THE SECOND PART OF THE CONFERENCES OF JOHN CASSIAN, THE SECOND CONFERENCE OF
ABBOT JOSEPH ON MAKING PROMISES
XVII. THE SECOND CONFERENCE OF ABBOT JOSEPH.
ON MAKING PROMISES.
CHAPTER I.
Of the vigils which we endured.
WHEN then he previous Conference was ended, and the intervening silence of
night as well, as we had been conducted by the holy Abbot Joseph to a separate
cell for the sake of quiet, but had passed the whole night without sleep
(since owing to his words a fire was raging in our hearts), we came forth from the
cell and retired about a hundred yards from it and sat down in a secluded spot.
And so as an opportunity was given by the shades of night for secret and
familiar converse together, as we sat there Abbot Germanus groaned heavily.
CHAPTER II.
Of the anxiety of Abbot Germanus at the recollection of our promise.
WHAT are we doing? said he. For we see that we are involved in a great
difficulty and are in an evil plight, as reason itself and the life of the saints
is effectually teaching us what is the best thing for our progress in the
spiritual life, and yet our promise given to the Elders does not allow us to choose
what is helpful. For we might, by the examples of such great men, be formed for
a more perfect life and aim, were it not that the terms of our promise
compelled us to return at once to the monastery. But if we return thither, we shall
never get another chance of coming here again. But if we stay here and choose to
carry out our wishes, what becomes of the faith of the oath which we are aware
that we gave to our Elders promising a speedy return; that we might be allowed
to make a hasty round of the monasteries and saints of this province? And when
in this state of tumult we could not make up our minds what we ought to decide
on the state of our salvation we simply testified by our groans the hard fate
of our condition, upbraiding the audacity of our impudence, and yet hating the
shame which was natural to us, weighed down by which we could not in any other
way resist the prayers of those who kept us back against our profit and purpose,
except by the promise of a speedy return, as we wept indeed that we laboured
under the fault of that shame, of which it is said "There is a shame that
bringeth sin."(2)
CHAPTER III.
My ideas on this subject.
THEN I replied: The counsel or rather the authority of the EIder to whom
we ought to refer our anxieties would make a short way out of our difficulties,
and whatever is decided by his verdict, may, like a divine and heavenly reply,
put an end to all our troubles. And we need not have any doubt of what is given
to us by the Lord through the lips of this EIder, both for the sake of his
merits and for our own faith. For by His gift believers have often obtained saving
counsel from unworthy people, and unbelievers from saints, as the Lord grants
this either on account of the merit of those who answer, or on account of the
faith of those who ask advice. And so the holy Abbot Germanus caught eagerly at
these words as if I had uttered them not of myself but at the prompting of the
Lord, and when we had waited a little for the coming of the Elder and the
approaching hour of the nocturnal service, after we had welcomed him with the usual
greeting and finished reciting the right number of Psalms and prayers, we sat
down again as usual on the same mats on which we had settled ourselves to sleep.
CHAPTER IV.
Abbot Joseph's question and our answer on the origin of our anxiety.
THEN the venerable Joseph saw that we were in rather low spirits, and,
guessing that this was not the case without reason, addressed us in these words of
the patriarch Joseph: "Why are your faces sad today?"(1) to whom we answered:
We are not like those bond slaves of Pharaoh who have seen a dream and there is
none to interpret it, but I admit that we have passed a sleepless night and
there is no one to lighten the weight of our troubles unless the Lord may remove
them by your wisdom. Then he, who recalled the excellence of the patriarch both
by his merits and name, said: Does not the cure of man's perplexities come
from the Lord? Let them be brought forward: for the Divine Compassion is able to
give a remedy for them by means of our advice according to your faith.
CHAPTER V.
The explanation of Abbot Germanus why we wanted to stay in Egypt, and were
drawn back to Syria.
TO THIS GERMANUS: We used to think, said he, that we should go back to
our monastery abundantly filled not only with spiritual joy but also with what is
profitable by the sight of your holiness, and that after our return we should
follow, though with but a feeble rivalry, what we had learnt from your
teaching. For this our love for our Elders led us to promise them, while we fancied
that we could in some degree follow in that monastery your sublime life and
doctrine. Wherefore as we thought that by this means all joy would be bestowed upon
us, so on the other hand we are overwhelmed with intolerable grief, as we find
that we cannot possibly obtain in this way what we know to be good for us. On
both sides then we are now hemmed in. For if we want to keep our promise which we
made in the presence of all the brethren in the cave where our Lord Himself
shone forth from His chamber in the Virgin's womb,(2) and which He Himself
witnessed, we shall incur the greatest loss in our spiritual life. But if we ignore
our promise and stay in this district, and choose to consider that oath of ours
as of less importance than our perfection, we are afraid of the awful dangers
of falsehood and perjury. But not even by this plan can we lighten our burdens;
viz., by fulfilling the terms of our oath by a very hasty return, and then
coming back again as quickly as possible to these parts. For although even a small
delay is dangerous and hurtful for those who are aiming at goodness and advance
in spiritual things, yet still we would keep our faith and promise, though by
an unwilling return, were it not that we felt sure that we should be so
tightly bound down both by the authority and also by the love of the Elders, that we
should henceforth have no opportunity at all to come back again to this place.
CHAPTER VI.
Abbot Joseph's question whether we got more good in Egypt than in Syria.
TO this the blessed Joseph, after a short silence: Are you sure, said he,
that you can get more profit in spiritual matters in this country?
CHAPTER VII.
The answer on the difference of customs in the two countries.
GERMANUS: Although we ought to be most grateful for the teaching of those
men who taught us from our youth up to attempt great things, and, by giving us
a taste of their excellence, implanted in our hearts a splendid thirst for
perfection, yet if any reliance is to be placed on our judgment, we cannot draw any
comparison between these customs and those which we learnt there, so as to
hold our tongues about the inimitable purity of your life, which we believe is
granted to you not only owing to the concentration of your mind and aim, but also
owing to the aid and assistance of the place itself. Wherefore we do not doubt
that for the following of your grand perfection this instruction which is given
to us is not enough by itself, unless we have also the help of the life, and a
long course of instruction somewhat dissolves the coldness of our heart by
daily training.
CHAPTER VIII.
How those who are perfect ought not to make any promisesabsolutely, and
whether decisions can be reversed without sin.
