imitating us m work, and do not follow their sloth and
laziness: "Do not be weary in well doing;" i.e., do you likewise show kindness towards
them if by chance they have failed to observe what we said. As then he was
severe with those who were weak, for fear lest being enervated by laziness they
might yield to restlessness and inquisitiveness, so he admonishes those who are
in good health neither to restrain that kindness which the Lord's command bids
us show to the good and evil,(1) even if some bad men will not turn to sound
doctrine; nor to desist from doing good and encouraging them both by words of
consolation and by rebuke as well as by ordinary kindness and civility.
CHAPTER XVI.
How we ought to admonish those who go wrong, not out of hatred, but out of
love.
BUT again in case some might be encouraged by this gentleness, and scorn
to obey his commands, he proceeds with the severity of an apostle: "But if any
man obey not our word by this Epistle, note that man and do not keep company
with him that he may be ashamed." And in warning them of what they ought to
observe out of regard for him and for the good of all, and of the care with which
they should keep the apostolic commands, at once he joins to the warning the
kindness of a most indulgent father; and teaches them as well, as if they were his
children, what a brotherly disposition they should cultivate towards those
mentioned above, out of love. "Yet do not esteem him as an enemy, but admonish him
as a brother." With the severity of a judge he combines the affection of a
father, and tempers with kindness and gentleness the sentence delivered with
apostolic sternness. For he commands them to note that man who scorns to obey his
commands, and not to keep company with him; and yet he does not bid them do this
from a wrong feeling of dislike, but from brotherly affection and out of
consideration for their amendment. "Do not keep company," he says, "with him that he
may be ashamed;" so that, even if he is not made better by my mild charges, he
may at last be brought to shame by being publicly separated from all of you, and
so may some day begin to be restored to the way of salvation.
CHAPTER XVII.
Different passages in which the Apostle declares that we ought to work, or in
which it is shown that he himself worked.
IN the Epistle to the Ephesians also he thus gives a charge on this
subject of work, saying: "He that stole, let him now steal no more, but rather let
him labour, working with his hands the thing that is good, that he may have
something to give to him that suffereth need."(3) And in the Acts of the Apostles
too we find that he not only taught this, but actually practised it himself. For
when he had come to Corinth, he did not permit himself to lodge anywhere except
with Aquila and Priscilla, because they were of the same trade which he
himself was accustomed to practise. For we thus read: "After this, Paul departing
from Athens came to Corinth; and finding a certain Jew named Aquila, born in
Pontus, and Priscilla his wife, he came to them because they were of the same trade;
and abode with them, and worked: for they were tent-makers by trade."(8)
CHAPTER XVIII.
That the Apostle wrought what he thought would be sufficient for him and for
others who were with him.
Then going to Miletus, and from thence sending to Ephesus, and summoning
to him the elders of the church of Ephesus, he charged them how they ought to
rule the church of God in his absence, and said: "I have not coveted any man's
silver and gold; you yourselves know how for such things as were needful for me
and them that are with me these hands have ministered. I have showed you all
things, how that so labouring you ought to support the weak, and to remember the
words of the Lord Jesus, how he said: It is more blessed to give than to
receive."(4) He left us a weighty example in his manner of life, as he testifies that
he not only wrought what would supply his own bodily wants alone, but also what
would be sufficient for the needs of those who were with him: those, I mean,
who, being taken up with necessary duties, had no chance of procuring food for
themselves with their own hands. And as he tells the Thessalonians that he had
worked to give them an example that they might imitate him, so here too he
implies something of the same sort when he says: "I have showed you all things, how
that so labouring you ought to support the weak," viz., whether in mind or
body; i.e., that we should be diligent in supplying their needs, not from the store
of our abundance, or money laid by, or from another's generosity and
substance, but rather by securing the necessary sum by our own labour and toil.
CHAPTER XIX.
How we should understand these words: "It is more blessed to give than to
receive."
