CASSIAN'S CONFERENCES, THE FIRST CONFERENCE OF ABBOT ISAAC ON PRAYER
IX. THE FIRST CONFERENCE OF ABBOT ISAAC.
ON PRAYER.
CHAPTER I.
Introduction to the Conference.
What was promised in the second book of the Institutes(1) on continual and
unceasing perseverance in prayer, shall be by the Lord's help fulfilled by the
Conferences of this EIder, whom we will now bring forward; viz., Abbot
Isaac:(2) and when these have been propounded I think that I shall have satisfied the
commands of Pope Castor of blessed memory, and your wishes, O blessed Pope
Leontius and holy brother Helladius, and the length of the book in its earlier part
may be excused, though, in spite of our endeavour not only to compress what
had to be told into a brief discourse, but also to pass over very many points in
silence, it has been extended to a greater length than we intended. For having
commenced with a full discourse on various regulations which we have thought it
well to curtail for the sake of brevity, at the close the blessed Isaac spoke
these words.
CHAPTER II.
The words of Abbot Isaac on the nature of prayer.
The aim of every monk and the perfection of his heart tends to continual
and unbroken perseverance in prayer, and, as far as it is allowed to human
frailty, strives to acquire an immovable tranquillity of mind and a perpetual
purity, for the sake of which we seek unweariedly and constantly to practise all
bodily labours as well as contrition of spirit. And there is between these two a
sort of reciprocal and inseparable union. For just as the crown of the building
of all virtues is the perfection of prayer, so unless everything has been united
and compacted by this as its crown, it cannot possibly continue strong and
stable. For lasting and continual calmness in prayer, of which we are speaking,
cannot be secured or consummated without them, so neither can those virtues which
lay its foundations be fully gained without persistence in it. And so we shall
not be able either to treat properly of the effect of prayer, or in a rapid
discourse to penetrate to its main end, which is acquired by labouring at all
virtues, unless first all those things which for its sake must be either rejected
or secured, are singly enumerated and discussed, and, as the Parable in the
gospel teaches,(3) whatever concerns the building of that spiritual and most lofty
tower, is reckoned up and carefully considered beforehand. But yet these
things when prepared will be of no use nor allow the lofty height of perfection to
be properly placed upon them unless a clearance of all faults be first
undertaken, and the decayed and dead rubbish of the passions be dug up, and the strong
foundations of simplicity and humility be laid on the solid and (so to speak)
living soil of our breast, or rather on that rock of the gospel,(4) and by being
built in this way this tower of spiritual virtues will rise, and be able to
stand unmoved, and be raised to the utmost heights of heaven in full assurance of
its, stability. For if it rests on such foundations, then though heavy storms
of passions break over it, though mighty torrents of persecutions beat against
it like a battering ram, though a furious tempest of spiritual foes dash against
it and attack it, yet not only will no ruin overtake it, but the onslaught
will not injure it even in the slightest degree.
CHAPTER III.
How pure and sincere prayer can be gained.
And therefore in order that prayer may be offered up with that earnestness
and purity with which it ought to be, we must by all means observe these
rules. First all anxiety about carnal things must be entirely got rid of; next we
must leave no room for not merely the care but even the recollection of any
business affairs, and in like manner also must lay aside all backbitings, vain and
incessant chattering, and buffoonery; anger above all and disturbing moroseness
must be entirely destroyed, and the deadly taint of carnal lust and
covetousness be torn up by the roots. And so when these and such like faults which are
also visible to the eyes of men, are entirely removed and cut off, and when such a
purification and cleansing, as we spoke of, has first taken place, which is
brought about by pure simplicity and innocence, then first there must be laid the
secure foundations of a deep humility, which may be able to support a tower
that shall reach the sky; and next the spiritual structure of the virtues must be
built up upon them, and the soul kept free from all conversation and from
roving thoughts that thus it may by little and little begin to rise to the
contemplation of God and to spiritual insight. For whatever our mind has been thinking
of before the hour of prayer, is sure to occur to us while we are praying
through the activity of the memory. Wherefore what we want to find ourselves like
while we are praying, that we ought to prepare ourselves to be before the time
for prayer. For the mind in prayer is formed by its previous condition, and when
we are applying ourselves to prayer the images of the same actions and words
and thoughts will dance before our eyes, and make us either angry, as in Our
previous condition, or gloomy, or recall our former lust and business, or make us
shake with foolish laughter (which I am ashamed to speak of) at some silly joke,
or smile at some action, or fly back to our previous conversation. And
therefore if we do not want anything to haunt us while we are praying, we should be
careful before our prayer, to exclude it from the shrine of our heart, that we
may thus fulfill the Apostle's injunction: "Pray without ceasing;" and: "In every
place lifting up holy hands without wrath or disputing."(1) For otherwise we
shall not be able to carry out that charge unless our mind, purified from all
stains of sin, and given over to virtue as to its natural good, feed on the
continual contemplation of Almighty God.
CHAPTER IV.
Of the lightness of the soul which may be compared to a wing or feather.
For the nature of the soul is not inaptly compared to a very fine feather
or very light wing, which, if it has not been damaged or affected by being
spoilt by any moisture falling on it from without, is borne aloft almost naturally
to the heights of heaven by the lightness of its nature, and the aid of the
slightest breath: but if it is weighted by any moisture falling upon it and
penetrating into it, it will not only not be carried away by its natural lightness
into any aerial flights but will actually be borne down to the depths of earth by
the weight of the moisture it has received. So also our soul, if it is not
weighted with faults that touch it, and the cares of this world, or damaged by the
moisture of injurious lusts, will be raised as it were by the natural blessing
of its own purity and borne aloft to the heights by the light breath of
spiritual meditation; and leaving things low and earthly will be transported to those
that are heavenly and invisible. Wherefore we are well warned by the Lord's
command: "Take heed that your hearts be not weighed down by surfeiting and
drunkenness and the cares of this world."(2) And therefore if we want our prayers to
reach not only the sky, but what is beyond the sky, let us be careful to reduce
our soul, purged from all earthly faults and purified from every stain, to its
natural lightness, that so our prayer may rise to God unchecked by the weight
of any sin.
CHAPTER V.
Of the ways in which our soul is weighed down.