JOSEPH: It is good indeed and right and altogether in accordance with our
profession, for us effectually to perform what we decided to do in the case of
any promise. Wherefore a monk ought not to make any promise hastily, lest he
may be forced to do what he incautiously promised, or if he is kept back by
consideration of a sounder view, appear as a breaker of his promise. But because at
the present moment our purpose is to treat not so much of a state of health as
of the cure of sickness we must with salutary counsel consider not what you
ought to have done in the first instance, but how you can escape from the rocks of
this perilous shipwreck. When then no chains impede us and no conditions
restrict us, in the case of a comparison of good things, if a choice is proposed,
that which is most advantageous should be preferred: but when some detriment and
loss stands in the way, in a comparison of things to our hurt, that should be
sought which exposes us to the smallest loss. Further, as your assertion shows,
when your heedless promise has brought you to this state that in either case
some serious loss and inconvenience must result to you, the will in choosing
should incline to that side which involves a loss that is more tolerable, or can be
more easily made up for by the remedy of making amends. If then you think that
you will get more good for your spirit by staying here than what accrued to
you from your life in that monastery, and that the terms of your promise cannot
be fulfilled without the loss of great good, it is better for you to undergo the
loss from a falsehood and an unfulfilled promise (as it is done once for all,
and need not any longer be repeated or be the cause of other sins) than for you
to incur that loss, through which you say that your state of life would become
colder, and which would affect you with a daily and unceasing injury. For a
careless promise is changed in such a way that it may be pardoned or indeed
praised, if it is turned into a better path, nor need we take it as a failure in
consistency, but as a correction of rashness, whenever a promise that was faulty
is corrected. And all this may be proved by most certain witness from Scripture,
that for many the fulfilment of their promise has led to death, and on the
other hand that for many it has been good and profitable to have refused it.
CHAPTER IX.
How it is often better to break one's engagements than to fulfil them.
AND both these points are very clearly shown by the cases of S. Peter the
Apostle and Herod. For the former, because he departed from his expressed
determination which he had as it were confirmed with an oath saying "Thou shalt
never wash my feet,"(1) gained an immortal partnership with Christ, whereas he
would certainly have been cut off from the grace of this blessedness, if he had
clung obstinately to his word. But the latter, by clinging to the pledge of his
ill-considered oath, became the bloody murderer of the Lord's forerunner, and
through the vain fear of perjury plunged himself into condemnation and the
punishment of everlasting death. In everything then we must consider the end, and
must according to it direct our course and aim, and if when some wiser counsel
supervenes, we see it diverging to the worse part, it is better to discard the
unsuitable arrangement, and to come to a better mind rather than to cling
obstinately to our engagements and so become involved in worse sins.
CHAPTER X.
Our question about our fear of the oath which we gave in the monastery in
Syria.
GERMANUS: In so far as it concerns our desire, which we undertook to carry
out for the sake of spiritual profit, we were hoping to be edified by
continual intercourse with you. For if we were to return to our monastery it is certain
that we should not only fail of so sublime a purpose, but that we should also
suffer grievous loss from the mediocrity of the manner of life there. But that
command of the gospel frightens us terribly: "Let your speech be yea, yea, nay,
nay: but whatsoever is more than these, is from the evil one."(1) For we hold
that we cannot compensate for transgressing so important a command by any
righteousness, nor can that finally turn out well which has once been started with a
bad beginning.
CHAPTER XI.
The answer that we must take into account the purpose of the doer rather than
the execution of the business.
JOSEPH: In every case, as we said, we must look not at the progress of the
work but at the intention of the worker, nor must we inquire to begin with
what a man has done, but with what purpose, so that we may find that some have
been condemned for those deeds from which good has afterwards arisen, and on the
other hand that some have arrived by means of acts in themselves reprehensible
at the height of righteousness. And in the case of the former the good result
of their actions was of no avail to them as they took the matter in and with an
evil purpose, and wanted to bring about--not the good which actually resulted,
but something of the opposite character; nor was the bad beginning injurious to
the latter, as he put up with the necessity of a blameworthy start; not out of
disregard for God, or with the purpose of doing wrong, but with an eye to a
needful and holy end.
CHAPTER XII.
How a fortunate issue will be of no avail to evil doers, while bad deeds will
not injure good men.
AND that we may make these statements clear by instances from Holy
Scripture, what could be brought about that was more salutary and more to the good of
the whole world, than the saving remedy of the Lord's Passion? And yet it was
not only of no advantage, but was actually to the disadvantage of the traitor by
whose means it is shown to have been brought about, so that it is absolutely
said of him: "It were good for that man if he had never been born."(2) For the
fruits of his labour will not be repaid to him according to the actual result,
but according to what he wanted to do, and believed that he would accomplish.
And again, what could there be more culpable than craft and deceit shown even to
a stranger, not to mention one's brother and father? And yet the patriarch
Jacob not only met with no condemnation or blame for such things but was actually
dowered with the everlasting heritage of the blessing. And not without reason,
for the last mentioned desired the blessing destined for the first-born not out
of a greedy desire for present gain but because of his faith in everlasting
sanctification; while the former (Judas) delivered the Redeemer of all to death,
not for the sake of man's salvation, but from the sin of covetousness. And
therefore in each case the fruits of their action are reckoned according to the
intention of the mind and purpose of the will, according to which the object of
the one was not to work fraud, nor was that of the other to work salvation. For
justly is there repayment to each man as the recompense of reward, for what he
conceived in the first instance in his mind, and not for what resulted from it
either well or badly, against the wish of the worker. And so the most just Judge
regarded him who ventured on such a falsehood as excusable and indeed worthy
of praise, because without it he could not secure the blessing of the
first-born; and that should not be reckoned as a sin, which arose from desire of the
blessing. Otherwise the aforesaid patriarch would have been not only unfair to his
brother, but also a cheat of his father and a blasphemer, if there had been any
other way by which he could secure the gift of that blessing, and he had
preferred to follow this which would damage and injure his brother. You see then
that with God the inquiry is not into the carrying out of the act, but into the
purpose of the mind. With this preparation then for a return to the question
proposed (for which all this has been premised) I want you first to tell me for
what reason you bound yourselves in the fetters of that promise.
CHAPTER XIII.
Our answer as to the reason which demanded an oath from us.
GERMANUS: The first reason, as we said, was that we were afraid of vexing
our Elders and resisting their orders; the second was that we very foolishly
believed that, if we had learnt from you anything perfect or splendid to hear or
look at, when we returned to the monastery, we should be able to perform it.
CHAPTER XIV.
The discourse of the Elder showing how the plan of action may be changed
without fault provided that one keeps to the carrying out of a good intention.