AND he says that this is a command of the Lord: "For He Himself," namely
the Lord Jesus, said he, "said it is more blessed to give than to receive." That
is, the bounty of the giver is more blessed than the need of the receiver,
where the gift is not supplied from money that has been kept back through unbelief
or faithlessness, nor from the stored-up treasures of avarice, but is produced
from the fruits of our own labour and honest toil. And so "it is more blessed
to give than to receive," because while the giver shares the poverty of the
receiver, yet still he is diligent in providing with pious care by his own toil,
not merely enough for his own needs, but also what he can give to one in want;
and so he is adorned with a double grace, since by giving away all his goods he
secures the perfect abnegation of Christ, and yet by his labour and thought
displays the generosity of the rich; thus honouring God by his honest labours, and
plucking for him the fruits of his righteousness, while another, enervated by
sloth and indolent laziness, proves himself by the saying of the Apostle
unworthy of food, as in defiance of his command he takes it in idleness, not without
the guilt of sin and of obstinacy.
CHAPTER XX.
Of a lazy brother who tried to persuade others to leave the monastery.
WE know a brother, whose name we would give if it would do any good, who,
although he was remaining in the monastery and compelled to deliver to the
steward his fixed task daily, yet for fear lest he might be led on to some larger
portion of work, or put to shame by the example of one labouring more zealously,
when he had seen some brother admitted into the monastery, who in the ardour
of his faith wanted to make up the sale of a larger piece of work, if he found
that he could not by secret persuasion check him from carrying out his purpose,
he would by bad advice and whisperings persuade him to depart thence. And in
order to get rid of him more easily he would pretend that he also had already
been for many reasons offended, and wanted to leave, if only he could find a
companion and support for the journey. And when by secretly running down the
monastery he had wheedled him into consenting, and arranged with him the time at which
to leave the monastery, and the place to which he should go before, and where
he should wait for him, he himself, pretending that he would follow, stopped
where he was. And when the other out of shame for his flight did not dare to
return again to the monastery from which he had run away, the miserable author of
his flight stopped behind in the monastery. It will be enough to have given this
single instance of this sort of men in order to put beginners on their guard,
and to show clearly what evils idleness, as Scripture says,(1) can produce in
the mind of a monk, and how "evil communications corrupt good manners."(2)
CHAPTER XXI.
Different passages from the writings of Solomon against accidie.
AND Solomon, the wisest of men, clearly points to this fault of idleness
in many passages, as he says: "He that followeth idleness shall be filled with
poverty,"(3) either visible or invisible, in which an idle person and one
entangled with different faults is sure to be involved, and he will always be a
stranger to the contemplation of God, and to spiritual riches, of which the blessed
Apostle says: "For in all things ye were enriched in him, in all utterance and
in all knowledge."(4) But concerning this poverty of the idler elsewhere he
also writes thus: "Every sluggard shall be clothed in torn garments and rags."(5)
For certainly he will not merit to be adorned with that garment of incorruption
(of which the Apostle says, "Put ye on the Lord Jesus Christ,"(6) and again:
"Being clothed in the breastplate of righteousness and charity,"(7) concerning
which the Lord Himself also speaks to Jerusalem by the prophet: "Arise, arise, O
Jerusalem, put on the garments of thy glorY),"(8) whoever, overpowered by lazy
slumber or by accidie, prefers to be clothed, not by his labour and industry,
but in the rags of idleness, which he tears off from the solid piece and body
of the Scriptures, and fits on to his sloth no garment of glory and honour, but
an ignominious cloak and excuse. For those, who are affected by this laziness,
and do not like to support themselves by the labour of their own hands, as the
Apostle continually did and charged us to do, are wont to make use of certain
Scripture proofs by which they try to cloak their idleness, saying that it is
written, "Labour not for the meat that perisheth, but for that which remains to
life eternal;"(9) and "My meat is to do the will of my Father."(10) But these
proofs are (as it were) rags, from the solid piece of the gospel, which are
adopted for this purpose, viz., to cover the disgrace of our idleness and shame
rather than to keep us warm, and adorn us with that costly and splendid garment of
virtue which that wise woman in the Proverbs, who was clothed with strength and
beauty, is said to have made either for herself or for her husband; of which
presently it is said: "Strength and beauty are her clothing, and she rejoices in
the latter days."(1) Of this evil of idleness Solomon thus makes mention
again: "The ways of the idlers are strown with thorns;"(2) i.e., with these and
similar faults, which the Apostle above declared to spring from idleness. And
again: "Every sluggard is always in want."(3) And of these the Apostle makes mention
when he says, "And that you want nothing of any man's."(4) And finally: "For
idleness has been the teacher of many evils:"(5) which the Apostle has clearly
enumerated in the passage which he expounded above: "Working not at all, but
curiously meddling." To this fault also he joins another: "And that ye study to be
quiet;" and then, "that ye should do your own business and walk honestly
towards them that are without, and that you want nothing of any man's." Those also
whom he notes as disorderly and rebellious, from these he charges those who are
earnest to separate themselves: "That ye withdraw yourselves," says he, "from
every brother that walketh disorderly and not according to the tradition which
they received from us."(6)
CHAPTER XXII.