But we should notice the ways in which the Lord points out that the soul
is weighed down: for He did not mention adultery, or fornication, or murder, or
blasphemy, or rapine, which everybody knows to be deadly and damnable, but
surfeiting and drunkenness, and the cares or anxieties of this world: which men of
this world are so far from avoiding or considering damnable that actually some
who (I am ashamed to say) call themselves monks entangle themselves in these
very occupations as if they were harmless or useful. And though these three
things, when literally given way to weigh down the soul, and separate it from God,
and bear it down to things earthly, yet it is very easy to avoid them,
especially for us who are separated by so great a distance from all converse with this
world, and who do not on any occasion have anything to do with those visible
cares and drunkenness and surfeiting. But there is another surfeiting which is no
less dangerous, and a spiritual drunkenness which it is harder to avoid, and a
care and anxiety of this world, which often ensnares us even after the perfect
renunciation of all our goods, and abstinence from wine and all feastings and
even when we are living in solitude--and of such the prophet says: "Awake, ye
that are drunk but not with wine;"(1) and another: "Be astonished and wonder and
stagger: be drunk and not with wine: be moved, but not with drunkenness."(2)
And of this drunkenness the wine must consequently be what the prophet calls "the
fury of dragons": and from what root the wine comes you may hear: "From the
vineyard of Sodom," he says, "is their vine, and their branches from Gomorrha."
Would you also know about the fruit of that vine and the seed of that branch?
"Their grape is a grape of gall, theirs is a cluster of bitterness"(3) for unless
we are altogether cleansed from all faults and abstaining from the surfeit of
all passions, our heart will without drunkenness from wine and excess of any
feasting be weighed down by a drunkenness and surfeiting that is still more
dangerous. For that worldly cares can sometimes fall on us who mix with no actions
of this world, is clearly shown according to the rule of the Elders, who have
laid down that anything which goes beyond the necessities of daily food, and the
unavoidable needs of the flesh, belongs to worldly cares and anxieties, as for
example if, when a job bringing in a penny would satisfy the needs of our body,
we try to extend it by a longer toil and work in order to get twopence or
threepence; and when a covering of two tunics would be enough for our use both by
night and day, we manage to become the owners of three or four, or when a hut
containing one or two cells would be sufficient, in the pride of worldly ambition
and greatness we build four or five cells, and these splendidly decorated, and
larger than our needs required, thus showing the passion of worldly lusts
whenever we can.
CHAPTER VI.
Of the vision which a certain Elder saw concerning the restless work of a
brother.
And that this is not done without the prompting of devils we are taught by
the surest proofs, for when one very highly esteemed EIder was passing by the
cell of a certain brother who was suffering from this mental disease of which
we have spoken, as he was restlessly toiling in his daily occupations in
building and repairing what was unnecessary, he watched him from a distance breaking a
very hard stone with a heavy hammer, and saw a certain Ethiopian standing over
him and together with him striking the blows of the hammer with joined and
clasped hands, and urging him on with fiery incitements to diligence in the work:
and so he stood still for a long while in astonishment at the force of the
fierce demon and the deceitfulness of such an illusion. For when the brother was
worn out and tired and wanted to rest and put an end to his toil, he was
stimulated by the spirit's prompting and urged on to resume his hammer again and not to
cease from devoting himself to the work which he had begun, so that being
unweariedly supported by his incitements he did not feel the harm that so great
labour was doing him. At last then the old man, disgusted at such a horrid
mystification by a demon, turned aside to the brother's cell and saluted him, and
asked "what work is it, brother, that you are doing?" and he replied: "We are
working at this awfully hard stone, and we can hardly break it at all." Whereupon
the Elder replied: "You were right in saying 'we can,' for you were not alone,
when you were striking it, but there was another with you whom you did not see,
who was standing over you not so much to help you as urge you on with all his
force." And thus the fact that the disease of worldly vanity has not got hold of
our hearts, will be proved by no mere abstinence from those affairs which even
if we want to engage in, we cannot carry out, nor by the despising of those
matters which if we pursued them would make us remarkable in the front rank among
spiritual persons as well as among worldly men, but only when we reject with
inflexible firmness of mind whatever ministers to our power and seems to be
veiled in a show of right. And in reality these things which seem trivial and of no
consequence, and which we see to be permitted indifferently by those who belong
to our calling, none the less by their character affect the soul than those
more important things, which according to their condition usually intoxicate the
senses of worldly people and which do not allow(1) a monk to lay aside earthly
impurities and aspire to God, on whom his attention should ever be fixed; for
in his case even a slight separation from that highest good must be regarded as
present death and most dangerous destruction. And when the soul has been
established in such a peaceful condition, and has been freed from the meshes of all
carnal desires, and the purpose of the heart has been steadily fixed on that
which is the only highest good, he will then fulfil this Apostolic precept: "Pray
without ceasing;" and: "in every place lifting up holy hands without wrath and
disputing:"(2) for when by this purity (if we can say so) the thoughts of the
soul are engrossed, and are re-fashioned out of their earthly condition to bear
a spiritual and angelic likeness, whatever it receives, whatever it takes in
hand, whatever it does, the prayer will be perfectly pure and sincere.
CHAPTER VII.
A question how it is that it is harder work to preserve than to originate good
thoughts.
Germanus: If only we could keep as a lasting possession those spiritual
thoughts in the same way and with the same ease with which we generally conceive
their germs! for when they have been conceived in our hearts either through the
recollection of the Scriptures or by the memory of some spiritual actions, or
by gazing upon heavenly mysteries, they vanish all too soon and disappear by a
sort of unnoticed flight. And when our soul has discovered some other occasions
for spiritual emotions, different ones again crowd in upon us, and those which
we had grasped are scattered, and lightly fly away so that the mind retaining
no persistency, and keeping of its own power no firm hand over holy thoughts,
must be thought, even when it does seem to retain them for a while, to have
conceived them at random and not of set purpose. For how can we think that their
rise should be ascribed to our own will, if they do not last and remain with us?
But that we may not owing to the consideration of this question wander any
further from the plan of the discourse we had commenced, or delay any longer the
explanation promised of the nature of prayer, we will keep this for its own time,
and ask to be informed at once of the character of prayer, especially as the
blessed Apostle exhorts us at no time to cease from it, saying "Pray without
ceasing." And so we want to be taught first of its character, i.e., how prayer
ought always to be offered up, and then how we can secure this, whatever it is,
and practise it without ceasing. For that it cannot be done by any light purpose
of heart both daily experience and the explanation of four holiness show us, as
you have laid it down that the aim of a monk, and the height of all perfection
consist in the consummation of prayer.