JOSEPH: As we premised, the intent of the mind brings a man either reward
or condemnation, according to this passage: "Their thoughts between themselves
accusing or also defending one another, in the day when God shall judge the
secrets of men;" and this too: "But I am coming to gather together their works and
thoughts together with all nations and tongues."(1) Wherefore it was, as I
see, from a desire for perfection that you bound yourselves with the chain of
these oaths, as you then thought that by this plan it could be gained, while now
that a riper judgment has supervened, you see that you cannot by this means scale
its heights. And so any departure from that arrangement, which may seem to
have happened, will be no hindrance, if only no change in that first purpose
follows. For a change of instrument does not imply a desertion of the work, nor does
the choice of a shorter and more direct road argue laziness on the path of the
traveller. And so in this matter an improvement in a short-sighted arrangement
is not to be reckoned a breach of a spiritual promise. For whatever is done
out of the love of God and desire for goodness, which has "promise of the life
that now is and of that which is to come,"(2) even though it may appear to
commence with a hard and adverse beginning, is most worthy, not only of no blame, but
actually of praise. And therefore the breaking of a careless promise will be
no hindrance, if in every case the end, i.e., the proposed aim at goodness, be
maintained. For we do all for this reason, that we may be able to show to God a
clean heart, and if the attainment of this is considered to be easier in this
country the alteration of the agreement extracted from you will be no hindrance
to you, if only the perfection of that purity for the sake of which your
promise was originally made, be the sooner secured according to the Lord's will.
CHAPTER XV.
A question whether it can be without sin that our knowledge affords to weak
brethren an opportunity for lying.
GERMANUS: As far as the force of the words which have been reasonably and
carefully considered, is concerned, our scruple about our promise would have
easily been removed from us were it not that we were terribly alarmed lest by
this example an opportunity for lying might be offered to certain weaker brethren,
if they knew that the faith of an agreement could be in any way lawfully
broken, whereas this very thing is forbidden in such vigorous and threatening terms
by the prophet when he says: "Thou shall destroy all those who utter a lie;"
and: "the mouth that speaketh a lie, shall slay the soul."(8)
CHAPTER XVI.
The answer that Scripture truth is not to be altered on account of an offence
given to the weak.
JOSEPH: Occasions and opportunities for destroying themselves cannot
possibly be wanting to those who are on the road to ruin, or rather who are anxious
to destroy themselves; nor are those passages of Scripture to be rejected and
altogether torn out of the volume, by which the perversity of heretics is
encouraged, or the unbelief of the Jews increased, or the pride of heathen wisdom
offended; but surely they are to be piously believed, and firmly held, and
preached according to the rule of truth. And therefore we should not, because of
another's unbelief, reject the <greek>oiconomias</greek>, i.e., the "economy" of the
prophets and saints which Scripture relates, lest while we are thinking that
we ought to condescend to their infirmities, we stain ourselves with the sin not
only of lying but of sacrilege. But, as we said, we ought to admit these
according to the letter, and explain how they were rightly done. But for those who
are wrongly disposed, the opening for lies will not be blocked up by this means,
if we are trying either altogether to deny or to explain away by allegorical
interpretations the truth of those things which we are going to bring forward or
have already brought forward. For how will the authority of these passages
injure them if their corrupt will is alone sufficient to lead them to sin?
CHAPTER XVII.
How the saints have profitably employed a lie like hellebore.
AND so we ought to regard a lie and to employ it as if its nature were
that of hellebore; which is useful if taken when some deadly disease is
threatening, but if taken without being required by some great danger is the cause of
immediate death. For so also we read that holy men and those most approved by God
employed lying, so as not only to incur no guilt of sin from it, but even to
attain the greatest goodness; and if deceit could confer glory on them, what on
the other hand would the truth have brought them but condemnation? Just as
Rahab, of whom Scripture gives a record not only of no good deed but actually of
unchastity, yet simply for the lie, by means of which she preferred to hide the
spies instead of betraying them, had it vouchsafed to her to be joined with the
people of God in everlasting blessing. But if she had preferred to speak the
truth and to regard the safety of the citizens, there is no doubt that she and
all her house would not have escaped the coming destruction, nor would it have
been vouchsafed to her to be inserted in the progenitors of our Lord's
nativity,(1) and reckoned in the list of the patriarchs, and through her descendants that
followed, to become the mother of the Saviour of all. Again Dalila, who to
provide for the safety of her fellow citizens betrayed the truth she had
discovered, obtained in exchange eternal destruction, and has left to all men nothing
but the memory of her sin. When then any grave danger hangs on confession of the
truth, then we must take to lying as a refuge, yet in such a way as to be for
our salvation troubled by the guilt of a humbled conscience. But where there is
no call of the utmost necessity present, there a lie should be most carefully
avoided as if it were something deadly: just as we said of a cup of hellebore
which is indeed useful if it is only taken in the last resort when a deadly and
inevitable disease is threatening, while if it is taken when the body is in a
state of sound and rude health, its deadly properties at once go to find out the
vital parts. And this was clearly shown of Rahab of Jericho, and the patriarch
Jacob; the former of whom could only escape death by means of this remedy,
while the latter could not secure the blessing of the first-born without it. For
God is not only the Judge and inspector of our words and actions, but He also
looks into their purpose and aim. And if He sees that anything has been done or
promised by some one for the sake of eternal salvation and shows insight into
Divine contemplation, even though it may appear to men to be hard and unfair, yet
He looks at the inner goodness of the heart and regards the desire of the will
rather than the actual words spoken, because He must take into account the aim
of the work and the disposition of the doer, whereby, as was said above, one
man may be justified by means of a lie, while another may be guilty of a sin of
everlasting death by telling the truth. To which end the patriarch Jacob also
had regard when he was not afraid to imitate the hairy appearance of his
brother's body by wrapping himself up in skins, and to his credit acquiesced in his
mother's instigation of a lie for this object. For he saw that in this way there
would be bestowed on him greater gains of blessing and righteousness than by
keeping to the path of simplicity: for he did not doubt that the stain of this
lie would at once be washed away by the flood of the paternal blessing, and would
speedily be dissolved like a little cloud by the breath of the Holy Spirit;
and that richer rewards of merit would be bestowed on him by means of this
dissimulation which he put on than by means of the truth, which was natural to him.
CHAPTER XVIII.
An objection that only those men employed lies with impunity, who lived under
the law.