How the brethren in Egypt work with their hands, not only to supply their own
needs, but also to minister to those who are in prison.
AND so taught by these examples the Fathers in Egypt never allow monks,
and especially the younger ones, to be idle,(7) estimating the purpose of their
hearts and their growth in patience and humility by their diligence in work; and
they not only do not allow them to receive anything from another to supply
their own wants, but further, they not merely refresh pilgrims and brethren who
come to visit them by means of their labours, but actually collect an enormous
store of provisions and food, and distribute it in the parts of Libya which
suffer from famine and barrenness, and also in the cities, to those who are pining
away in the squalor of prison; as they believe that by such an offering of the
fruit of their hands they offer a reasonable and true sacrifice to the Lord.
CHAPTER XXIII.
That idleness is the reason why there are not monasteries for monks in the
West.
HENCE it is that in these countries we see no monasteries found with such
numbers of brethren: for they are not supported by the resources of their own
labour in such a way that they can remain in them continually; and if in some
way or other, through the liberality of another, there should be a sufficient
provision to supply them, yet love of ease and restlessness of heart does not
suffer them to continue long in the place. Whence this saying has been handed down
from the old fathers in Egypt: that a monk who works is attacked by but one
devil; but an idler is tormented by countless spirits.
CHAPTER XXIV.
Abbot Paul s who every year burnt with fire all the works of his hands.
LASTLY, Abbot Paul, one of the greatest of the Fathers, while he was
living in a vast desert which is called the Porphyrian desert,(9) and being relieved
from anxiety by the date palms and a small garden, had plenty to support
himself, and an ample supply of food, and could not find any other work to do, which
would support him, because his dwelling was separated from towns and inhabited
districts by seven days' journey, (10) or even more, through the desert, and
more would be asked for the carriage of the goods than the price of the work
would be worth; he collected the leaves of the palms, and regularly exacted of
himself his daily task, as if he was to be supported by it. And when his cave had
been filled with a whole year's work, each year he would burn with fire that at
which he had so diligently laboured: thus proving that without manual labour a
monk cannot stop in a place nor rise to the heights of perfection: so that,
though the need for food did not require this to be done, yet he performed it
simply for the sake of purifying his heart, and strengthening his thoughts, and
persisting in his cell, and gaining a victory over accidie and driving it away..
CHAPTER XXV.
The words of Abbot Moses which he said to me about the cure of accidie.
WHEN I was beginning my stay in the desert, and had said to Abbot Moses,
the chief of all the saints, that I had been terribly troubled yesterday by an
attack of accidie, and that I could only be freed from it by running at once to
Abbot Paul, he said, "You have not freed yourself from it, but rather have
given yourself up to it as its slave and subject. For the enemy will henceforth
attack you more strongly as a deserter and runaway, since it has seen that you
fled at once when overcome in the conflict: unless on a second occasion when you
join battle with it you make up your mind not to dispel its attacks and heats
for the moment by deserting your cell, or by the inactivity of sleep, but rather
learn to triumph over it by endurance and conflict." Whence it is proved by
experience that a fit of aceidie should not be evaded by running away from it, but
overcome by resisting it.(1)
BOOK XI.