CHAPTER VIII.
Of the different characters of prayer.
ISAAC: I imagine that all kinds of prayers cannot be grasped without great
purity of heart and soul and the illumination of the Holy Spirit. For there
are as many of them as there can be conditions and characters produced in one
soul or rather in all souls. And so although we know that owing to our dulness of
heart we cannot see all kinds of prayers, yet we will try to relate them in
some order, as far as our slender experience enables us to succeed. For according
to the degree of the purity to which each soul attains, and the character of
the state in which it is sunk owing to what happens to it, or is by its own
efforts renewing itself, its very prayers will each moment be altered: and therefore
it is quite clear that no one can always offer up uniform prayers. For every
one prays in one way when he is brisk, in another when he is oppressed with a
weight of sadness or despair, in another when he is invigorated by spiritual
achievements, in another when cast down by the burden of attacks, in another when
he is asking pardon for his sins, in another when he asks to obtain grace or
some virtue or else prays for the destruction of some sin, in another when he is
pricked to the heart by the thought of hell and the fear of future judgment, in
another when he is aglow with the hope and desire of good things to come, in
another when he is taken up with affairs and dangers, in another when he is in
peace and security, in another when he is enlightened by the revelation of
heavenly mysteries, and in another when he is depressed by a sense of barrenness in
virtues and dryness in feeling.
CHAPTER IX.
Of the fourfold nature of prayer.
AND therefore, when we have laid this down with regard to the character of
prayer, although not so fully as the importance of the subject requires, but
as fully as the exigencies of time permit, and at any rate as our slender
abilities admit, and our dulness of heart enables us,--a still greater difficulty now
awaits us; viz., to expound one by one the different kinds of prayer, which
the Apostle divides in a fourfold manner, when he says as follows: "I exhort
therefore first of all that supplications, prayers, intercessions, thanksgivings be
made."(1) And we cannot possibly doubt that this division was not idly made by
the Apostle. And to begin with we must investigate what is meant by
supplication, by prayer, by intercession, and by thanksgiving. Next we must inquire
whether these four kinds are to be taken in hand by him who prays all at once, i.e.,
are they all to be joined together in every prayer,--or whether they are to be
offered up in turns and one by one, as, for instance, ought at one time
supplications, at another prayers, at another intercessions, and at another
thanksgivings to be offered, or should one man present to God supplications, another
prayers, another intercessions, another thanksgivings, in accordance with that
measure of age, to which each soul is advancing by earnestness of purpose?
CHAPTER X.
Of the order of the different kinds laid down with regard to the character of
prayer.
AND so to begin with we must consider the actual force of the names and
words, and discuss what is the difference between prayer and supplication and
intercession; then in like manner we must investigate whether they are to be
offered separately or all together; and in the third place must examine whether the
particular order which is thus arranged by the Apostle's authority has anything
further to teach the hearer, or whether the distinction simply is to be taken,
and it should be considered that they were arranged by him indifferently in
such a way: a thing which seems to me utterly absurd. For one must not believe
that the Holy Spirit uttered anything casually or without reason through the
Apostle. And so we will, as the Lord grants us, consider them in the same order in
which we began.
CHAPTER XI.
Of Supplications.
"I EXHORT therefore first of all that supplications be made." Supplication
is an imploring or petition concerning sins, in which one who is sorry for his
present or past deeds asks for pardon.
CHAPTER XII.
Of Prayer.
PRAYERS are those by which we offer or vow something to God, what the
Greeks call <greek>eukh</greek>, i.e., a vow. For where we read in Greek
<greek>ias</greek> <greek>eukas</greek> <greek>mou</greek> <greek>tw</greek>
<greek>curiw</greek> <greek>apodwsw</greek>, in Latin we read: "I will pay my vows unto the
Lord;"(2) where according to the exact force of the words it may be thus
represented: "I will pay my prayers unto the Lord." And this which we find in
Ecclesiastes: "If thou vowest a vow unto the Lord do not delay to pay it," is written
in Greek likewise: <greek>ean</greek> <greek>euxh</greek> <greek>eukhn</greek>
<greek>tw</greek> <greek>curiw</greek> i.e., "If thou prayest a prayer unto
the Lord, do not delay to pay it,"(3) which will be fulfilled in this way by each
one of us. We pray, when we renounce this world and promise that being dead to
all worldly actions and the life of this world we will serve the Lord with
full purpose of heart. We pray when we promise that despising secular honours and
scorning earthly riches we will cleave to the Lord in all sorrow of heart and
humility of spirit. We pray when we promise that we will ever maintain the most
perfect purity of body and steadfast patience, or when we vow that we will
utterly root out of our heart the roots of anger or of sorrow that worketh death.
And if, enervated by sloth and returning to our former sins we fail to do this
we shall be guilty as regards our prayers and vows, and these words will apply
to us: "It is better not and not to pay," which to vow, than to vow and not to
pay can be rendered in accordance with the Greek: "It is better for thee not to
pray than to pray and not to pay."(4)
CHAPTER XIII.
Of Intercession.
IN the third place stand intercessions, which we are wont to offer up for
others also, while we are filled with fervour of spirit, making request either
for those dear to us or for the peace of the whole world, and to use the
Apostle's own phrase, we pray "for all men, for kings and all that are in
authority."(1)
CHAPTER XIV.
Of Thanksgiving.
THEN in the fourth place there stand thanksgivings which the mind in
ineffable transports offers up to God, either when it recalls God's past benefits or
when it contemplates His present ones, or when it looks forward to those great
ones in the future which God has prepared for them that love Him. And with
this purpose too sometimes we are wont to pour forth richer prayers, while, as we
gaze with pure eyes on those rewards of the saints which are laid up in store
hereafter, our spirit is stimulated to offer up unspeakable thanks to God with
boundless joy.
CHAPTER XV.
Whether these four kinds of prayers are necessary for everyone to offer all at
once or separately and in turns.