GERMANUS: It is no wonder that these schemes were properly employed in the
Old Testament, and that some holy men laudably or at any rate venially told
lies, as we see that many worse things were permitted to them owing to the rude
character of the times. For why should we wonder that when the blessed David was
fleeing from Saul, in answer to the inquiry of Abimelech the priest who said:
"Why art thou alone, and is no man with thee?" he replied as follows: "The king
hath commanded me a business, and said, Let no man know the thing for which
thou art sent by me, for I have appointed my servants to such and such a place;"
and again: "Hast thou here at hand a spear or a sword, for I brought not my own
sword nor my own weapon with me, for the king's business required haste;" or
this, when he was brought to Achish king of Gath, and reigned himself mad and
frantic, "and changed his countenance before them, and slipped down between their
hands; and stumbled against the doors of the gate and his spittle ran down on
his beard;"(2) when they were even allowed to enjoy crowds of wives and
concubines, and no sin was on this account imputed to them, and when moreover they
often shed the blood of their enemies with their own hand, and this was thought
not only worthy of no blame, but actually praiseworthy? And all these things we
see by the light of the gospel are utterly forbidden, so that not one of them
can be done without great sin and guilt. And in the same way we hold that no lie
can be employed by any one, I will not say rightly, but not even venially,
however it may be covered with the colour of piety, as the Lord says: "Let your
speech be yea, yea, nay, nay: but whatsoever is more than these is of the evil
one;" and the Apostle also agrees with this: "And lie not one to another."(1)
CHAPTER XIX.
The answer, that leave to lie, which was not even granted under the old
Covenant, has rightly been taken by many.
JOSEPH: All liberty in the matter of wives and many concubines, as the end
of time is approaching and the multiplying of the human race completed, ought
rightly to be cut off by evangelical perfection, as being no longer necessary.
For up to the coming of Christ it was well that the blessing of the original
sentence should be in full vigour, whereby it was said: "Increase and multiply,
and fill the earth."(2) And therefore it was quite right that from the root of
human fecundity which happily flourished in the synagogue, in accordance with
that dispensation of the times, the buds of angelical virginity should spring,
and the fragrant flowers of continence be produced in the Church. But that lying
was even then condemned the text of the whole Old Testament clearly shows, as
it says: "Thou shall destroy all them that speak lies;" and again: "The bread of
lying is sweet to a man, but afterwards his mouth is filled with gravel;" and
the Giver of the law himself says: "Thou shalt avoid a lie."(8) But we said
that it was then properly employed as a last resort when some need or plan of
salvation was linked on to it, on account of which it ought not to be condemned. As
is the case, which you mentioned, of king David when in his flight from the
unjust persecution of Saul, to Abimelech the priest he used lying words, not with
the object of getting any gain nor with the desire to injure anybody, but
simply to save himself from that most iniquitous persecution; inasmuch as he would
not stain his hands with the blood of the hostile king, so often delivered up
to him by God; as he said: "The Lord be merciful to me that I may do no such
thing to my master the Lord's anointed, as to lay my hand upon him, because he is
the Lord's anointed."(4) And therefore these plans which we hear that holy men
under the old covenant adopted either from the will of God, or for the
prefiguring of spiritual mysteries or for the salvation of some people, we too cannot
refuse altogether, when necessity constrains us, as we see that even apostles
did not avoid them, where the consideration of something profitable required
them: which in the meanwhile we will for a time postpone, while we first discuss
those instances which we propose still to bring forward from the Old Testament,
and afterwards we shall more suitably introduce them so as more readily to prove
that good and holy men, both in the Old and in the New Testament, were
entirely at one with each other in these contrivances. For what shall we say of that
pious fraud of Hushai to Absalom for the salvation of king David, which though
uttered with all appearance of good-will by the deceiver and cheat, and opposed
to the good of him who asked advice, is yet commended by the authority of Holy
Scripture, which says: "But by the will of the Lord the profitable counsel of
Ahithophel was defeated that the Lord might bring evil upon Absalom?"(5) Nor
could that be blamed which was done for the right side with a right purpose and
pious intent, and was planned for the salvation and victory of one whose piety
was pleasing to God, by a holy dissimulation. What too shall we say of the deed
of that woman, who received the men who had been sent to king David by the
aforesaid Hushai, and hid them in a well, and spread a cloth over its mouth, and
pretended that she was drying pearl-barley, and said "They passed on after tasting
a little water";(6) and by this invention saved them from the hands of their
pursuers? Wherefore answer me, I pray you, and say what you would have done, if
any similar situation had arisen for you, living now under the gospel; would
you prefer to hide them with a similar falsehood, saying in the same way: "They
passed on after tasting a little water," and thus fulfil the command: "Deliver
those who are being led to death, and spare not to redeem those who are being
killed;"(7) or by speaking the truth, would you have given up those in hiding to
the men who would kill them? And what then becomes of the Apostle's words: "Let
no man seek his own but the things of another:" and: "Love seeketh not her
own, but the things of others;" and of himself he says: "I seek not mine own good
but the good of many that they may be saved?"(8) For if we seek our own, and
want obstinately to keep what is good for ourselves, we must even in urgent cases
of this sort speak the truth, and so become guilty of the death of another:
but if we prefer what is for another's advantage to our own good, and satisfy the
demands of the Apostle, we shall certainly have to put up with the necessity
of lying. And therefore we shall not be able to keep a perfect heart of love, or
to seek, as Apostolic perfection requires, the things of others, unless we
relax a little in those things which concern the strictness and perfection of our
own lives, and choose to condescend with ready affection to what is useful to
others, and so with the Apostle become weak to the weak, that we may be able to
gain the weak.
CHAPTER XX.
How even Apostles thought that a lie was often useful and the truth injurious.