OF THE SPIRIT OF VAINGLORY.
CHAPTER I.
How our seventh combat is against the spirit of vainglory, and what its nature
OUR seventh combat is against the spirit of
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shapes, and is changeable and subtle, so that it can with difficulty, I will
not say be guarded against, but be seen through and discovered even by the
keenest eyes.
CHAPTER II.
How vainglory attacks a monk not only on his carnal, but also on his spiritual
side.
FOR not only does this, like the rest of his faults, attack a monk on his
carnal side, but on his spiritual side as well, insinuating itself by craft and
guile into his mind: so that those who cannot be deceived by carnal vices are
more grievously wounded through their spiritual proficiency; and it is so much
the worse to fight against, as it is harder to guard against. For the attack of
all other vices is more open and straightforward, and in the case of each of
them, when he who stirs them up is met by a determined refusal, he will go away
the weaker for it, and the adversary who has been beaten will on the next
occasion attack his victim with less vigour. But this malady when it has attacked
the mind by means of carnal pride, and has been repulsed by the shield of reply,
again, like some wickedness that takes many shapes, changes its former guise
and character, and under the appearance of the virtues tries to strike down and
destroy its conqueror.
CHAPTER III.
How many forms and shapes vainglory takes.
FOR our other faults and passions may be said to be simpler and of but one
form: but this takes many forms and shapes, and changes about and assails the
man who stands up against it from every quarter, and assaults its conqueror on
all sides. For it tries to injure the soldier of Christ in his dress, in his
manner, his walk, his voice, his work, his vigils, his fasts, his prayers, when
he withdraws, when he reads, in his knowledge, his silence, his obedience, his
humility, his patience; and like some most dangerous rock hidden by surging
waves, it causes an unforeseen and miserable shipwreck to those who are sailing
with a fair breeze, while they are not on the lookout for it or guarding against
it.
CHAPTER IV.
How vainglory attacks a monk on the right had and on the left.
AND so one who wishes to go along the King's highway by means of the "arms
of righteousness which are on the right hand and on the left," ought by the
teaching of the Apostle to pass through "honour and dishonour, evil report and
good report,"(1) and with such care to direct his virtuous course amid the
swelling waves of temptation, with discretion at the helm, and the Spirit of the Lord
breathing on us, since we know that if we deviate ever so little to the right
hand or to the left, we shall presently be dashed against most dangerous crags.
And so we are warned by Solomon, the wisest of men: "Turn not aside to the
right hand or to the left;"(2) i.e., do not flatter yourself on your virtues and
be puffed up by your spiritual achievements on the right hand; nor, swerving to
the path of vices on the left hand, seek from them for yourself (to use the
words of the Apostle) "glory in your shame."(3) For where the devil cannot create
vainglory in a man by means of his well-fitting and neat dress, he tries to
introduce it by means of a dirty, cheap, and uncared-for style. If he cannot drag
a man down by honour, he overthrows him by humility. If he cannot make him
puffed up by the grace of knowledge and eloquence, he pulls him down by the weight
of silence. If a man fasts openly, he is attacked by the pride of vanity. If he
conceals it for the sake of despising the glory of it, he is assailed by the
same sin of pride. In order that he may not be defiled by the stains of
vainglory he avoids making long prayers in the sight of the brethren; and yet because
he offers them secretly and has no one who is conscious of it, he does not
escape the pride of vanity.
CHAPTER V.
A comparison which shows the nature of vainglory.
OUR elders admirably describe the nature of this malady as like that of an
onion, and of those bulbs which When stripped of one covering you find to be
sheathed m another; and as often as you strip them, you find them still
protected.
CHAPTER VI.
That vainglory is not altogther got rid of by the advantages of solitude.