AND of these four kinds, although sometimes occasions arise for richer and
fuller prayers (for from the class of supplications which arises from sorrow
for sin, and from the kind of prayer which flows from confidence in our
offerings and the performance of our vows in accordance with a pure conscience, and
from the intercession which proceeds from fervour of love, and from the
thanksgiving which is born of the consideration of God's blessings and His greatness and
goodness, we know that oftentimes there proceed most fervent and ardent prayers
so that it is clear that all these kinds of prayer of which we have spoken are
found to be useful and needful for all men, so that in one and the same man
his changing feelings will give utterance to pure and fervent petitions now of
supplications, now of prayers, now of intercessions) yet the first seems to
belong more especially to beginners, who are still troubled by the stings and
recollection of their sins; the second to those who have already attained some
loftiness of mind in their spiritual progress and the quest of virtue; the third to
those who fulfil the completion of their vows by their works, and are so
stimulated to intercede for others also through the consideration of their weakness,
and the earnestness of their love; the fourth to those who have already torn
from their hearts the guilty thorns of conscience, and thus being now free from
care can contemplate with a pure mind the beneficence of God and His compassions,
which He has either granted in the past, or is giving in the present, or
preparing for the future, and thus are borne onward with fervent hearts to that
ardent prayer which cannot be embraced or expressed by the mouth of men. Sometimes
however the mind which is advancing to that perfect state of purity and which
is already beginning to be established in it, will take in all these at one and
the same time, and like some incomprehensible and all-devouring flame, dart
through them all and offer up to God inexpressible prayers of the purest force,
which the Spirit Itself, intervening with groanings that cannot be uttered, while
we ourselves understand not, pours forth to God, grasping at that hour and
ineffably pouring forth in its supplications things so great that they cannot be
uttered with the mouth nor even at any other time be recollected by the mind.
And thence it comes that in whatever degree any one stands, he is found sometimes
to offer up pure and devout prayers; as even in that first and lowly station
which has to do with the recollection of future judgment, he who still remains
under the punishment of terror and the fear of judgment is so smitten with
sorrow for the time being that he is filled with no less keenness of spirit from the
richness of his supplications than he who through the purity of his heart
gazes on and considers the blessings of God and is overcome with ineffable joy and
delight. For, as the Lord Himself says, he begins to love the more, who knows
that he has been forgiven the more.(2)
CHAPTER XVI.
Of the kinds of prayer to which we ought to direct ourselves.
YET we ought by advancing in life and attaining to virtue to aim rather at
those kinds of prayer which are poured forth either from the contemplation of
the good things to come or from fervour of love, or which at least, to speak
more humbly and in accordance with the measure of beginners, arise for the
acquirement of some virtue or the extinction of some fault. For otherwise we shall
not possibly attain to those sublimer kinds of supplication of which we spoke,
unless our mind has been little by little and by degrees raised through the
regular course of those intercessions.
CHAPTER XVII.
How the four kinds of supplication were originated by the Lord.
THESE four kinds of supplication the Lord Himself by His own example
vouchsafed to originate for us, so that in this too He might fulfil that which was
said of Him: "which Jesus began both to do and to teach."(1) For He made use of
the class of supplication when He said: "Father, if it be possible, let this
cup pass from me;" or this which is chanted in His Person in the Psalm: "My God,
My God, look upon Me, why hast Thou forsaken me,"(2) and others like it. It is
prayer where He says: "I have magnified Thee upon the earth, I have finished
the work which Thou gavest Me to do," and this: "And for their sakes I sanctify
Myself that they also may be sanctified in the truth."(3) It is intercession
when He says: "Father, those Whom Thou hast given me, I will that they also may be
with Me that they may see My glory which Thou hast given Me;" or at any rate
when He says: "Father, forgive them for they know not what they do."(4) It is
thanksgiving when He says: "I confess to Thee, Father, Lord of heaven and earth,
that Thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed
them unto babes. Even so, Father, for so it seemed good in Thy sight:" or at
least when He says: "Father, I thank Thee that Thou hast heard Me. But I knew that
Thou hearest Me always."(5) But though our Lord made a distinction between
these four kinds of prayers as to be offered separately and one by one according to
the scheme which we know of, yet that they can all be embraced in a perfect
prayer at one and the same time He showed by His own example in that prayer which
at the close of S. John's gospel we read that He offered up with such fulness.
From the words of which (as it is too long to repeat it all) the careful
inquirer can discover by the order of the passage that this is so. And the Apostle
also in his Epistle to the Philippians has expressed the same meaning, by
putting these four kinds of prayers in a slightly different order, and has shown that
they ought sometimes to be offered together in the fervour of a single prayer,
saying as follows: "But in everything by prayer and supplication with
thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God."(6) And by this he wanted us
especially to understand that in prayer and supplication thanksgiving ought to be
mingled with our requests.
CHAPTER XVIII.
Of the Lord's Prayer.
AND so there follows after these different kinds of supplication a still
more sublime and exalted condition which is brought about by the contemplation
of God alone and by fervent love, by which the mind, transporting and flinging
itself into love for Him, addresses God most familiarly as its own Father with a
piety of its own. And that we ought earnestly to seek after this condition the
formula of the Lord's prayer teaches us, saying "Our Father." When then we
confess with our own mouths that the God and Lord of the universe is our Father,
we profess forthwith that we have been called from our condition as slaves to
the adoption of sons, adding next "Which art in heaven," that, by shunning with
the utmost horror all lingering in this present life, which we pass upon this
earth as a pilgrimage, and what separates us by a great distance from our Father,
we may the rather hasten with all eagerness to that country where we confess
that our Father dwells, and may not allow anything of this kind, which would
make us unworthy of this our profession and the dignity of an adoption of this
kind, and so deprive us as a disgrace to our Father's inheritance, and make us
incur the wrath of His justice and severity. To which state and condition of
sonship when we have advanced, we shall forthwith be inflamed with the piety which
belongs to good sons, so that we shall bend all our energies to the advance not
of our own profit, but of our Father's glory, saying to Him: "Hallowed be Thy
name," testifying that our desire and our joy is His glory, becoming imitators
of Him who said: "He who speaketh of himself, seeketh his own glory. But He who
seeks the glory of Him who sent Him, the same is true and there is no
unrighteousness in Him."(7) Finally the chosen vessel being filled with this feeling
wished that he could be anathema from Christ(8) if only the people belonging to
Him might be increased and multiplied, and the salvation of the whole nation of
Israel accrue to the glory of His Father; for with all assurance could he wish
to die for Christ as he knew that no one perished for life. And again he says:
"We rejoice when we are weak but ye are strong."(1) And what wonder if the
chosen vessel wished to be anathema from Christ for the sake of Christ's glory and
the conversion of His own brethren and the privilege of the nation, when the
prophet Micah wished that he might be a liar and a stranger to the inspiration of
the Holy Ghost, if only the people of the Jews might escape those plagues and
the going forth into captivity which he had announced in his prophecy, saying:
"Would that I were not a man that hath the Spirit, and that I rather spoke a
lie;"(2)--to pass over that wish of the Lawgiver, who did not refuse to die
together with his brethren who were doomed to death, saying: "I beseech Thee, O Lord;
this people hath sinned a heinous sin; either forgive them this trespass, or
if Thou do not, blot me out of Thy book which Thou hast written."(3) But where
it is said "Hallowed be Thy name," it may also be very fairly taken in this way:
"The hallowing of God is our perfection." And so when we say to Him" Hallowed
be Thy name" we say in other words, make us, O Father, such that we maybe able
both to understand and take in what the hallowing of Thee is, or at any rite
that Thou mayest be seen to be hallowed in our spiritual converse. And this is
effectually fulfilled in our case when "men see our good works, and glorify our
Father Which is in heaven."(4)
CHAPTER XIX.