INSTRUCTED by which examples, the blessed Apostle James also, and all the
chief princes of the primitive Church urged the Apostle Paul in consequence of
the weakness of feeble persons to condescend to a fictitious arrangement and
insisted on his purifying himself according to the requirements of the law, and
shaving his head and paying his vows, as they thought that the present harm
which would come from this hypocrisy was of no account, but had regard rather to
the gain which would result from his still continued preaching. For the gain to
the Apostle Paul from his strictness would not have counterbalanced the loss to
all nations from his speedy death. And this would certainly have been then
incurred by the whole Church unless this good and salutary hypocrisy had preserved
him for the preaching of the Gospel. For then we may rightly and pardonably
acquiesce in the wrong of a lie, when, as we said, a greater harm depends on
telling the truth, and when the good which results to us from speaking the truth
cannot counterbalance the harm which will be caused by it. And elsewhere the
blessed Apostle testifies in other words that he himself always observed this
disposition; for when he says: "To the Jews I became as a Jew that I might gain the
Jews; to those who were under the law as being under the law, though not myself
under the law, that I might gain those who were under the law; to those who
were without law, I became as without law, though I was not without the law of God
but under the law of Christ, that I might gain those who were without law; to
the weak I became weak, that I might gain the weak: I became all things to all
men, that I might save all;"(1) what does he show but that according to the
weakness and the capacity of those who were being instructed he always lowered
himself and relaxed something of the vigour of perfection, and did not cling to
what his own strict life might seem to demand, but rather preferred that which
the good of the weak might require? And that we may trace these matters out more
carefully and recount one by one the glories of the good deeds of the Apostles,
some one may ask how the blessed Apostle can be proved to have suited himself
to all men in all things. When did he to the Jews become as a Jew? Certainly in
the case where, while he still kept in his inmost heart the opinion which he
had maintained to the Galatians saying: "Behold, I, Paul, say unto you that if
ye be circumcised Christ shall profit you nothing,"(2) yet by circumcising
Timothy he adopted a shadow as it were of Jewish superstition. And again, where did
he become to those under the law, as under the law? There certainly where James
and all the Elders of the Church, fearing lest he might be attacked by the
multitude of Jewish believers, or rather of Judaizing Christians, who had received
the faith of Christ in such a way as still to be bound by the rites of legal
ceremonies, came to his rescue in his difficulty with this counsel and advice,
and said: "Thou seest, brother, how many thousands there are among the Jews, who
have believed, and they are all zealots for the law. But they have heard of
thee that thou teachest those Jews who are among the Gentiles to depart from
Moses, saying that they ought not to circumcise their children;" and below: "Do
therefore this that we say unto thee: we have four men who have a vow on them.
These take and sanctify thyself with them and bestow on them, that they may shave
their heads; and all will know that the things which they have heard of thee
are false, but that thou thyself also walkest keeping the law."(3) And so for the
good of those who were under the law, he trode under foot for a while the
strict view which he had expressed: "For I through the law am dead unto the law
that I may live unto God;"(4) and was driven to shave his head, and be purified
according to the law and pay his vows after the Mosaic rites in the Temple. Do
you ask also where for the good of those who were utterly ignorant of the law of
God, he himself became as if without law? Read the introduction to his sermon
at Athens where heathen wickedness was flourishing: "As I passed by," he says,
"I saw your idols and an altar on which was written: To the unknown God;" and
when he had thus started from their superstition, as if he himself also had been
without law, under the cloke of that profane inscription he introduced the
faith of Christ, saying: "What therefore ye ignorantly worship, that declare I unto
you." And after a little, as if he had known nothing whatever of the Divine
law, he chose to bring forward a verse of a heathen poet rather than a saying of
Moses or Christ, saying: "As some also of your own poets have said: for we are
also His offspring." And when he had thus approached them with their own
authorities, which they could not reject, thus confirming the truth by things false,
he added and said: "Since then we are the offspring of God we ought not to
think that the Godhead is like to gold or silver or stone sculptured by the art and
device of man."(1) But to the weak he became weak, when, by way of permission,
not of command, he allowed those who could not contain themselves to return
together again,(2) or when he fed the Corinthians with milk and not with meat,
and says that he was with them in weakness and fear and much trembling.(3) But he
became all things to all men that he might save all, when he says: "He that
eateth let him not despise him that eateth not, and let not him that eateth not
judge him that eateth:" and: "He that giveth his virgin in marriage doeth well,
and he that giveth her not in marriage doeth better;" and elsewhere: "Who,"
says he, "is weak, and I am not weak? Who is offended, and I burn not?" and in
this way he fulfilled what he had commanded the Corinthians to do when he said:
"Be ye without offence to Jews and Greeks and the Church of Christ, as I also
please all men in all things, not seeking mine own profit but that of the many,
that they may be saved."(4) For it had certainly been profitable not to
circumcise Timothy, not to shave his head, not to undergo Jewish purification, not to
practice going barefoot,(5) not to pay legal vows; but he did all these things
because he did not seek his own profit but that of the many. And although this
was done with the full consideration of God, yet it was not free from
dissimulation. For one who through the law of Christ was dead to the law that he might
live to God, and who had made and treated that righteousness of the law in which
he had lived blameless, as dung, that he might gain Christ, could not with true
fervour of heart offer what belonged to the law; nor is it right to believe
that he who had said: "For if I again rebuild what I have destroyed, I make
myself a transgressor,"(6) would himself fall into what he had condemned. And to
such an extent is account taken, not so much of the actual thing which is done as
of the disposition of the doer, that on the other hand truth is sometimes found
to have injured some, and a lie to have done them good. For when Saul was
grumbling to his servants about David's flight, and saying: "Will the son of Jesse
give you all fields and vineyards, and make you all tribunes and centurions:
that all of you have conspired against me, and there is no one to inform me," did
Doeg the Edomite say anything but the truth, when he told him: "I saw the son
of Jesse in Nob, with Abimelech the son of Ahitub the priest, who consulted the
Lord for him, and gave him victuals, and gave him also the sword of Goliath
the Philistine?"(7) For which true story he deserved to be rooted up out of the
land of the living, and it is said of him by the prophet: "Wherefore God shall
destroy thee forever, and pluck thee up and tear thee out of thy tabernacle, and
thy root from the land of the living:"(8) He then for showing the truth is
forever plucked and rooted up out of that land in which the harlot Rahab with her
family is planted for her lie: just as also we remember that Samson most
injuriously betrayed to his wicked wife the truth which he had hidden for a long time
by a lie, and therefore the truth so inconside-rately disclosed was the cause
of his own deception, because he had neglected to keep the command of the
prophet: "Keep the doors of thy mouth from her that sleepeth in thy bosom."(9)
CHAPTER XXI.
Whether secret abstinence ought to be made known, without telling a lie about
it, to those who ask, and whether what has once been declined may be taken in
hand.
AND to bring forward some instances from our unavoidable and almost daily
wants which with all our care we can never so guard against as not to be driven
to incur them whether with or against our will: what, I ask you, is to be done
when, while we are proposing to put off our supper, a brother comes and asks
us if we have had it: is our fast to be concealed, and the good act of
abstinence hidden, or is it to be proclaimed by telling the truth? If we conceal it, to
satisfy the Lord's command which says: "Thou shalt not appear unto men to fast
but unto thy Father Who is in secret;" and again: "Let not thy left hand know
what thy right hand doeth,"(1) we must at once tell a lie. If we make manifest
the good act of abstinence, the word of the gospel rightly discourages us:
"Verily I say unto you, they have their reward."(2) But what if any one has refused
with determination a cup offered to him by some brother, denying altogether
that he will take what the other, rejoicing at his arrival, begs and intreats him
to receive? Is it right that he should force himself to yield to his brother
who goes on his knees and bows himself to the ground, and who thinks that he can
only show his loving heart by this service, or should he obstinately cling to
his own word and intention?