IN solitude also it does not cease from pursuing him who has for the sake
of glory fled from intercourse with all men. And the more thoroughly a man has
shunned the whole world, so much the more keenly does it pursue him. It tries
to lift up with pride one man because of his great endurance of work and labour,
another because of his extreme readiness to obey, another because he outstrips
other men in humility. One man is tempted through the extent of his knowledge,
another through the extent of his reading, another through the length of his
vigils. Nor does this malady endeavour to wound a man except through his
virtues; introducing hindrances which lead to death by means of those very things
through which the supplies of life are sought. For when men are anxious to walk in
the path of holiness and perfection, the enemies do not lay their snares to
deceive them anywhere except in the way along which they walk, in accordance with
that saying of the blessed David: "In the way wherein I walked have they laid a
snare for me;"(4) that in this very way of virtue along which we are walking,
when pressing on to "the prize of our high calling,"(5) we may be elated by our
successes, and so sink down, and fall with the feet of our soul entangled and
caught in the snares of vainglory. And so it results that those of us who could
not be vanquished in the conflict with the foe are overcome by the very
greatness of our triumph, or else (which is another kind of deception) that,
overstraining the limits of that self-restraint which is possible to us, we fail of
perseverance in our course on account of bodily weakness.
CHAPTER VII.
How vainglory, when it has been overcome, rises again keener than ever for the
fight.
ALL, vices when overcome grow feeble, and when beaten are day by day
rendered weaker, and both in regard to place and time grow less and subside, or at
any rate, as they are unlike the opposite virtues, are more easily shunned and
avoided: but this one when it is beaten rises again keener than ever for the
struggle; and when we think that it is destroyed, it revives again, the stronger
for its death. The other kinds of vices usually only attack those whom they have
overcome in the conflict; but this one pursues its victors only the more
keenly; and the more thoroughly it has been resisted, so much the more vigorously
does it attack the man who is elated by his victory over it. And heroin lies the
crafty cunning of our adversary, namely, in the fact that, where he cannot
overcome the soldier of Christ by the weapons of the foe, he lays him low by his
own spear.
CHAPTER VIII.
How vainglory is not allayed either in the desert or through advancing years.
OTHER vices, as we said, are sometimes allayed by the advantages of
position, and when the matter of the sin and the occasion and opportunity for it are
removed, grow slack, and are diminished: but this one penetrates the deserts
with the man who is flying from it, nor can it be shut out from any place, nor
When outward material for it is removed does it fail. For it is simply encouraged
by the achievements of the virtues of the man whom it attacks. For all other
vices, as we said above, are sometimes diminished by the lapse of time, and
disappear: to this one length of life, unless it is supported by skilful diligence
and prudent discretion, is no hindrance, but actually supplies it with new fuel
for vanity.
CHAPTER IX.
That vainglory is the more dangerous through being mixed up with virtues.
LASTLY, other passions which are entirely different from the virtues which
are their opposites, and which attack us openly and as it were in broad
daylight, are more easily overcome and guarded against: but this being interwoven
with our virtues and entangled in the battle, fighting as it were under cover of
the darkness of night, deceives the more dangerously those who are off their
guard and not on the lookout.
CHAPTER X.
An instance showing how Kin Hezekiah was overthrown by the dart of vainglory.
FOR so we read that Hezekiah, King of Judah, a man of most perfect
righteousness in all things, and one approved by the witness of Holy Scripture, after
unnumbered commendations for his virtues, was overthrown by a single dart of
vainglory. And he who by a single prayer of his was able to procure the death of
a hundred and eighty-five thousand of the army of the Assyrians, whom the angel
destroyed m one night, is overcome by boasting and vanity. Of whom--to pass
over the long list of his virtues, which it would take a long time to unfold--I
will say but this one thing. He was a man who, after the close of his life had
been decreed and the day of his death determined by the Lord's sentence,
prevailed by a single prayer to extend the limits set to his life by fifteen years,
the sun returning by ten steps, on which it had already shone in its course
towards its setting, and by its return dispersing those lines which the shadow that
followed its course had already marked, and by this giving two days in one to
the whole world, by a stupendous miracle contrary to the fixed laws of
nature.(1) Yet after signs so great and so incredible, after such immense proofs of his
goodness, hear the Scripture tell how he was destroyed by his very successes.