Of the clause "Thy kingdom come."
THE second petition of the pure heart desires that the kingdom of its
Father may come at once; viz., either that whereby Christ reigns day by day in the
saints (which comes to pass when the devil's rule is cast out of our hearts by
the destruction of foul sins, and God begins to hold sway over us by the sweet
odour of virtues, and, fornication being overcome, charity reigns in our hearts
together with tranquillity, when rage is conquered; and humility, when pride
is trampled under foot) or else that which is promised in due time to all who
are perfect, and to all the sons of God, when it will be said to them by Christ:
"Come ye blessed of My Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the
foundation of the world;"(5) (as the heart) with fixed and steadfast gaze, so to
speak, yearns and longs for it and says to Him "Thy kingdom come." For it knows
by the witness of its own conscience that when He shall appear, it will
presently share His lot. For no guilty person would dare either to say or to wish for
this, for no one would want to face the tribunal of the Judge, who knew that
at His coming he would forthwith receive not the prize or reward of his merits
but only punishment.
CHAPTER XX.
Of the clause "Thy will be done."
THE third petition is that of sons: "Thy will be done as in heaven so on
earth." There can now be no grander prayer than to wish that earthly things may
be made equal with things heavenly: for what else is it to say "Thy will be
done as in heaven so on earth," than to ask that men may be like angels and that
as God's will is ever fulfilled by them in heaven, so also all those who are on
earth may do not their own but His will? This too no one could say from the
heart but only one who believed that God disposes for our good all things which
are seen, whether fortunate or unfortunate, and that He is more careful and
provident for our good and salvation than we ourselves are for ourselves. Or at any
rate it may be taken in this way: The will of God is the salvation of all men,
according to these words of the blessed Paul: "Who willeth all men to be saved
and to come to the knowledge of the truth."(6) Of which will also the prophet
Isaiah says in the Person of God the Father: "And all Thy will shall be
done."(7) When we say then "Thy will be done as in heaven so on earth," we pray in
other words for this; viz., that as those who are in heaven, so also may all those
who dwell on earth be saved, O Father, by the knowledge of Thee.
CHAPTER XXI.
Of our supersubstantial or daily bread.
NEXT: "Give us this day our bread which is <greek>epiousion</greek>,"
i.e., "supersubstantial," which another Evangelist calls "daily."(8) The former
indicates the quality of its nobility and substance, in virtue of which it is
above all substances and the loftiness of its grandeur and holiness exceeds all
creatures, while the latter intimates the purpose of its use and value. For where
it says "daily" it shows that without it we cannot live a spiritual life for a
single day. Where it says "today" it shows that it must be received daily and
that yesterday's supply of it is not enough, but at it must be given to us today
also in like manner. And our daily need of it suggests to us that we ought at
all times to offer up this prayer, because there is no day on which we have no
need to strengthen the heart of our inner man, by eating and receiving it,
although the expression used, "today" may be taken to apply to his present life,
i.e., while we are living in this world supply us with this bread. For we know
that it will be given to those who deserve it by Thee hereafter, but we ask that
Thou wouldest grant it to us today, because unless it has been vouchsafed to a
man to receive it in this life he will never be partaker of it in that.
CHAPTER XXII.
Of the clause: "Forgive us our debts, etc."
"AND forgive us our debts as we also forgive our debtors." O unspeakable
mercy of God, which has not only given us a form of prayer and taught us a
system of life acceptable to Him, and by the requirements of the form given, in
which He charged us always to pray, has torn up the roots of both anger and sorrow,
but also gives to those who pray an opportunity and reveals to them a way by
which they may move a merciful and kindly judgment of God to be pronounced over
them and which somehow gives us a power by which we can moderate the sentence
of our Judge, drawing Him to forgive our offences by the example of our
forgiveness: when we say to Him: "Forgive us as we also forgive." And so without
anxiety and in confidence from this prayer a man may ask for pardon of his own
offences, if he has been forgiving towards his own debtors, and not towards those of
his Lord. For some of us, which is very bad, are inclined to show ourselves
calm and most merciful in regard to those things which are done to God's
detriment, however great the crimes may be, but to be found most hard and inexorable
exactors of debts to ourselves even in the case of the most trifling wrongs.
Whoever then does not from his heart forgive his brother who has offended him, by
this prayer calls down upon himself not forgiveness but [condemnation, and by his
own profession asks that he himself may be judged more severely, saying:
Forgive me as I also have forgiven. And if he is repaid according to his own
request, what else will follow but that he will be punished after his own example with
implacable wrath and a sentence that cannot be remitted? And so if we want to
be judged mercifully, we ought also to be merciful towards those who have
sinned against us. For only so much will be remitted to us, as we have remitted to
those who have injured us however spitefully. And some dreading this, when this
prayer is chanted by all the people in church, silently omit this clause, for
fear lest they may seem by their own utterance to bind themselves rather than to
excuse themselves, as they do not understand that it is in vain that they try
to offer these quibbles to the Judge of all men, who has willed to show us
beforehand how He will judge His suppliants. For as He does not wish to be found
harsh and inexorable towards them, He has marked out the manner of His judgment,
that just as we desire to be judged by Him, so we should also judge our
brethren, if they have wronged us in anything, for "he shall have judgment without
mercy who hath shown no mercy."(1)
CHAPTER XXIII.
Of the clause: "Lead us not into temptation."