CHAPTER XXII.
An objection, that abstinence ought to be concealed, but that things that have
been declined should not be received.
GERMANUS: In the former instance we think there can be no doubt that it is
better for our abstinence to be hidden than for it to be displayed to the
inquirers, and in cases of this sort we also admit that a lie is unavoidable. But
in the second there is no need for us to tell a lie, first because we can refuse
what is offered by the service of a brother in such a way as to bind ourselves
in no bond of determination, and next because when we once refuse we can keep
our opinion unchanged.
CHAPTER XXIII.
The answer that obstinacy in this decision is unreasonable.
JOSEPH: There is no doubt that these are the decisions of those
monasteries in which the infancy of your renunciation was, as you tell us, trained, as
their leaders are accustomed to prefer their own will to their brother's supper,
and most obstinately stick to what they have once intended. But our Elders, to
whose faith the signs of Apostolical powers have borne witness, and who have
treated everything with judgment and discretion of spirit rather than with stiff
obstinacy of mind, have laid down that those men who give in to the infirmities
of others, receive much richer fruits than those who persist in their
determinations, and have declared that it is a better deed to conceal abstinence, as
was said, by this needful and humble lie, rather than to display it with a proud
show of truth.
CHAPTER XXIV.
How Abbot Piamun chose to hide his abstinence.
FINALLY Abbot Piamun(3) after twenty-five years did not hesitate to
receive some grapes and wine offered to him by a certain brother, and at once
preferred, against his rule, to taste what was brought him rather than to display his
abstinence which was a secret from everybody. For if we would also bear in mind
what we remember that our Elders always did, who used to conceal the marvels
of their own good deeds, and their own acts, which they were obliged to bring
forward in Conference if or the instruction of the juniors, under cover of other
persons, what else can we consider them but an open lie? And O that we too had
anything worthy which we could bring forward for stirring up the faith of the
juniors! Certainly we should have no scruples in following their fictions of
that kind. For it is better under the colour of a figure like that to tell a lie
than for the sake of maintaining that unreasonable truthfulness either hide in
ill-advised silence what might be edifying to the hearers, or run into the
display of an objectionable vanity by telling them truthfully in our own character.
And the teacher of the Gentiles clearly teaches us the same lesson by his
teaching, as he chose to bring forward the great revelations made to him, trader
the character of some one else, saying: "I know a man in Christ, whether in the
body or out of the body I cannot tell, God knoweth, caught up even unto the
third heaven: and I know such a man, that he was caught up into paradise and heard
unspeakable words, which it is not lawful for man to utter."(4)
CHAPTER XXV.
The evidence of Scripture on changes of determination.
IT is impossible for us briefly to run through everything. For who could
count up almost all the patriarchs and numberless saints, some of whom for the
preservation of life, others out of desire for a blessing, others out of pity,
others to conceal some secret, others out of zeal for God, others in searching
for the truth, became, so to speak, patrons of lying? And as all cannot be
enumerated, so all ought not to be altogether passed over. For piety forced the
blessed Joseph to raise a false charge against his brethren even with an oath by
the life of the king, saying: "Ye are spies: to see the nakedness of the land are
ye come;" and below: "send," says he, "one of you, and bring your brothers
hither: but ye shall be kept here until your words are made manifest whether ye
speak the truth or no: but if not, by the life of Pharaoh, ye are spies."(1) For
if he had not out of pity alarmed them by this lie, he would not have been able
to see again his father and his brother, nor to preserve them in their great
danger of starvation, nor to free the conscience of his brethren from the guilt
of selling him. The act then of striking his brethren with fear by means of a
lie was not so reprehensible as was it a holy and laudable act to urge his
enemies and seekers to a salutary penitence by means of a feigned danger. Finally
when they were weighed down by the odium of the very serious accusation, they
were conscience-stricken not at the charge falsely raised against them, but at the
thought of their earlier crime, and said to one another: "We suffer this
rightly because we sinned against our brother, in that we saw the anguish of his
soul when he asked us and we did not hearken to him: wherefore all this trouble
hath come upon us."(2) And this confession, we think, expiated by most salutary
humility their terrible sin not only against their brother, against whom they
had sinned with wicked cruelty, but also against God. What about Solomon, who in
his first judgment manifested the gift of wisdom, which he had received of God,
only by making use of falsehood? For in order to get at the truth which was
hidden by the woman's lie, even he used the help of a lie most cunningly
invented, saying: "Bring me a sword and divide the living child into two parts, and
give the one half to the one and the other half to the other." And when this
pretended cruelty stirred the heart of the true mother, but was received with
approval by her who was not the true mother, then at last by this most sagacious
discovery of the truth he pronounced the judgment which every one has felt to have
been inspired by God, saying: "Give her the living child and slay it not: she
is the mother of it."(3) Further we are more fully taught by other passages of
Scripture as well that we neither can nor should carry out everything which we
determine either with peace or disturbance of mind, as we often hear that holy
men and angels and even Almighty God Himself have changed what they had decided
upon. For the blessed David determined and confirmed it by an oath, saying:
"May God do so and add more to the foes of David if I leave of all that belong
unto Nabal until the morning a single male." And presently when Abigail his wife
interceded and intreated for him, he gave up his threats, lightened the
sentence, and preferred to be regarded as a breaker of his word rather than to keep his
pledged oath by cruelly executing it, saying: "As the Lord liveth, if thou
hadst not quickly come to meet me there had not been left to Nabal by the morning
light a single male."(4) And as we do not hold that his readiness to take a
rash oath (which resulted from his anger and disturbance of mind) ought to be
copied by us, so we do think that the pardon and revision of his determination is
to be followed. The "chosen vessel," in writing to the Corinthians, promises
unconditionally to return, saying: "But I will come to you when I pass through
Macedonia: for I will pass through Macedonia. But I will stay or even pass the
winter with you that you may conduct me whithersoever I shall go. For I do not
want only to see you in passing: for I hope to stay with you for some time."(5)
And this fact he remembers in the Second Epistle, thus: "And in this confidence I
was minded first to come unto you, that ye might receive a second favour, and
by you to pass into Macedonia and again to come to you from Macedonia and by
you be conducted to Judaea." But a better plan suggested itself and he plainly
admits that he is not going to fulfil what he had promised. "When then," says he,
"I purposed this, did I use light-mindedness? or the things that I think, do I
think after the flesh, that there should be with me yea, yea, and nay, nay?"