"In those days," we are told, "Hezekiah was sick unto death: and he prayed to
the Lord, and He heard him and gave him a sign," that, namely of which we read in
the fourth book of the kingdoms, which was given by Isaiah the prophet through
the going back of the sun. "But," it says, "he did not render again according
to the benefits which he had received, for his heart was lifted up; and wrath
was kindled against him and against Judah and Jerusalem: and he humbled himself
afterwards because his heart had been lifted up, both he and the inhabitants of
Jerusalem, and therefore the wrath of the Lord came not upon them in the days
of Hezekiah."(2) How dangerous, how terrible is the malady of vanity! So much
goodness, so many virtues, faith and devotion, great enough to prevail to change
nature itself and the laws of the whole world, perish by a single act of
pride! So that all his good deeds would have been forgotten as if they had never
been, and he would at once have been subject to the wrath of the Lord unless he
had appeased Him by recovering his humility: so that he who, at the suggestion of
pride, had fallen from so great a height of excellence, could only mount again
to the height he had lost by the same steps of humility. Do you want to see
another instance of a similar downfall?
CHAPTER XI.
The instance of King Uzziah who was overcome by the taint of the same malady.
OF Uzziah, the ancestor of this king of whom we have been speaking,
himself also praised in all things by the witness of the Scripture, after great
commendation for his virtue, after countless triumphs which he achieved by the merit
of his devotion and faith, learn how he was cast down by the pride of
vainglory. "And," we are told, "the name of Uzziah went forth, for the Lord helped him
and had strengthened him. But when he was made strong, his heart was lifted up
to his destruction, and he neglected the Lord his God."(1) You behold another
instance of a most terrible downfall, and see how two men so upright and
excellent were undone by their very triumphs and victories. Whence you see how
dangerous the successes of prosperity generally are, so that those who could not be
injured by adversity are ruined, unless they are careful, by prosperity; and
those who in the conflict of battle have escaped the danger of death fall before
their own trophies and triumphs.
CHAPTER XII.
Several testimonies against vainglory.
AND so the Apostle warns us: "Be not desirous of vainglory."(2) And the
Lord, rebuking the Pharisees, says, "How can ye believe, who receive glory from
one another, and seek not the glory which comes from God alone?"(8) Of these too
the blessed David speaks with a threat: "For God hath scattered the bones of
them that please men."(4)
CHAPTER XIII.
Of the ways in which vainglory attacks a monk.
IS the case also of beginners and of those who have as yet made but little
progress either in powers of mind or in knowledge it usually puffs up their
minds, either because of the quality of their voice because they can sing well,
or because their bodies are emaciated,(5) or because they are of a good figure,
or because they have rich and noble kinsfolk, or because they have despised a
military life and honours. Sometimes too it persuades a man that if he had
remained in the world he would easily have obtained honours and riches, which
perhaps could not possibly have been secured, and inflates him with a vain hope of
uncertain things; and in the case of those things which he never possessed, puffs
him up with pride and vanity, as if he were one who had despised them.
CHAPTER XIV.
How it suggests that a man may seek to take holy orders.
BUT sometimes it creates a wish to take holy orders, and a desire for the
priesthood or diaconate. And it represents that if a man has even against his
will received this office, he will fulfil it with such sanctity and strictness
that he will be able to set an example of saintliness even to other priests; and
that he will win over many people, not only by his manner of life, but also by
his teaching and preaching. It makes a man, even when alone and sitting in his
cell, to go round in mind and imagination to the dwellings and monasteries of
others, and to make many conversions under the inducements of imaginary
exultatio.
CHAPTER XV.
How vainglory intoxicates the mind.
AND so the miserable soul is affected by such vanity--as if it were
deluded by a profound slumber--that it is often led away by the pleasure of such
thoughts, and filled with such imaginations, so that it cannot even look at things
present, or the brethren, while it enjoys dwelling upon these things, of which
with its wandering thoughts it has waking dreams, as if they were true.
CHAPTER XVI.
Of him whom the superior came upon and found in his cell, deluded by idle
vainglory.