NEXT there follows: "And lead us not into temptation," on which there
arises no unimportant question, for if we pray that we may not be suffered to be
tempted, how then will our power of endurance be proved, according to this text:
"Every one who is not tempted is not proved;"(2) and again: "Blessed is the man
that endureth temptation?"(3) The clause then, "Lead us not into temptation,"
does not mean this; viz., do not permit us ever to be tempted, but do not
permit us when we fall into temptation to be overcome. For Job was tempted, but was
not led into temptation. For he did not ascribe folly to God nor blasphemy, nor
with impious mouth did he yield to that wish of the tempter toward which he
was drawn. Abraham was tempted, Joseph was tempted, but neither of them was led
into temptation for neither of them yielded his consent to the tempter. Next
there follows: "But deliver us from evil," i.e., do not suffer us to be tempted by
the devil above that we are able, but "make with the temptation a way also of
escape that we may be able to bear it."(1)
CHAPTER XXIV.
How we ought not to ask for other things, except only those which are
contained in the limits of the Lord's Prayer.
YOU see then what is the method and form of prayer proposed to us by the
Judge Himself, who is to be prayed to by it, a form in which there is contained
no petition for riches, no thought of honours, no request for power and might,
no mention of bodily health and of temporal life. For He who is the Author of
Eternity would have men ask of Him nothing uncertain, nothing paltry, and
nothing temporal. And so a man will offer the greatest insult to His Majesty and
Bounty, if he leaves on one side these eternal petitions and chooses rather to ask
of Him something transitory and uncertain; and will also incur the indignation
rather than the propitiation of the Judge by the pettiness of his prayer.
CHAPTER XXV.
Of the character of the sublimer prayer.
THIS prayer then though it seems to contain all the fulness of perfection,
as being what was originated and appointed by the Lord's own authority, yet
lifts those to whom it belongs to that still higher condition of which we spoke
above, and carries them on by a loftier stage to that ardent prayer which is
known and tried by but very few, and which to speak more truly is ineffable; which
transcends all human thoughts, and is distinguished, I will not say by any
sound of the voice, but by no movement of the tongue, or utterance of words, but
which the mind enlightened by the infusion of that heavenly light describes in
no human and confined language, but pours forth richly as from copious fountain
in an accumulation of thoughts, and ineffably utters to God, expressing in the
shortest possible space of time such great things that the mind when it returns
to its usual condition cannot easily utter or relate. And this condition our
Lord also similarly prefigured by the form of those supplications which, when he
retired alone in the mountain He is said to have poured forth in silence, and
when being in an agony of prayer He shed forth even drops of blood, as an
example of a purpose which it is hard to imitate.
CHAPTER XXVI.
Of the different causes of conviction.
But who is able, with whatever experience he may be endowed, to give a
sufficient account of the varieties and reasons and grounds of conviction, by
which the mind is inflamed and set on fire and incited to pure and most fervent
prayers? And of these we will now by way of specimen set forth a few, as far as we
can by God's enlightenment recollect them. For sometimes a verse of any one of
the Psalms gives us an occasion of ardent prayer while we are singing.
Sometimes the harmonious modulation of a brother's voice stirs up the minds of
dullards to intense supplication. We know also that the enunciation and the reverence
of the chanter adds greatly to the fervour of those who stand by. Moreover the
exhortation of a perfect man, and a spiritual conference has often raised the
affections of those present to the richest prayer. We know too that by the death
of a brother or some one dear to us, we are no less carried away to full
conviction. The recollection also of our coldness and carelessness has sometimes
aroused in us a healthful fervour of spirit. And in this way no one can doubt that
numberless opportunities are not wanting, by which through God's grace the
coldness and sleepiness of our minds can be shaken off.
CHAPTER XXVII.
Of the different sorts of conviction.
BUT how and in what way those very convictions are produced from the
inmost recesses of the soul it is no less difficult to trace out. For often through
some inexpressible delight and keenness of spirit the fruit of a most salutary
conviction arises so that it actually breaks forth into shouts owing to the
greatness of its incontrollable joy; and the delight of the heart and greatness of
exultation makes itself heard even in the cell of a neighbour. But sometimes
the mind hides itself in complete silence within the secrets of a profound
quiet, so that the amazement of a sudden illumination chokes all sounds of words and
the overawed spirit either keeps all its feelings to itself or loses(2) them
and pours forth its desires to God with groanings that cannot be uttered. But
sometimes it is filled with such overwhelming conviction and grief that it cannot
express it except by floods of tears.
CHAPTER XXVIII.
A question about the fact that a plentiful supply of tears is not in our own
power.
GERMANUS: My own poor self indeed is not altogether ignorant of this
feeling of conviction. For often when tears arise at the recollection of my faults,
I have been by the Lord's visitation so refreshed by this ineffable joy which
you describe that the greatness of the joy has assured me that I ought not to
despair of their forgiveness. Than which state of mind I think there is nothing
more sublime if only it could be recalled at our own will. For sometimes when I
am desirous to stir myself up with all my power to the same conviction and
tears, and place before my eyes all my faults and sins, I am unable to bring back
that copiousness of tears, and so my eyes are dry and hard like some hardest
flint, so that not a single tear trickles from them. And so in proportion as I
congratulate myself on that copiousness of tears, just so do I mourn that I cannot
bring it back again whenever I wish.
CHAPTER XXIX.
The answer on the varieties of conviction which spring from tears.