Lastly, he declares even with the affirmation of an oath, why it was that he
preferred to put on one side his pledged word rather than by his presence to bring
a burden and grief to his disciples: "But I call God to witness against my
soul that it was to spare you that I came not as far as Corinth. For I determined
this with myself that I would not come unto you in sorrow."(6) Though when the
angels had refused to enter the house of Lot at Sodom, saying to him: "We will
not enter but will remain in the street," they were presently forced by his
prayers to change their determination, as Scripture subjoins: "And Lot constrained
them, and they turned in to him."(7) And certainly if they knew that they
would turn in to him, they refused his request with a sham excuse: but if their
excuse was a real one, then they are clearly shown to have changed their mind. And
certainly we hold that the Holy Spirit inserted this in the sacred volume for
no other reason but to teach us by their examples that we ought not to cling
obstinately to our own determinations, but to subject them to our will, and so to
keep our judgment free from all the chains of law that it may be ready to
follow the call of good counsel in any direction, and may not delay or refuse to
pass without any delay to whatever a sound discretion may find to be the better
choice. And to rise to still higher instances, when king Hezekiah was lying on
his bed and afflicted with grievous sickness the prophet Isaiah addressed him in
the person of God, and said: "Thus saith the Lord: set thine house in order
for thou shall die and not live. And Hezekiah," it says, "turned his face to the
wall and prayed to the Lord and said: I beseech thee, O Lord, remember how I
have walked before Thee in truth and with a perfect heart, and how I have done
what was right in Thy sight. And Hezekiah wept sore." After which it was again
said to him: "Go, return, and speak to Hezekiah king of Judah, saying: Thus saith
the Lord God of David thy father: I have heard thy prayer, I have seen thy
tears: and behold, I will add to thy days fifteen years: and I will deliver thee
out of the hand of the king of the Assyrians, and I will defend this city for
thy sake and for my servant David's sake." (1) What can be clearer than this
proof that out of consideration for mercy and goodness the Lord would rather break
His word and instead of the pre-arranged limit of death extend the life of him
who prayed, for fifteen years, rather than be found inexorable because of His
unchangeable decree? In the same way too the Divine sentence says to the men of
Nineveh: "Yet three days, and Nineveh shall be overthrown;" (2) and presently
this stern and abrupt sentence is softened by their penitence and fasting, and
is turned to the side of mercy with goodness that is easy to be intreated. But
if any one maintains that the Lord had threatened the destruction of their city
(while He foreknew that they would be converted) for this reason, that He might
incite them to a salutary penitence, it follows that those who are set over
their brethren may, if need arises, without any blame for telling lies, threaten
those who need improvement with severer treatment than they are really going to
inflict. But if one says that God revoked that severe sentence in
consideration of their penitence, according to what he says by Ezekiel: "If I say to the
wicked, Thou shalt surely die: and he becomes penitent for his sin, and doeth
judgment and justice, he shall surely live, he shall not die;" (3) we are
similarly taught that we ought not obstinately to stick to our determination, but that
we should with gentle pity soften down the threats which necessity called
forth. And that we may not fancy that the Lord granted this specially to the
Ninevites, He continually affirms by Jeremiah that He will do the same in general
towards all, and promises that without delay He will change His sentence in
accordance with our deserts; saying: "I will suddenly speak against a nation and
against a kingdom to root out and to pull down and to destroy it. If that nation
repent of the evil, which I have spoken against it, I also will repent of the evil
which I thought to do to them. And I will suddenly speak of a nation and a
kingdom, to build up and to plant it. If it shall do evil in My sight, that it
obey not My voice: I will repent of the good that I thought to do to it." To
Ezekiel also: "Leave out nota word, if so be they will hearken and be converted
every one from his evil way: that I may repent Me of the evil that I thought to do
to them for the wickedness of their doings." (4) And by these passages it is
declared that we ought not obstinately to stick to our decisions, but to modify
them with reason and judgment, and that better courses should always be adopted
and preferred, and that we should turn without any delay to that course which
is considered the more profitable. For this above all that invaluable sentence
teaches us, because though each man's end is known beforehand to Him before his
birth, yet somehow He so orders all things by a plan and method for all, and
with regard to man's disposition, that He decides on everything not by the mere
exercise of His power, nor according to the ineffable knowledge which His
Prescience possesses, but according to the present actions of men, and rejects or
draws to Himself each one, and daily either grants or withholds His grace. And
that this is so the election of Saul also shows us, of whose miserable end the
foreknowledge of God certainly could not be ignorant, and yet He chose him out of
so many thousands of Israel and anointed him king, rewarding the then existing
merits of his life, and not considering the sin of his coming fall, so that
after he became reprobate, God complains almost in human terms and, with man's
feelings, as if He repented of his choice, saying: "It repenteth Me that I have
appointed Saul king: for he hath forsaken Me, and hath not performed My words;"
and again: "But Samuel was grieved for Saul because the Lord repented that He
had made Saul king over Israel." (1) Finally this that He afterwards executed,
that the Lord also declares by the prophet Ezekiel that He will by His daily
judgment do with all men, saying: "Yea, if I shall say to the righteous that he
shall surely live, and he trusting in his righteousness commit iniquity: all his
righteousness shall be forgotten, and in his iniquity which he hath committed,
in the same he shall die. And if I shall say to the wicked: Thou shalt surely
die; and if he repent of his sin and do judgment and righteousness, and if that
wicked man restore the pledge and render what he hath robbed, and walk in the
commandments of life, and do no righteous thing, he shall surely live, he shall
not die. None of his sins which he hath committed shall be imputed unto him."