I REMEMBER an elder, when I was staying in the desert of Scete, who went
to the cell of a certain brother to pay him a visit, and when he had reached the
door heard him muttering inside, and stood still for a little while, wanting
to know what it was that he was reading from the Bible or repeating by heart (as
is customary) while he was at work. And when this most excellent eavesdropper
diligently applied his ear and listened with some curiosity, he found that the
man was induced by an attack of this spirit to fancy that he was delivering a
stirring sermon to the people. And when the elder, as he stood still, heard him
finish his discourse and return again to his office, and give out the dismissal
of the catechumens, as the deacon does,(6) then at last he knocked at the
door, and the man came out, and met the elder with the customary reverence, and
brought him in and (for his knowledge of what had been his thoughts made him
uneasy) asked him when he had arrived, for fear lest he might have taken some harm
from standing too long at the door: and the old man joking pleasantly replied,
"I only got here while you were giving out the dismissal of the catechumens."
CHAPTER XVII.
How faults cannot be cured unless their roots and causes have been discovered.
I THOUGHT it well to insert these things in this little work of mine, that
we might learn, not only by reason, but also by examples, about the force of
temptations and the order of the sins which hurt an unfortunate soul, and so
might be more careful in avoiding the snares and manifold deceits of the enemy.
For these things are indiscriminately brought forward by the Egyptian fathers,
that by telling them, as those who are still enduring them, they may disclose and
lay bare the combats with all the vices, which they actually do suffer, and
those which the younger ones are sure to suffer; so that, when they explain the
illusions arising from all the passions, those who are but beginners and fervent
in spirit may know the secret of their struggles, and seeing them as in a
glass, may learn both the causes of the sins by which they are troubled, and the
remedies for them, and instructed beforehand concerning the approach of future
struggles, may be taught how they ought to guard against them, or to meet them
and to fight with them. As clever physicians are accustomed not only to heal
already existing diseases, but also by a wise skill to seek to obviate future ones,
and to prevent them by their prescriptions and healing draughts, so these true
physicians of the soul, by means of spiritual conferences, like some celestial
antidote, destroy beforehand those maladies of the soul which would arise, and
do not allow them to gain a footing in the minds of the juniors, as they
unfold to them the causes of the passions which threaten them, and the remedies
which will heal them.
CHAPTER XVIII.
How a monk ought to avoid women and bishops.
WHEREFORE this is an old maxim of the Fathers that is still
current,--though I cannot produce it without shame on my own part, since I could not avoid my
own sister, nor escape the hands of the bishop,--viz., that a monk ought by
all means to fly from women and bishops. For neither of them will allow him who
has once been joined in close intercourse any longer to care for the quiet of
his cell, or to continue with pure eyes in divine contemplation through his
insight into holy things.
CHAPTER XIX.
Remedies by which we can overcome vainglory.
AND SO the athlete of Christ who desires to strive lawfully in this true
and spiritual combat, should strive by all means to overcome this changeable
monster of many shapes, which, as it attacks us on every side like some manifold
wickedness, we can escape by such a remedy as this; viz., thinking on that
saying of David: "The Lord hath scattered the bones of those who please men.(1) To
begin with we should not allow ourselves to do anything at the suggestion of
vanity, and for the sake of obtaining vainglory. Next, when we have begun a thing
well, we should endeavour to maintain it with just the same care, for fear lest
afterwards the malady of vainglory should creep in and make void all the
fruits of our labours. And anything which is of very little use or value in the
common life of the brethren, we should avoid as leading to boasting; and whatever
would render us remarkable amongst the others, and for which credit would be
gained among men, as if we were the only people who could do it, this should be
shunned by us. For by these signs the deadly taint of vainglory will be shown to
cling to us: which we shall most easily escape if we consider that we shall not
merely lose the fruits of those labours of ours which we have performed at the
suggestion of vainglory, but that we shall also be guilty of a great sin, and
as impious persons undergo eternal punishments, inasmuch as we have wronged God
by doing for the favour of men what we ought to have done for His sake, and
are convicted by Him who knows all secrets of having preferred men to God, and
the praise of the world to the praise of the Lord.