ISAAC: Not every kind of shedding of tears is produced by one feeling or
one virtue. For in one way does that weeping originate which is caused by the
pricks of our sins smiting our heart, of which we read: "I have laboured in my
groanings, every night I will wash my bed; I will water my couch with my
tears."(1) And again: "Let tears run down like a torrent day and night: give thyself no
rest, and let not the apple of thine eye cease."(2) In another, that which
arises from the contemplation of eternal good things and the desire of that future
glory, owing to which even richer well-springs of tears burst forth from
uncontrollable delights and boundless exultation, while our soul is athirst for the
mighty Living God, saying, "When shall I come and appear before the presence of
God? My tears have been my meat day and night,"(3) declaring with daily crying
and lamentation: "Woe is me that my sojourning is prolonged;" and: "Too long
hath my soul been a sojourner."(4) In another way do the tears flow forth, which
without any conscience of deadly sin, yet still proceed from the fear of hell
and the recollection of It hat terrible judgment, with the terror of which the
prophet was smitten and prayed to God, saying: "Enter not into judgment with
Thy servant, for in Thy sight shall no man living be justified."(5) There is too
another kind of tears, which are caused not by knowledge of one's self but by
the hardness and sins of others; whereby Samuel is described as having wept for
Saul, and both the Lord in the gospel and Jeremiah in former days for the city
of Jerusalem, the latter thus saying: "Oh, that my head were water and mine
eyes a fountain of tears! And I will weep day and night for the slain of the
daughter of my people."(6) Or also such as were those tears of which we hear m the
hundred and first Psalm: "For I have eaten ashes for my bread, and mingled my
cup with weeping."(7) And these were certainty not caused by the same feeling as
those which arise in the sixth Psalm from the person of the penitent, but were
due to the anxieties of this life and its distresses and losses, by which the
righteous who are living in this world are oppressed. And this is clearly shown
not only by the words of the Psalm itself, but also by its title, which runs as
follows in the character of that poor person of whom it is said in the gospel
that "blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven:"(8)
"A prayer of the poor when he was in distress and poured forth his prayer to
God."(9)
CHAPTER XXX.
How tears ought not to be squeezed out, when they do not flow spontaneously.
FROM these tears those are vastly different which are squeezed out from
dry eyes while the heart is hard: and although we cannot believe that these are
altogether fruitless (for the attempt to shed them is made with a good
intention, especially by those who have not yet been able to attain to perfect knowledge
or to be thoroughly cleansed from the stains of past or present sins), yet
certainly the flow of tears ought not to be thus forced out by those who have
already advanced to the love of virtue, nor should the weeping of the outward man
be with great labour attempted, as even if it is produced it will never attain
the rich copiousness of spontaneous tears. For it will rather cast down the soul
of the suppliant by his endeavours, and humiliate him, and plunge him in human
affairs and draw him away from the celestial heights, wherein the awed mind of
one who prays should be steadfastly fixed, and will force it to relax its hold
on its prayers and grow sick from barren and forced tears.
CHAPTER XXXI.
The opinion of Abbot Antony on the condition of prayer.
AND that you may see the character of true prayer I will give you not my
own opinion but that of the blessed Antony: whom we have known sometimes to have
been so persistent in prayer that often as he was praying in a transport of
mind, when the sunrise began to appear, we have heard him in the fervour of his
spirit declaiming: Why do you hinder me, 0 sun, who art arising for this very
purpose; viz., to withdraw me from the brightness of this true light? And his
also is this heavenly and more than human utterance on the end of prayer: That is
not, said he, a perfect prayer, wherein a monk understands himself and the
words which he prays. And if we too, as far as our slender ability allows, may
venture to add anything to this splendid utterance, we will bring forward the marks
of prayer which are heard from the Lord, as far as we have tried them.
CHAPTER XXXII.
Of the proof of prayer being heard.
WHEN, while we are praying, no hesitation intervenes and breaks down the.
confidence of our petition by a sort of despair, but we feel that by pouring
forth our prayer we have obtained what we are asking for, we have no doubt that
our prayers have effectually reached God. For so far will one be heard and
obtain an answer, as he believes that he is regarded by God, and that God can grant
it. For this saying of our Lord cannot be retracted: "Whatsoever ye ask when ye
pray, believe that you shall receive, and they shall come to you."(1)
CHAPTER XXXIII.
An objection that the confidence of being thus heard as described belongs only
to saints.
GERMANUS: We certainly believe that this confidence of being heard flows
from purity of conscience, but for us, whose heart is still smitten by the
pricks of sins, how can we have it, as we have no merits to plead for us, whereby we
might confidently presume that our prayers would be heard?
CHAPTER XXXIV.
Answer on the different reasons for prayer being heard.
ISAAC: That there are different reasons for prayer being heard in
accordance with the varied and changing condition of souls the words of the gospels and
of the prophets teach us. For you have the fruits of an answer pointed out by
our Lord's words in the case of the agreement of two persons; as it is said:
"If two of you shall agree upon earth touching anything for which they shall ask,
it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven."(2) You have
another in the fulness of faith, which is compared to a grain of mustard-seed. "For,"
He says, "if you have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this
mountain: Be thou removed, and it shall be removed; and nothing shall be
impossible to you."(3) You have it in continuance in prayer, which the Lord s words
call, by reason of unwearied perseverance in petitioning, importunity: "For,
verily, I say unto you that if not because of his friendship, yet because of his
importunity he will rise and give him as much as he needs."(4) You have it in
the fruits of almsgiving: "Shut up alms in the heart of the poor and it shall
pray for thee in the time of tribulation."(5) You have it in the purifying of
life and in works of mercy, as it is said: "Loose the bands of wickedness, undo
the bundles that oppress;" and after a few words in which the barrenness of an
unfruitful fast is rebuked, "then," he says, "thou shall call and the Lord shall
hear thee; thou shalt cry, and He shall say, Here am I."(6) Sometimes also
excess of trouble causes it to be heard, as it is said: "When I was in trouble I
called unto the Lord, and He heard me;"(7) and again: "Afflict not the stranger
for if he crieth unto Me, I will hear him, for I am merciful." (8) You see then
in how many ways the gift of an answer may be obtained, so that no one need be
crushed by the despair of his conscience for securing those things which are
salutary and eternal. For if in contemplating our wretchedness I admit that we
are utterly destitute of all those virtues which we mentioned above, and that we
have neither that laudable agreement of two persons, nor that faith which is
compared to a grain of mustard seed, nor those works of piety which the prophet
describes, surely we cannot be without that importunity which He supplies to all
who desire it, owing to which alone the Lord promises that He will give
whatever He has been prayed to give. And therefore we ought without unbelieving
hesitation to persevere, and not to have the least doubt that by continuing in them
we shall obtain all those things which we have asked according to the mind of
God. For the Lord, in His desire to grant what is heavenly and eternal, urges us
to constrain Him as it were by our importunity, as He not only does not
despise or reject the importunate, but actually welcomes and praises them, and most
graciously promises to grant whatever they have perseveringly hoped for; saying,
"Ask and ye shall receive: seek and ye shall find: knock and it shall be
opened unto you. For every one that asketh receiveth, and he that seeketh findeth,
and to him that knocketh it shall be opened;"(1) and again: "All things
whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer believing ye shall receive, and nothing shall be
impossible to you."(2) And therefore even if all the grounds for being heard which
we have mentioned are altogether wanting, at any rate the earnestness of
importunity may animate us, as this is placed in the power of any one who wills
without the difficulties of any merits or labours. But let not any suppliant doubt
that he certainly will not be heard, so long as he doubts whether he is heard.