(2) Finally, when the Lord would for their speedy fall turn away His merciful
countenance from the people, whom He had chosen out of all nations, the giver of
the law interposes on their behalf and cries out: "I beseech Thee, O Lord, this
people have sinned a great sin; they have made for themselves gods of gold; and
now if Thou forgivest their sin, forgive it; but if not, blot me out of Thy
book which Thou hast written. To whom the Lord answered: If any man hath sinned
before Me, I will blot him out of My book." (3) David also, when complaining in
prophetic spirit of Judas and the Lord's persecutors, says: "Let them be
blotted out of the book of the living;" and because they did not deserve to come to
saving penitence because of the guilt of their great sin, he subjoins: "And let
them not be written among the righteous." (4) Finally in the case of Judas
himself the meaning of the prophetic curse was clearly fulfilled, for when his
deadly sin was completed, he killed himself by hanging, that he might not after his
name was blotted out be converted and repent and deserve to be once more
written among the righteous in heaven. We must therefore not doubt that at the time
when he was chosen by Christ and obtained a place in the Apostolate, the name
of Judas was written in the book of the living, and that he heard as well as the
rest the words: "Rejoice not because the devils are subject unto you, but
rejoice because your names are written in heaven." (5) But because he was corrupted
by the plague of covetousness and had his name struck out from that heavenly
list, it is suitably said of him and of men like him by the prophet: "O Lord,
let all those that forsake Thee be confounded. Let them that depart from Thee be
written in the earth, because they have forsaken the Lord, the vein of living
waters." And elsewhere: "They shall not be in the counsel of My people, nor
shall they be written in the writing of the house of Israel, neither shall they
enter into the land of lsrael." (6)
CHAPTER XXVI.
How saintly men cannot be hard and obstinate.
NOR must we emit the value of that command because even if we have bound
ourselves by some oath under the influence of anger or some other passion, (a
thing which ought never to be done by a monk) still the case for each side should
be weighed by a thorough judgment of the mind, and the course on which we have
determined should be compared to that which we are urged to adopt, and we
should without hesitation adopt that which on the occurrence of sounder
considerations is decided to be the best. For it is better to put our promise on one side
than to undergo the loss of something good and more desirable. Finally we never
remember that venerable and approved fathers were hard and unyielding in
decisions of this sort, but as wax under the influence of heat, so they were
modified by reason, and when sounder counsels prevailed, did not hesitate to give in
to the better side. But those whom we have seen obstinately clinging to their
determinations we have always set down as unreasonable and wanting in judgment.
CHAPTER XXVII.
A question whether the saying: "I have sworn and am purposed" is opposed to
the view given above.
GERMANUS: So far as this consideration is concerned which has been clearly
and fully treated of, a monk ought never to determine anything for fear lest
he turn out a breaker of his word or else obstinate. And what then can we make
of this saying of the Psalmist: "I have sworn and am purposed to keep Thy
righteous judgments?" (7) What is "to swear and purpose" except to keep one's
determinations fixedly?
CHAPTER XXVIII.
The answer telling in what cases the determination is to be kept fixedly, and
in what cases it may be broken if need be.
JOSEPH: We do not lay this down with regard to those fundamental commands,
without which our salvation cannot in any way exist, but with regard to those
which we can either relax or hold fast to without endangering our state, as for
instance, an unbroken and strict fast, or total abstinence from wine or oil,
or entire prohibition to leave one's cell, or incessant attention to reading and
meditation, all of which can be practised at pleasure, without damage to our
profession and purpose, and, if need be, can be given up without blame. But we
must most resolutely make up our minds to observe those fundamental commands,
and not even, if need arise, to avoid death in their cause, with regard to which
we must immovably assert: "I have sworn and am purposed." And this should be
done for the preservation of love, for which all things else should be
disregarded lest the beauty and perfection of its calm should suffer a stain. In the same
way we must swear for the purity of our chastity, and we ought to do the same
for faith, and sobriety and justice, to all of which we must cling with
unchangeable persistence, and to forsake which even for a little is worthy of blame.
But in the case of those bodily exercises, which are said to be profitable for a
little, (1) we must, as we said, decide in such a way that, if there occurs
any more decided opportunity for a good act, which would lead us to relax them,
we need not be bound by any rule about them, but may give them up and freely
adopt what is more useful. For in the case of those bodily exercises, if they are
dropped for a time, there is no danger: but to have given up these others even
for a moment is deadly.
CHAPTER XXIX.
How we ought to do those things which are to be kept secret.
YOU must also provide with the same care that if by chance some word has
slipped out of your mouth which you want to be a secret, no injunction to
secrecy may trouble the hearer. For it will be more likely to be unheeded if it is
let pass carelessly and simply, because the brother, whoever he is, will not be
tormented with such a temptation to divulge it, as he will take it as something
trivial dropped in casual conversation, and as what is for this very reason of
less account, because it was not committed to the hearer's mind with a strict
injunction to silence. For even if you bind his faith by exacting an oath from
him, you need not doubt that it will very soon be divulged; for a fiercer
assault of the devil's power will be made upon him, both to annoy land betray you,
and to make him break his oath as quickly as possible.
CHAPTER XXX.
That no determination should be made on those things which concern the needs
of the common life.
AND therefore a monk ought not hastily to make any promise on those things
which merely concern bodily exercise, for fear lest he may stir up the enemy
still more to attack what he is keeping as it were under the observance of the
law, and so he may be more readily compelled to break it. Since every one who
lives under the grace of liberty, and sets himself a law, thereby binds himself
in a dangerous slavery, so that if by chance necessity constrains him to do what
he might have ventured on lawfully, and indeed laudably and with thanksgiving,
he is forced to act as a transgressor, and to fall into sin: "for where there
is no law there is no transgression." (2)
By this instruction and the teaching of the blessed Joseph we were
confirmed as by a Divine oracle and made up our minds to stop in Egypt. But though
henceforward we were but a little anxious about our promise, yet when seven years
were over we were very glad to fulfil it. For we hastened to our monastery, at
a time when we were confident of obtaining permission to return to the desert,
and first paid our respects properly to our Elders; next we revived the former
love in their minds as out of the ardour of their love they had not been at all
softened by our very frequent letters to satisfy them, and in the last place,
we entirely removed the sting of our broken promise and returned to the
recesses of the desert of Scete, as they themselves forwarded us with joy.
This learning and doctrine of the illustrious fathers, our ignorance, O
holy brother, has to the best of its ability made plain to you. And if perhaps
our clumsy style has confused it instead of setting it in order, I trust that the
blame which our clumsiness deserves will not interfere with the praise due to
these grand men. Since it seemed to us a safer course in the sight of our Judge
to state even in unadorned style this splendid doctrine rather than to hold
our tongues about it, since if he considers the grandeur of the thoughts, the
fact that the awkwardness of our style annoys him, need not be prejudicial to the
profit of the reader, and for our part we are more anxious about its usefulness
than its being praised. This at least I charge all those into whose hand this
little book may fall; viz., that they must know that whatever in it pleases
them belongs to the fathers, and whatever they dislike is all our own. (1)