But that this also shall be sought from the Lord unweariedly, we are taught by
the example of the blessed Daniel, as, though he was heard from the first day on
which he began to pray, he only obtained the result of his petition after one
and twenty days.(3) Wherefore we also ought not to grow slack in the
earnestness of the prayers we have begun, if we fancy that the answer comes but slowly,
for fear lest perhaps the gift of the answer be in God's providence delayed, or
the angel, who was to bring the Divine blessing to us, may when he comes forth
from the Presence of the Almighty be hindered by the resistance of the devil,
as it is certain that he cannot transmit and bring to us the desired boon, if he
finds that we slack off from the earnestness of the petition made. And this
would certainly have happened to the above mentioned prophet unless he had with
incomparable steadfastness prolonged and persevered in his prayers until the
twenty-first day. Let us then not be at all cast down by despair from the
confidence of this faith of ours, even when we fancy that we are far from having
obtained what we prayed for, and let us not have any doubts about the Lord's promise
where He says: "All things, whatsoever ye shall ask m prayer believing, ye
shall receive."(4) For it is well for us to consider this saying of the blessed
Evangelist John, by which the ambiguity of this question is clearly solved: "This
is," he says, "the confidence which we have in Him, that whatsoever we ask
according to His will, He heareth us."(5) He bids us then have a full and
undoubting confidence of the answer only in those things which are not for our own
advantage or for temporal comforts, but are in conformity to the Lord's will. And we
are also taught to put this into our prayers by the Lord's Prayer, where we
say "Thy will be done,"--Thine not ours. For if we also remember these words of
the Apostle that "we know not what to pray for as we ought"(6) we shall see that
we sometimes ask for things opposed to our salvation and that we are most
providentially refused our requests by Him who sees what is good for us with
greater right and truth than we can. And it is clear that this also happened to the
teacher of the Gentiles when he prayed that the messenger of Satan who had been
for his good allowed by the Lord's will to buffet him, might be removed,
saying: "For which I besought the Lord thrice that he might depart from me. And He
said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee, for strength is made perfect in
weakness."(7) And this feeling even our Lord expressed when He prayed in the
character(8) of man which He had taken, that He might give us a form of prayer as
other things also by His example; saying thus: "Father, if it be possible, let
this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will but as Thou wilt,"(9) though
certainly His will was not discordant with His Father's will, "For He had come
to save what was lost and to give His life a ransom for many;"(10) as He Himself
says: "No man taketh my life from Me, but I lay it down of Myself. I have
power to lay it down and I have power to take it again."(11) In which character
there is in the thirty-ninth Psalm the following sung by the blessed David, of the
Unity of will which He ever maintained with the Father: "To do Thy will: O My
God, I am willing."(12) For even if we read of the Father: "For God so loved
the world that He gave His only begotten Son,"(1) we find none the less of the
Son: "Who gave Himself for our sins."(2) And as it is said of the One: "Who
spared not His own Son, but gave Him for all of us,"(3) so it is written of the
other: "He was offered because He Himself willed it."(4) And it is shown that the
will of the Father and of the Son is in all things one, so that even in the
actual mystery of the Lord's resurrection we are taught that there was no discord
of operation. For just as the blessed Apostle declares that the Father brought
about the resurrection of His body, saying: "And God the Father, who raised Him
from the dead,"(5) so also the Son testifies that He Himself will raise again
the Temple of His body, saying: "Destroy this temple, and in three days I will
raise it up again."(6) And therefore we being instructed by all these examples
of our Lord which have been enumerated ought to end our supplications also with
the same prayer, and always to subjoin this clause to all our petitions:
"Nevertheless not as I will, but as Thou wilt."(7) But it is clear enough that one
who does not(8) pray with attention of mind cannot observe that threefold
reverence(9) which is usually practised in the assemblies of the brethren at the close
of service.
CHAPTER XXXV.
Of prayer to be offered within the chamber and with the door shut.
BEFORE all things however we ought most carefully to observe the Evangelic
precept, which tells us to enter into our chamber and shut the door and pray
to our Father, which may be fulfilled by us as follows: We pray within our
chamber, when removing our hearts inwardly from the din of all thoughts and
anxieties, we disclose our prayers in secret and in closest intercourse to the Lord. We
pray with closed doors when with closed lips and complete silence we pray to
the searcher not of words but of hearts. We pray in secret when from the heart
and fervent mind we disclose our petitions to God alone, so that no hostile
powers are even able to discover the character of our petition. Wherefore we should
pray in complete silence, not only to avoid distracting the brethren standing
near by our whispers or louder utterances, and disturbing the thoughts of those
who are praying, but also that the purport of our petition may be concealed
from our enemies who are especially on the watch against us while we are praying.
For so we shall fulfil this injunction. "Keep the doors of thy mouth from her
who sleepeth in thy bosom."(10)
CHAPTER XXXVI.
Of the value of short and silent prayer.
WHEREFORE we ought to pray often but briefly, lest if we are long about it
our crafty foe may succeed in implanting something in our heart. For that is
the true sacrifice, as "the sacrifice of God is a broken spirit." This is the
salutary offering, these are pure drink offerings, that is the "sacrifice of
righteousness," the "sacrifice of praise," these are true and fat victims,
"holocausts full of marrow," which are offered by contrite and humble hearts, and which
those who practise this control and fervour of spirit, of which we have
spoken, with effectual power can sing: "Let my prayer be set forth in Thy sight as
the incense: let the lifting up of my hands be an evening sacrifice."(11) But the
approach of the right hour and of night warns us that we ought with fitting
devotion to do this very thing, of which, as our slender ability allowed, we seem
to have propounded a great deal, and to have prolonged our conference
considerably, though we believe that we have discoursed very little when the
magnificence and difficulty of the subject are taken into account.
With these words of the holy Isaac we were dazzled rather than satisfied,
and after evening service had been held, rested our limbs for a short time, and
intending at the first dawn again to return under promise of a fuller
discussion departed, rejoicing over the acquisition of these precepts as well as over
the assurance of his promises. Since we felt that though the excellence of
prayer had been shown to us, still we had not yet understood from his discourse its
nature, and the power by which continuance in it might be gained and kept.